When dreams and reality crashed against each other..
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Sometimes, I love to dream, to hope, to think and to put myself into fortunate people's shoes.
I always like to imagine, to bring myself up to a perfect world with the perfect companion.
But most of the time...
I like to hide in a black & white picture frame and live in a world without feelings, without emotions, without troubles, without the need to think.
As i was walking home earlier on, i was under the small drizzle at woodlands.
Emo Songs just continuously played on my mp3, and the music just danced all the way from my headphones, to my ears...
And again, thousand million and one things came up to my mind and i felt as though i'm just some other useless fellow that only brings trouble to people around me.. ...
I didn't understand why was i feeling that way but its as though it was back to the past.
Friends. Family. Career. Studies. Money. Blar Blar Blar... ...
The problem in each category just seemed to be snowballing coz i seem to be ignoring it all the time..
i'm tired. or perhaps just get another job and work the hell outta myself.
i now like to watch cars drive pass me.
i've no idea why.
i'm just plain tired.
tired of the things i need to face right now.
maybe its time to ask myself..
is the bag that i'm carrying too heavy for me to carry it alone?
sometimes i also wonder, if its good for us to just quarrel it out loud when we're nt happy or should we just remain claim and pass by the problems we face. accumulating whatever we have on hand.
can i dream. and never wake up?
i wished.
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
