confused.
i seriously am.

i dunno how far basketball will bring me to.
should i throw it down now?

or go back like nth happened.

it wil be very wierd.

i seriously cant bear to throw something down that i have been holding on for more than half of my life.
but reality realli forced me to an extend whereby i only have 2 choices.

plus.
i am not confident if i can be able to work. study and train at the same time.

this yer de bi sai wo bu yong xiang da le.
yao ye yao deng ming nian.

why didnt i hold on?

now goin back seems a lil diff.

but i realli wished.
i tink.
to go back.

but it wil be extremely tired.

very very tiring.

now.

2 mins.

good bye.

i reali feel much better nw.

thank you all.

ultra not so good today.






MUST get well by tml ..
so i can fite the battle on tue. :)


Something before i go.

她让你憔悴许多
她让你不知所措
她一句一动你不停的对我说

我微笑倾听你说
我却越听越心痛

怎么你说的不是我

她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同但是我 却不在你心中

逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我
总换不了你的
心动


你让我憔悴很多
让我不知所措你
句一动我的心被牵着走

她不经意的走过
就把我给冷落
嫉妒把我给吞没
她比我多了什么让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么我
知道做的和她没有不同
但是我 却不在你心中
逗留...

我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我
总换不了你的
心动

哦...
我知道了她哪里比我好很多
在你心中我永远不可能让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我 在你心中没有

她多..






in the bus today.
i was thinking.
why is it u.
and no one else?

wat has become of me.

PT2 was ok.
MR Goh came to test me for the 3 questions.

LOL.
fate sia.
everytime PT sure tio him one.

-.-"
anyways.
it was ok la.
2/3 correct.

everyting was fine lor.
other than asking us to wait for 4 hours.
.......

we were one of the unlucky ones that have to wait from 11:30 to 2:30pm.

ha.
suey..

ya.
then after pt2. went home and tio fine.
=.="

lols.

tml city tour.
working too.

tired. tired.

jack la.
ask me replace him.
knsknskns.

gd nite.

tired.

until jackson told me about the photos of his marriage.

i didnt know .




=) it just doesnt hurt tat much anymore.

thanks time.

0omg.

i look back at all my ex post.
gosh.

damm childish please.
i cant believe all those stuffs i did last time.

walaos.

diu lian.
kns.

ok back to jap.

no mood. no time.

dun wanna blog.



PT story contd tml.



tml freakin jap test.

seriously.

i wan NTH to do with jap after this sem.



NTH!



i hate it man

i hate every single thing about jap.

clas? teacher?

every thing.



boring to the max max max



it cant be compared to my french class.



lovely =)

tired day.

=( working on waffles day after ssm is seriously a No no.

but anyway.
i have gone through so many wks alrdy.
should b immune to it le lor.

=( 3 hrs of slp.
21 hrs of work,

seriously.
when will this robot finish her batt?

wil elaborate on pt more tml i gues.

=) slping soon..


when a piece of ur heart is given out.
u might nv get it back.

therefore,
before giving out a piece of ur heart.
think twice.
or else u will be left with a broken and uncomplete heart.

unless the person would return u with a piece of his/her heart.

how many of us here have a complete heart?


why do i spend half of my life thinking about stupid things and not more impt stuffs?
actually i find it better reflecting this way.

gd nites.

suey man.

finished PT.
walked out of sch.
jay walked to the bus stop.

-.-" police standing there waiting for me.

-.-" tio fine. $20.
say will sent to my add.

WAD!?

=.=" so suey can please.
i haven even start drivin and i got a fine...

wow.

mum was driving me home when i suddenly said i have craving for fries.

haha.
being grateful that i helped her with her invoices.
she brought me to buy !
givin me a surprise when i saw her turning out the expressway exit to thomson road.

went to drive thru mac. at yishun.

we ordered nuggets meal.

ok here comes the anti climax part.















mum saws the guy and his fingernails.

mum: eh. u just got married is it?

guy: eh? how u know? =D

mum: HAHA! saw ur fingernails.

guy: ar? oh? OH!.

