so tired todae..

headache neh~

go rest liaos.
sayos~

u finally agitated me!
i din wanna say anythign de..
wat the hell are u doin?
i reali heck care liao.
reali u n0e..
i mean..
wtf?
its nt liek u are the boss of my life!

im damm fuck'g dumb to even let u enter my life!
freakin hell..
i hate u to the core.
from the bottom of my heart!!!!!!!

wat m i supposed to do nw HAR?
U TELL ME LA!
U SO CLEVER..
U SAY LA!

icanttellutowatchoutimeanwatfor?uwunevenbotheraboutthishar?u***********.
icantstandursttitude,GAL!

havin a headache nw.

argh.

todae.
went out with sec sch frens.
teckyi.suixiong.lionel.jiamin.andy

went bugis shop..
wanted to accompany teck yi shop de.
then in the end..
all get some tings home
=)

teck bought bag. shorts.
xiong bought shoes.
andy bought suspender.
jiamin n me go dorothy perkins shop for tops..
LOL!
=)
lionel??
he din wanna get anything..
haha..

then be4 shoppin.
me teck xiong n lionel went to makan opp bugis parco.
jiamin n andy went off to makan too i tink.
coz they met us later.

thanks andy n jiamin for his recommendations on the top that i bought.
thanks teck lionel n xiong for comments.
LOL!
lame sia..

actualli din wan get tings de.
coz tite budget.
then heard dorothy perkins Prices nt that ex.
so went in to have a look lor..
muhaha!!

after shopping.
we all went amk play pool.
andy n jiamin went off halfway to look for kel n mq
played tag lor.
wa lao. i damm lan lor.
newbie means newbie man..

sian..

haiz.. anyway todae was fun la.
=D

nw headache pain pain.
gtg

CSC's event was successful todae
CONGRATS!
then..
was kinda fun.
i saw my darling juniors
yijun.michelle.shirley.jiaxin
participating in that event.
then....
when they start cross country.
was tinking they would get first.
=)
in the end.
they lost their way at macritchie reservior.
haha!!
then me n jiaxin so anxious.
i gt mr than's permission
and ran to look for them imed!
so tired.
ran and walked a long journey.
=)
worth it larhs.
shed some good o kilos of fats from me..
LOL!
then..
very scared. coz cant find them..
then gt trekker call jiaxin hp.
say shirley they all use their hp call jiaxin say they missing.
phew.
lucky we managed to find them.
omg so relieved..
WAT the hell.
in the end.
i walked back. stomach ached.
for no reason.
WIERD!

after that.
dunno why.
tot lots of tings.
so mood was bad.
went to newbie get my shirt.
den.. i went dwn to find a place with sh n hm to shit dwn n talked.
haiz.
moody.

-met orh lang at night.
went to pool at marina south..
followed to makan.
reali v depressed.

-come home..
dabo talked to me.
its time i gota tink through her words..
yup..
wk n dabo~ reali sry.


imbeginningtontunderstandmyself.icantdoanythingtocontroltheaffairsofhearts.ifailinthismatter.

so busy with CSC stuffs..
nt exactly busy.
but having fun in the process larhs..
=)
met lots new frens..
new ppl..
=D
this poly holidae made me realise lots of tings..
then also..
learnt a lot of lessons..
hurt lots times.
but also the times of happiness are realli memorable..


i m tinking about some tings..
mayb i should/should nt even tink about it...
but...
i m nt who i m anymre..
isnt it....?

haiz..
i wanna b the bubbly stupid idiotic n noisy gal again.
bt..
m i realli tired??
i dun even wish to speak anymre..
i became v quiet...

why...

i m so afraid..

but who knows...

nobody...

damm it.
i press wrong.
then the blog things change liao.
wa sian diao.
needa spend one day to make.
ai..
i dun wan care liao.
sry hor frens.
wil link u guys once i change my blogskin!!
!#@%@^#&)&*^%$#
damm idiots de lor.!! argh!

adios!

haha.
yea!!
i gt into TP's tourism n hospitality..
haha..
but honestly

when i gt into that course that time.
my first feeling wasnt tat happy lor..
hmm.
i also dunno why leh..
haha..

ai...
dun think too much la.
anyway.
i went dwn with sihui to tp e day be4 ytd.
hehe.
then after tat went out to look at some stuffs at twn.

