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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
2008.
Monday, December 31, 2007

bored.
tml's new year! =)
2008.
o wells.
haiz. sian. time passed fast.
one year gone..

lots of tings have passed..
=)
tings changed and some stil remains.

some friends have sticked with me for long.
and surprisinly, we stil contact alot!
=) wk.dabo.lin.ahma.maggi shit ong and more.
=)
so glad we are stil tog though. =)))

2008 is gonna come.
new year.
new beginning.
i m gonna start fresh.
change myself.
look onto brighter side of tings.
=) i will learn from my mistakes in 2007 and refresh myself again.

not goin to look back anymre.
but forward..

so guys =)
bang wo jia you ba!
i believe i can do it.

kimbooo the bimbo?
stupid jerry. i wil always remember this.
and reuuuuBEN.
dun tink i wil forget the nick u guys give me.
WTH can. =P

if u gave me another chance.
Sunday, December 30, 2007

even if i was given another chance..
i wil stil let u go..



Went cck to play ball last nite.. LOL

Last wk went out with aunt javen and lena they all to celeb aunts bdae =)
blogger photo tingy dwn again..
sian! always like that de..
dun wan blog photos le.


jus been real sian about everyting.
marketing proj have been a fucking difficult proj and it just seems that some wouldnt cooperate la.
plz lor..
u tink u try to hide everyting.. try to make it seems that u are doing alot. wil succeed meh?
its like. sem 1 like that. nw also like that. i wonder when will u ever change plz.
act as though u contribute alot.
act as though u do a lot.
but tink carefully.
u did nothing at all..
so be prepared. peer evaluation.

peer evaluation isnt everyting.
there is stil the teacher.
ya. im gonna speak to him.

-end-

i was so damm pisseed ytd can.
he tinks he is wat?
control me?
question me?
wan me to pacify him?
go eat shit.


i ffeel the hatred.

=).
Sunday, December 16, 2007









let photos do the talking
i love 56 =)

=) Boreds.

Yea.
Kimb0 woke up very early todae..

why?!

thanks to my bro lor.
=) ask me wake up acc him go take dog out.

and HELLO! i scared dog.

so i was like so ........brrrrr...


nvms..
anyway.
i have no contact with the dog at all..

LOLS!
Jon la.
go abroad.
ask him look after dog..

heh..
okies la.
at least better then slping @home gaining weight.

=))

tired.
tml still going to 56 autograph..
hehe.. =))
haiz..
then nt going training again~!
walao.!

sians.
ARGH!
i need $$$!

die how!
nw i m tinking wanna go training or go 56 autograph session. =(

CSC fund raising dinner.
Saturday, December 15, 2007

=)CSC dinner!

heh. fund raising dinner.

gosh!
i gotta credit my dressing to dabo n her cousin!
haha..=))

thanks tto them n i finalli got my worries cleared.
heh.
yea.
this stupid wear coz me soo long to pick!
argh!

anyways.
thanks dabo n lamy!

=) then my whole day was wasted jus to prepare for tis dinner. =)
but so enjoy!
haha.
ookook la.
i went to cwp taxi stand n wait for da jie.
not knowing that ther is 2 northland kids there too -.-"
thy called me.. but i didnt heard them.
arghs.
so sad!
heh.
then we board the family car tog.
go fetch da jie's wife!
heh.
stupid kor.
disturb me all the way!


heh..
then alot of tings lor.
stupid kor.
keep walking all arund!
hmpf!
then jermaine cracked the joke about having 3 wives(veron big gf. sihui second gf and me third gf. with t2 his first boyfren.)

LOL!
stupards.

haha. damm funs though.
food..
okok la.
=))
hehe.

then..
me n sihui had a bit of a chit chats.
heh.
veron wear so nice! =)
*envies*
heh

























我终于明白爱与恨.
我想要恨你. 又不能..
想要爱..也不可以...
我真的开始后悔认识了你..

你让我的人生反反复复..
我讨厌你!

