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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
sucky micro.
Sunday, November 25, 2007

=)
im driven to nuts by micro!

boo hoo hoo.. lala dis lala.
!@$#%^%&*%&

to my frens..
Thursday, November 22, 2007

To my frens..

im tired of always giving and not taking.
im so tired..

to some..
im almost going to explode..

so plz.
know ur limits n dun take advantage of me.

=)

half awake. telling myself to cont'd slping.
Tuesday, November 20, 2007

=) im half awake alrdy and i m beginning to feel tat i m scared to face the fact....

when i know i wasnt ur first choice..
i was damm disappointed.
perhaps we're realli heaven and earth.

but hw am i suppose to give up nw?
i've walked so far..
it jus doesnt seem fair.
but..
its my fault first.

i jumped into a well whrby i see no one..
there is no way i can come out of it..
mayb will.. but it wil take years for me to find my way out..

i m tired.
but happi at looking back at the moments..
be4 i fell in.
the person i have once and ever really loved..
thanks for the memories that u gave me..

i will slowly accept the fact tat true love dun exist.
i will slowly adapt to the fact that we cant b tog..
i will slowly accept everyting god gives me..

slowly.. we'll drift..
coz i made it tis way..
fate goes by hw i plann it.
im nt controled by my fate..
i will control my fate..

why did i ever told u the truth?
why did i ever made u feel tis way?
why did i ever be so bitch.
why why whhy..

im sry to her.
im sry to him.
its my fault.
but i cant withdraw le..
i fallen too deep into the well.

i realli realli dunno wat to do other then to wait for my feelings to turn to ice.
that wil be the time where my hurt wil be minimise to the lowest..

its realli sad ..
when i asked wat are we goin to do nw?
he ans wat i wan to do wil b wat he wan to do.
honestly.
if he is willing to fite for.
i wil b happier..
but..

i tink i know wat he's tinking.
but i tink the way he tink is also good la.
at least..
there will be nth for me..
heaven n earth cant be tog.
we're a joke god gave us.

troubles we'll face many many..
so..

perhaps..
tis will be better in a way.

cummon kim.
cheer.
it wil be over soon enuf..
after u happily woke up from ur slp..

it will be a bright day again
and soon u will realise..
its jus one dream in a lifetime.
one swt dream that u wil nv forget.
its jus a dream.

when the alarm rings..
when the sun shines..
when the rain stopped..

i will be awake..

Meemooriess..
Monday, November 12, 2007

Thanks. =) to U for brightening my day..

Thanks a million to U who keep me company everyday after my leg's been injured.

Thanks to U.. i'm realli happy ^^.

谢谢你为我做的一切.. 谢谢.
我这次受的伤.. 真的让我发现..
我真 的.. 喜欢你..
喜欢对了的人..

我相信你不会骗我..








谢谢你送我的东西..
我会记住这一天的..

he came over to my hus to visit me todae.
heh heh..
he knew i couldnt come out.. =(
so he accompanied me all the way to 11pm!!!
thanks thanks thanks so much!


hmmms.
ytd spent the whole day out celeb wk bdae and doing BCS hmwk.

wk's bdae was a success.. i tink =)
heh.. all had fun right?
wk ar wk..
so ma lu lor..
bai ka stil need to sit infront of civic centre act for u..
give ppl stare stare..
hehe..
then before that. mrning i went to sinseh to take our that idiotic cast..
and changed into bandage.
argghh...
paaaiinn paaaiinn!!

one month no balling??
honestly.. its starting to kill me!

camwhhoorreee emoo.
Thursday, November 08, 2007


heh.


my leeg!!! =(


其实.. 我真的好喜欢..好喜欢你.. 但是我们太迟相遇了...


Although i know memories mite be short.. but i know.. it wil be a happi one.. thats y i m willing to spent so much time.. falling in love with u.. .. ..


with no regrets.. .. ..



我每次说.
在对的时间遇到对的人是一种幸福.
在对的时间遇到错的人是一种浪费..
但...

我这次.. 真的是
"在错的时间遇到对的人"
这.. 就是可惜..

我不能在欺骗自己了..
我没办法像一前一样..
放弃爱情..

我这次真的觉得我好像真的遇到了真爱..

但是.. 一切都太迟了..
我知道我没办法在这样太久..

说我贪心也好. 坏人也好..
我只希望我能够保留我们两人的回忆..

我..
有几次都在想..
我是他的玩具吗?

我..
好像是替代品..
我..
好像只是个普通朋友罢了..

我...
只会在他需要人陪时才有用..

我...
真的差一点就放弃了..

我不知我在做社么...
我. 真的..好喜欢.. 你.

对吗?

他..
会珍惜吗?

first time eva.. injured..


DAMM!
i injured my leg ytd..
when i was balling at tekong.
i went to take the bal that ran farrr farrr away..
then.. i slipped!!!!
haiz..

pain like hell..
didnt cry at first.
til i went home..
=(
swallon.
very badly..

i called kor (t2) immediately for help.
lucky he with da jie (jonathan)
then they teach me how to do..
then kor very good lor.. come all the way up visit me.
then help me..
then scold me coz i didnt ice it properly.
=(
damm pain lor..
Thanks kor kor and jonathan.!

then nite cant slp well.
keep waking up coz of the pain.
argh!
sians... it hurts real badly.
woke up damm early todae.
waiting mum to wake to bring me to sinseh.
wakao..
we travel so mani places but all closed..
coz deepaavali!!
damm sads.
until we went to jurong that one. made appointment le..
the one ah poh went that time and said it was good..
heh..
he cast my leg..
small cast at the side..

im sry weng kin.
for not going to ur bdae celebration
=(
everything ben lai planned hao hao de..
until i injured my leg..
im sry dabo.. sry linen.. sry lydia.. sry hueymin.. sry wk! =(
BTW..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!! ^^.

i wil make it up. =) promised!

*i hate her!*
how can i express my hatred for her?
first time ever i hate someone.
first time i can actualli sae i hate her for a reason.
finally. she is the first person whom i despice the most..
COOL! i can HATE U LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS NOW.
bloddy hell. watch it gal. nnm


another ting is tml was supposed to have project meeting for htmkg and also comm skils.. but i cant go sch tml in tis manner ma..
damm sads la.. sians.. sry guys..
i hope i can stil help in some ways.
=(

haizz...


bad day. i waanna playy ballll...
argh..

我真的是你在乎的人吗?
还是我只是个玩具?
我受了伤..
你的关心令我很感动.
但是想一想..
我有点怕这一切的幸福都是短斩的.

missing..
Monday, November 05, 2007

Yea.

Projects. projects and more projects.
Assignments assignments and more assignments..
'busy life'

basketballin as much as i can ..
haha..
i dun wanna lose the link btwn me and basketball.

practice?
trying hard..
to learn and absorb more..

sick.sick.sick..
yea.
sick.. as in i got a feelin i m gonna be dwn with fever..
but haven yet.
sians..

i cant afford to be sick.
i need my stamina and stay strong..

sians..

imh..
hehe..

=) i m enjoying swt memos for the time being.

although i know..
its gonna b over very soon..

i wil try nt to let the link disappear.
i m trying..

sry to .....

OKIES.
dun emo.
if nt i wil b like dabo n linbo le
heh.