then todae went to chr to take some stuffs.
stupid chr.
all testi are all writeen le lor..
its jus principal nv sign.
then nv passs to us.
i tot dun have sia.
damm lame.
sihui took hers le.
but i haven.
then we saw some teachers.
talktalk.
then 2 wks later de thur maybe goin back to sch for race prog.
haiz..
mr seah ar..
why u let sihui join!!!! #@!Q#!@#@
then i needa acc her too.
sian diao.=.=""
then lata we see ms leow
mrs chong
mr seah mr soh mr lee n miss foo n mr seat!!
haha.
lame sia.
then i met with siulong be4 going sch ma.
den makan lunch with him lor..
LOL!

then saw mr than only lata at the canteen
then we talked.
dunno talk until wat then say until
ace the place the CSC
then he asked us to join to help organise events
and blar blar la.
then we went to sit in todae.
omg.
i saw my ex coach.
then real fun lor
25 mar gt event at mac ritchie reservoir
then is supposed to go help out.
alil bit feeling like the sportsleader training like that.
haha~

okok la.
then afteer meeting end.
came back.
then chat with lin en lor..
aiyo.
it show dunno wan go nt.
no $$ buy also.
sian diao lor..
=.=""

lol..
nw i in THE CATHEY
using their internet lor..
LOL!
ytd wanted to blog de.
but in the end..
i made themes until 3+
so din have time fer it lor..

anyway.
this mrning went out around 10 to accompany meatball to suntec city convention hal.
wanted to acc him to look at jobs de..
then in the end.
i found out smth fer myself too.
i can get a diploma in one year
for hospitality also.
i dun nid go poly also can.
hmm.
tough decision.
so i m thinking to go fer it nt..
haiz..
anyway sch fees i no need pay ma.
only 1 year contract.
haiz.
maybe go open hus next sat to find our mre lor..

=S
ytd went out with sihui hueymin n blackman n meatball..
to have steamboat at bugis..
LOL!
funfun!
then went to marina south see meatball n sihui to bowl.
then we sat n chat aat a local kpt there..
talked a lot.
damm happi!!
then blackman fetch us home lor..
=)

lots of prob recently sia.
for me..
and frens.
haiz.
k
la
go hm then blog again.bb

pissed off..
agitated..
no mood to speak le la..

ytd lost my wallet.
went home realli late.
actually alot of things happened these weeks..
but too much to say..

i went home real late recently.
everydae around 1 or 2..
din spend much time with family alrdy..*guilty*

then parents worry.
so curfewed me..
i have to reach home by 12..
everyday..
haiz.

then ytd. failed to do so again.
reached arund 1230
i realised my wallet was gone when i board taxi.
we went back to look..(me n taxi driver)
but found nth.
sian.

then when i no money to pay.
called mum like 3 or 4 times she dun wanna pick up.
then call home. no ans.
called dad.
picked up.
callled for help.
ask to borrow money.

then i gt kb by parents when i gt home for being so late.
nv bother my wallet.
until my mum volunteered to drive me to the bus stop again.
stil found nth.
went to interchange.
nth..
then went to wdl ave 9 to where they parked the buses.
we searched the buses..
*me n guard of that place*
mum was waiting outside.

i was very very guilty.
i felt like a nobodi at that time.
when my wallet was gone.
i feel nth..
i go numb.
even thinking of DYING!
wow!
serious hor?
i also dunno y.

then was supposed to work at 10 todae.
but i go make some arrangements lor..
called "gan pa " todae..
then tel him lor..
sian..
den went to policepost.
wdl inter n admiralty int.
damm sian.
damm fed up.
no mood at all....
but wat to do??

very very sad lor.
UNTIL lunch
when all went out for lunch then i sit there eat ice kachang onli.
i felt relax.
then at night.
aunty javen treat us to swenson.
ice cream la. main course la.
everythings bao ka liao.
LOL!

was relieved to have them la.
then hueymin n sihui was with me the whole dae lor..
weiqian joined us lata la.

called wk this mrning to share wif him hw i felt.
*at least he realli cared for me*
and i m v glad for that.
thanks frenss.

den at night ..
we go find gan pa.
talked talked.
phew.

felt ok la.
but nw. no mood again lor.
its like.
i cant bear la..
ok wateva.. =S

took lots of photos recently.
also dunno why leh.. LOL!
will update when free lahs..
heheh..