每一次..
我明明不是那个意思..
你就故意要用气话伤害我.
我真的不想再容忍你了..

我心里真得很痛..
你到底几时才回真真明白我为设么要那么做..
你离开吧..
我决定了..
我不会一直拉着你不放..

我真的.
不想..
再次.. 为你.. 而心痛了..
我累了..
真的累了.

我真的好想有个人能来给我依靠..
我真的快垮了..
我好期望这时会有人来保护我.
来为我解开我心中的伤痛..

可是..

这全部.
都只有在梦里才会有... ...

Chomps Chomps!.










yea! thats chomp chomp!
h12 team:
Kimbo
mingfang
winnie
reuben
ivan
eugene
claudine
gwen
yinying
Sarah
Fiona
=) we went to chomp chomp
wow.
ren shan ren haii!
so mani ppl.
i tink waiting for seats alone takes us 20 mins.
haha!
then finalli got seated.
we buy food.
then gwen n claud go buy popiah wic dey had to q for like 30 mins?!
haha.
we waited like hell n food turn cold =((
but its nice though =))
food's nice
companionship's nice.
heh.
then sarah n fiona needa go home early.
so we cont to eat n we went to some unknown park to play gammes!
heh.
first we plae ice n water.
then i injured my leg again.
=(
nw its stil hurting.
then we played chucky chucky!
heh.
so mani truths n dares!
hehe.
fun fun=))
wonderful nites ppl!
enjoys.
then cab home at 11plus.
hehe.. =))

Tired.
Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Finally 2 days of exams are over..

=(
but im stil very tired.
unsure of why..

perhaps real mugging kills.

=)
anyways.
real off bed soon.
haiz.
counting the days til i can ball.

=(
boo.
tired.
so sick..

i look upon so many couples and wonder what keeps them going.
i guess.
its love.
to them..
it mayb..
but to me..
there honestly isnt any true love.
ppl do go away after some time.
its jus a matter of when.

linlin.dabo.
all the best to ur papers tml. =)
see ya guys soon..

tis is wat hospitality students live up to!.
Monday, December 10, 2007

=) this is kimbo reporting to
www.kimfantasy.blogspot.com
at 3.26pm

YEA one paper dwn.
one mre to go.
=) tis mrning started off by leavin hus early in the mrning.
around sat 730am?=))
den lazy me walked over to 912 bus stop thinking that 962 has jus left.-.-"

then walked over. nt even half way through, 912 jus flew pass me.
-.-""""
then i didnt wan to run coz i was LAZI!
den i waited fer another of 962 or 912 at the bus stop.
saw teng hong siang LOL!
he n his slpy face.-.-"
LOL!


then go buy red bull at cwp mama shoop den took 168 go sch.
wen reached tamp.
i tot i was late..
haha. but nt.
=) so i waited for the buses to come.
in the end took the 2nd shuttle bus that came.

i m so glad that i allow ppl to board 1st before i board.
then when i alight.
i also let ppl go dwn first.
i was almost late lar!LOL!

=)) so proud of myself.
living up to the name of the hospitality and tourism student.
LOL!
(as if!)

anyway.. im at lib nw with ms toh linlin,
who is busy copying her notes.
tinking she's damm hardworking-.-"
ok la.
she is.
pathetic her.
end exams onli on fri..
heh.
all the best lin.dabo n wk! =))
jiayouus! ^^.



想必..
我不需要人家的保护..
我自己也能保护我自己..
=)
我只想过我自己的生活..

zi wo cui mian.
Sunday, December 09, 2007

我已经在放弃的路途上了..
我知道..
我已在不能得到你的保护..
得不到你的陪伴..

可是我再也无法对我自己在撒谎了..
我不能说我不在意.
那是不可能的..

我决定放弃时..
本来还希望你回叫我别放手的..
没想到..
你竟然两手张开送我离开..
后面还加了一句.. 很伤人的话..

对!
我是不能想象没有你的生活..
可是..
可见你根本就没喜欢过我..