LOLS!
mum: see. this is called communicate with ur server.

guy and me : LOL!!!

=.="

okies =)

im cooled already.

=)

lucky me.
and lucky them.

that i can forgive and forget things quickly.

=D
everyting's over!

opps.
sry for the angry post just nw.
=(
need to vent out..


seriously sorryy =(

AHHHHHHHHHHH!

fucking pissed!
early in the mrning only can.
ARGH!

very very very angry.

i woke up early/
thinking that i worked mrnin shift.
went dwn to find my fren ther too?!?!!

someone told me im supposed to wrk from 5-9.
then another person say wanna change shift.

so assuming change shift means i working mrning.
i went dwn.

THEN.
the nrmal schedule was that i m woring mrning.

GOSH.
my whole entire schedule for the day is messed up again and i HATE IT.
ok.


argh!
my stomach hurts again.

WA.
im so trying to cool down please.
ARGH

let me cool
let me cool
let me cool
let me cool
let me cool
let me cool
let me cool !

i cant study when i m angry.
ARGH
waste my time.

seriously lor.

this time i m realli mad.

see la. stomach hurts.
=(
ok. i promise myself to be ok by 10 mins.

this is seriously shits man.

ARGH.

angry at myself.

seriously.
i dunno why tat mingyi fa shi wanna do this kinda things lor.

he's a monk man.

seriously leh!

then that nkf chairman or wat.
go jail for how long onli?

kns.
its so unfair man.
seriously.
i tot that MYFS was some kinda good soul ppl that wanna help ppl.
O gods.
he even live a life better than most of the ppl in singapore can.
how can he even have the heart to cheat ppl man.
seriously.

their heart must be made outta stone.
yes.
STONE.

i feel so sry for the ppl out thr.
=(

today got back jap result.

seriously.
i've woken up.

wat hapen to me?!

first sem was ultra bad.
it started off with 1.98 GPA.
then retook POM.
ended off one sem with 2.08 GPA wich is seriously CUI.

then second sem of yer 1 did ultra extremely good.
dunno hw the hell did i ended up with 2.8GPA.
i think i hit 3.5 for the sem tats why.

now?
accounting?
yes i took accounting before and i became complacent.
mid sem was ok.
class test spells cui.
i expect the worst alrdy.

SSM. Seriously i need to score high for PT2 as i know that my 5% has flown off.

BESE was ok. realli need to buck up.
A is ok.
Z would be better.

Geog is cui please.
all my test are like wikipedia or ans from ppl.

TTO class test starts next wk.
im so gonna study hard for that.
i sumpa!

Jap is realli realli a key point man.
i realli need at least a B.
i got a D for class test 1. wich has a wtg of 30%.
10% class participation flown away coz of skippin lectures and slping in clas.
haiz.

my life is screwed at this point of time.
very screwed.
i hope its nt too late to turn back.


Orh lang called me today.
telling me i've became superstar of GElare for somewhat reason.
kns can.
=( seriously.
i enjoyed working there.
but the thing is that.
i should reali start on my time mgmt.
im tired at times.
this sem is a very good example.
i cant multi task.
tts why i reali need to plan out stuffs and all.
hoping everyting wil turn out for the better.
it wil be a harder time from now on.
from today i mean.
until the end sem.
i wilsurvive.
coz i have to..

i dun wanna drop.
please.
at least let me hit 3.2 Gpa this sem..

i wanna get into University.
whichever also can.
i just need that cert.
my whole family depends on me.

=(seriously my body system i think dying already..


ok watever please.

okies.
sry for long silence.

=)
next wkk PT2.
so lets see how kimberly die there.
gosh.

i died during accounting alrdy.
WAHAHHA.

monday went to rp see the match tp against np.
=)won.
not bad.

today.
went to see tp vs ite.
yes.

i dun wan to talk about the match as i know that i am not fit too.