so tired todae..

headache neh~

go rest liaos.
sayos~

u finally agitated me!
i din wanna say anythign de..
wat the hell are u doin?
i reali heck care liao.
reali u n0e..
i mean..
wtf?
its nt liek u are the boss of my life!

im damm fuck'g dumb to even let u enter my life!
freakin hell..
i hate u to the core.
from the bottom of my heart!!!!!!!

wat m i supposed to do nw HAR?
U TELL ME LA!
U SO CLEVER..
U SAY LA!

icanttellutowatchoutimeanwatfor?uwunevenbotheraboutthishar?u***********.
icantstandursttitude,GAL!

havin a headache nw.

argh.

todae.
went out with sec sch frens.
teckyi.suixiong.lionel.jiamin.andy

went bugis shop..
wanted to accompany teck yi shop de.
then in the end..
all get some tings home
=)

teck bought bag. shorts.
xiong bought shoes.
andy bought suspender.
jiamin n me go dorothy perkins shop for tops..
LOL!
=)
lionel??
he din wanna get anything..
haha..

then be4 shoppin.
me teck xiong n lionel went to makan opp bugis parco.
jiamin n andy went off to makan too i tink.
coz they met us later.

thanks andy n jiamin for his recommendations on the top that i bought.
thanks teck lionel n xiong for comments.
LOL!
lame sia..

actualli din wan get tings de.
coz tite budget.
then heard dorothy perkins Prices nt that ex.
so went in to have a look lor..
muhaha!!

after shopping.
we all went amk play pool.
andy n jiamin went off halfway to look for kel n mq
played tag lor.
wa lao. i damm lan lor.
newbie means newbie man..

sian..

haiz.. anyway todae was fun la.
=D

nw headache pain pain.
gtg

CSC's event was successful todae
CONGRATS!
then..
was kinda fun.
i saw my darling juniors
yijun.michelle.shirley.jiaxin
participating in that event.
then....
when they start cross country.
was tinking they would get first.
=)
in the end.
they lost their way at macritchie reservior.
haha!!
then me n jiaxin so anxious.
i gt mr than's permission
and ran to look for them imed!
so tired.
ran and walked a long journey.
=)
worth it larhs.
shed some good o kilos of fats from me..
LOL!
then..
very scared. coz cant find them..
then gt trekker call jiaxin hp.
say shirley they all use their hp call jiaxin say they missing.
phew.
lucky we managed to find them.
omg so relieved..
WAT the hell.
in the end.
i walked back. stomach ached.
for no reason.
WIERD!

after that.
dunno why.
tot lots of tings.
so mood was bad.
went to newbie get my shirt.
den.. i went dwn to find a place with sh n hm to shit dwn n talked.
haiz.
moody.

-met orh lang at night.
went to pool at marina south..
followed to makan.
reali v depressed.

-come home..
dabo talked to me.
its time i gota tink through her words..
yup..
wk n dabo~ reali sry.


imbeginningtontunderstandmyself.icantdoanythingtocontroltheaffairsofhearts.ifailinthismatter.

so busy with CSC stuffs..
nt exactly busy.
but having fun in the process larhs..
=)
met lots new frens..
new ppl..
=D
this poly holidae made me realise lots of tings..
then also..
learnt a lot of lessons..
hurt lots times.
but also the times of happiness are realli memorable..


i m tinking about some tings..
mayb i should/should nt even tink about it...
but...
i m nt who i m anymre..
isnt it....?

haiz..
i wanna b the bubbly stupid idiotic n noisy gal again.
bt..
m i realli tired??
i dun even wish to speak anymre..
i became v quiet...

why...

i m so afraid..

but who knows...

nobody...

damm it.
i press wrong.
then the blog things change liao.
wa sian diao.
needa spend one day to make.
ai..
i dun wan care liao.
sry hor frens.
wil link u guys once i change my blogskin!!
!#@%@^#&)&*^%$#
damm idiots de lor.!! argh!

adios!

haha.
yea!!
i gt into TP's tourism n hospitality..
haha..
but honestly

when i gt into that course that time.
my first feeling wasnt tat happy lor..
hmm.
i also dunno why leh..
haha..

ai...
dun think too much la.
anyway.
i went dwn with sihui to tp e day be4 ytd.
hehe.
then after tat went out to look at some stuffs at twn.