我要学会在你伤害我之前...
学会放手..
只要能放手..
我想信.
我的伤心会降到最低点.

谢谢你给了我美好的回忆.

我也从中得到了教训..
从这里学起..

xu xu jiu! =) rmbing the old times..

The times at neo print shop tis year! =) i think arund august ba =))










Todae...
was actualli goin to study with jimi,dabo,linbo.
then.. stuppard jimmy study fer 2 hrs then say no mood.
"slap u"
wanted to watch movie de..
then we left the lib.
in the end. we went round causeway to eat.. slack n take neos.!
heh. since ages we did that.
then.i kope a lot old photos from dabo.
lets see sum of them!

The ring..when i used to love u..

MeiQ.DAbo lin and me! =))


Me.Kin Linbo n dabo todae was trying to slack at mac at civic todae after taking neos at cwp.
omgomgomg.!
haha..!!
crazy.
we're reali goin old man.
take a lil shots n we're exhausted!
ARGH!
then go sit dwn eat shaky fries and talk like loads in there.
we sat there for arund 3 hrs or more ba.
LOLS!
then we were talkin about poly lives.
my god!
honestly..
i realli tank god for giving me frens like them lor.
staying here with me nw n foreva regardless of wat mistakes i have done.
plz lor.
its like these kinda frens onli can find once in lifetime.
in poly. aiyah.
lazy to say.
coz i know saying is no use. =)
anyway. also good la.
at least got some good bud in sch that i can realli talk to and find them.
like. mingfang.reuben.steffi.eileen.winnie.liyuen.yinying and mre la =))
haiz. but some.
i reali bwg.!
imean. aiyo..
like wat reuben always says.
"WATEVA MAN! DOTS DOTS DOTS!"
cummmon. its my life! =)
im gonna live it the way i wan it to b.
not to let ppl take lead into my life.
yea. thats it dude.
im living for myself! =))
todae is reali a gd dae man.
=) icantwaitforxmas to come!
=))
loves to all my besties! =))
and also. congrats to tp for winning in the WNBL !
im so sry i always nv turn up.
coz last wk was my assignments and proj submission.! =((
very guilty! sry!!

Kimbo dao..
Friday, December 07, 2007

=) i must learn to live for myself at times too..

i changed my decision for a reason.
its no use hanging on to hope as its not hope anymore.
its jus a waste of time. waste of effort.
and honestly..
imnth. nth at all..

some ppl took me for granted.
some took me for real.
who to who?
thats fer me to judge then..

im tired.
last night slpt only 3 hrs.
coz was studying french!
wah.
=(
public speaking was so screwed la this time.
its okie.

learnt my mistake.
time management is very impt.
yea.
=)
Mr. Calvin Tang. (emo kid)
LOL!
u wun fail ur french ^^. Believe me!
we studied together de!!
^^.
heh.

term test next wk.
die die die and alive! =)
next wk kimbo wil b reborn as there wil be no mre sch.
no more seeing irritating ppl.
no more air conditioned rooms!
YEA!
and last but not least.
no mre waking up early.

during the holidays im so gonna slp til afternoon mans! ^^.

weeeeeheehee.

喜欢一个人的感觉渐渐的..
会跟时间的淡去..
我没办法像以前一样的撑下去了.
我也是人
我会累的..
跟何况..
我一直到我在你心中的位子..
我根本就是一个比普通还普通的朋友..
你带给我的伤口很深,
可是..我会让时间来让它敷衍..
我终于知道当你找不到人说秘密时..
那种痛是没人能想象的..

=) im awake..
Saturday, December 01, 2007

im awake.
taking tings in my stride.

i started it.. so i'll end it..

sry. didnt mean to do this but..
i guess i dun wann continue tis way.

heh.

cool. guess wat.
next wk french test.
little england due..
bcs due.

and the following wk after that is term test..
hw to prepare?! fffreaking off.!

i dun care ar!
sat - finish bcs.
sundae-finish marketing.
mon/tue study french and microecons.

arggh.

salut!