I feel so different already.
i rmb when i was in year 1.
when we went for competition.
when i cheered with them.
when we won. when we lost.

the feeling now is so different.

seriously.
i think the time that i took to think through is seriously very worth it.

playing a sport does not only require hardwork. but also the talent for it.
if u are not up to it.
its too late alrdy.
what can u change?
nth.

=) but now i m sure that i can take things to my stride very easily already.
i can let go and feel very relaxed now.
even with the case of refrees being biased..
after watching the matches.
i m nt as angry or as sad as i was once before.
instead.
i m ok with it and after every match i dun even wish to comment anymore.

this is how i have changed to.
and i like it this way.









in bus this afternoon.
was hoping for something to happen.
but it seriously didnt.
i know it wun happen.
but i m just hoping out of that 1% that it will happen.

yes and it leads to disappointment again.
=) haha.
o wells.
i shouldnt have hoped in the first place.
wat for?

perhaps i should change to those ppl whom let go of things fast.
as fast as possible.
so i wouldnt waste any min or sec in my life anymore.

i have wasted enuf..

although i nv mention.
but todAY i felt as though i m having asthma like when i m a kid.

i felt breathless today.
as though i cant breathe.

wats wrong with me.

=)
tired gal.
headaches.
everything.
argh.

=(
i finalli finished the tto video presentation for my group.
gosh.
i took like....
er...
12 hrs to finalli complete it.

gosh.
but not bad la.
thanks to zat's music
hahahaa..

O gosh.
tml wil be tp's first match in the polite games.
all the best ppl.

shits.
toptable host.
i haven prepared for it yet.
acc test followed by it..
gosh.

kill me somebody.
=(

today's family day.
went to cwp.
dinnering with WHOLE family =D
haha.
happy kid again.
=)
dad's realli realli good nowadays.
temper no more that bad.
gods. i realli wish the time u would give me this time would be longer.
how hard u wan me to work for it.
i dun reali mind.

loves mummy too!
haha. xin ku ni le.

daily durians made me feel fatter.
nabey.
ZAT.
lets go exercise please.
ARGH.

angry angry angry angry.
F-a-m-i-l-y
father mother i love u.

=))
bro and sis inclusive too =DDDD

im a happy plus 90% complete gal =)

im a cold emo kid in the lib nw.
LOL.

=(

O man.

Geog ppt has done.
thanks to Zat and Mad.

=)

had durians with family.
seriously, i think that durians are the only thing that made me feel that we are close.
its always at the dining table eating the durians that we joked. played. talked and do watever we like.

=(
with daddy i mean.

i m so glad the durians season has arrived...
last yer we didnt eat much of it.
haha.. but this yer. we had so much.
a few days in contd' sitting tog to eat and play around with the stupid spiky fruit =)
ALL TIME FAVE plz.
=)

dun understand whyy dabo and wk dun like lor.
cool.

Seriously.
when i work. do proj or everyting..
i dun think too much of other stuffs.
when i m not so busy..
like NOW
in the lib..
i tend to think a lot..

saw liming in the lib and we read clifton's gf's blog.
gosh.
its touching.
yes.
heart wrenching.
can u imagine what would happen if your loved one just leave u like that?

i cant.
seriously.

=(
hot cold warm chill.
my mood can go up and fall down like in one seconds time..
its always like that when its with u.

gosh.
retribution.

but its happy to know you.
=)

Monday 7/7/08
TTO proposal.
we met at 8am in sch just to check n submit.
and this is hw it looks like in the box.
after tat we went for apel lessons to submit the portfolio.
im so glad tat apel is over.
redundant subject.
then we went sugar loafting.
AND AND AND.
after tt went camwhoring at the fields nearby..
lazy to put the pic.
but anyway. can go zat's blog to look at the video and pics we took.
=)
SSM today.
ok la.
wasnt tat bad.
at least we sold almost like ALL except for 4 bottled drinks.
kuddos to weikiang and i =DD

POWER!
and a sales of $162?
GOds.
its like last week of sugarloaf alrdy
next wk onwards top table.
gosh.
hw m i gonna survive.?
i wil miss mr malik and all the slacking time we used to have.
ok fine.

anyway.
todae's headwaitress was extremely good.
yes yue wen.
its u!
good job.
so kuddos to her too.
i reali think she's good =)
learn more from her man kim.