then todae went to chr to take some stuffs.
stupid chr.
all testi are all writeen le lor..
its jus principal nv sign.
then nv passs to us.
i tot dun have sia.
damm lame.
sihui took hers le.
but i haven.
then we saw some teachers.
talktalk.
then 2 wks later de thur maybe goin back to sch for race prog.
haiz..
mr seah ar..
why u let sihui join!!!! #@!Q#!@#@
then i needa acc her too.
sian diao.=.=""
then lata we see ms leow
mrs chong
mr seah mr soh mr lee n miss foo n mr seat!!
haha.
lame sia.
then i met with siulong be4 going sch ma.
den makan lunch with him lor..
LOL!

then saw mr than only lata at the canteen
then we talked.
dunno talk until wat then say until
ace the place the CSC
then he asked us to join to help organise events
and blar blar la.
then we went to sit in todae.
omg.
i saw my ex coach.
then real fun lor
25 mar gt event at mac ritchie reservoir
then is supposed to go help out.
alil bit feeling like the sportsleader training like that.
haha~

okok la.
then afteer meeting end.
came back.
then chat with lin en lor..
aiyo.
it show dunno wan go nt.
no $$ buy also.
sian diao lor..
=.=""

lol..
nw i in THE CATHEY
using their internet lor..
LOL!
ytd wanted to blog de.
but in the end..
i made themes until 3+
so din have time fer it lor..

anyway.
this mrning went out around 10 to accompany meatball to suntec city convention hal.
wanted to acc him to look at jobs de..
then in the end.
i found out smth fer myself too.
i can get a diploma in one year
for hospitality also.
i dun nid go poly also can.
hmm.
tough decision.
so i m thinking to go fer it nt..
haiz..
anyway sch fees i no need pay ma.
only 1 year contract.
haiz.
maybe go open hus next sat to find our mre lor..

=S
ytd went out with sihui hueymin n blackman n meatball..
to have steamboat at bugis..
LOL!
funfun!
then went to marina south see meatball n sihui to bowl.
then we sat n chat aat a local kpt there..
talked a lot.
damm happi!!
then blackman fetch us home lor..
=)

lots of prob recently sia.
for me..
and frens.
haiz.
k
la
go hm then blog again.bb

pissed off..
agitated..
no mood to speak le la..

ytd lost my wallet.
went home realli late.
actually alot of things happened these weeks..
but too much to say..

i went home real late recently.
everydae around 1 or 2..
din spend much time with family alrdy..*guilty*

then parents worry.
so curfewed me..
i have to reach home by 12..
everyday..
haiz.

then ytd. failed to do so again.
reached arund 1230
i realised my wallet was gone when i board taxi.
we went back to look..(me n taxi driver)
but found nth.
sian.

then when i no money to pay.
called mum like 3 or 4 times she dun wanna pick up.
then call home. no ans.
called dad.
picked up.
callled for help.
ask to borrow money.

then i gt kb by parents when i gt home for being so late.
nv bother my wallet.
until my mum volunteered to drive me to the bus stop again.
stil found nth.
went to interchange.
nth..
then went to wdl ave 9 to where they parked the buses.
we searched the buses..
*me n guard of that place*
mum was waiting outside.

i was very very guilty.
i felt like a nobodi at that time.
when my wallet was gone.
i feel nth..
i go numb.
even thinking of DYING!
wow!
serious hor?
i also dunno y.

then was supposed to work at 10 todae.
but i go make some arrangements lor..
called "gan pa " todae..
then tel him lor..
sian..
den went to policepost.
wdl inter n admiralty int.
damm sian.
damm fed up.
no mood at all....
but wat to do??

very very sad lor.
UNTIL lunch
when all went out for lunch then i sit there eat ice kachang onli.
i felt relax.
then at night.
aunty javen treat us to swenson.
ice cream la. main course la.
everythings bao ka liao.
LOL!

was relieved to have them la.
then hueymin n sihui was with me the whole dae lor..
weiqian joined us lata la.

called wk this mrning to share wif him hw i felt.
*at least he realli cared for me*
and i m v glad for that.
thanks frenss.

den at night ..
we go find gan pa.
talked talked.
phew.

felt ok la.
but nw. no mood again lor.
its like.
i cant bear la..
ok wateva.. =S

took lots of photos recently.
also dunno why leh.. LOL!
will update when free lahs..
heheh..