WAT THE SHIT.
MR MALIK CALL ME PUI PUI.
*ANGRY*

den when i came back from outdoor.
we wanted to go for break.
i realise my stuffs wasnt in the LOCKER.
NB!
yea. guess where isit?
ya.
in HIS ROOM?

o ya man.
wats a locker for without a lock?
gosh.
who says a locker have to have a lock though?
he ask us call police and act as though he dunno la.
vivien was damm angry then she called her bf to kpkb and almost cried out of anger can.

he say until so sacastic plz.
ya i know its our fault.
ya i know he did it for our own good.
but the way he treated this prob isnt wat it should b.

thanks to the lockers without lock.
we have to wait for HIM for one hour.
ARGH.
was so tired tat i wanted to fall asllp plz.
we was cursing and swearing him la.
brrrr. wanna bite him la!

ARRRRRGH.
but anyway.
then when we saw him came out.
he say he want 2 to go in at a time.
SO.
me and zat just went in.

COOL.
nb.
ok la my fault.
its reali my fault so i just nv say anyting lor.
then he @!$%$&$% us.
and let us take our tings and go.

WHO KNOWS.
when we come out.
the next 2 go in.
kena screamed by him : WHO ASK U TO COME IN?!?!!"

scaryyy..

haha. watever it is.
its over.
Top table is waiting for me.
which means i wil go crazy soon.

bye.


o yes. random photos.


Dearest team.
i wil be back soon.
all the best for your polites.
sry for being absent.
i wil be there to cheer for u guys for competition.

=)
u know i miss u guys =)






Guess who is this two?
definately not photoshop.
Alike rite?
me n sis. =)

Gelare meeting =)

dress colour. blue.

Boy opened this durian for 1/2 an hour.

bagus. =)

Seriously thanks reuben n dabo =)

i just wanted so much to tell it off.

=)

feeling tired.
suposed to do geog and jap revision.

decided to slp alrdy.
no idea why but its realli extremely tiring.

mayb the shock and fear today i've recieved are far too off i can take.

good nites.
and ya o.
tml ssm.

every monday we'll have monday blues.

nites.

ARGH.

gods.
go away la pain!

how i wished i could chop off the stomach or gastric or watever it is.
@!%@#$!%.
brrrrrrrrr!

cummon la. corperate with me plz.
later i wil let u enjoy the slp.
BOO HOO HOO! ='(

pain pain go away.
come again another day.


o no.
if cant dun come back.






Just nw came home late.
spend the whole day in sch with proj.
gosh.
its nv ending.
edit here edit there.
it better be perfect.

gosh.
SEE!
result of slacking.

Dont do it ever again..


wo ai de ren.. bu shi wo de ai ren.

seriously.
im insecured everyday.
tinking tat daddy, u will not come home anytime makes me feel empty.

你的明天有多快乐?
guess what's in my mind everyday.

went to vivo with mummy today after ACC and BESE lecture.
get some stuffs and pass some stuffs to ppl.
talked so much.
i cant believe we have so much to talked on.

we can talk from relationships all the way back to our family.

then went sch do present for siok kia then go her bbq.

wil upload photos again.


im seriously tinking.
so wat m i waiting for?
what am i hoping for?
cummon la.
dun dream.
dun hope.

coz hope always bring to disappointments.


i cant express wat i wanna say nw.
projs been making me soo tired that i feel so not me.
wake up with eyes being red everyday isnt really for me..

jap clas test next wil be worst i assumed.
gosh.
i can see no empty slots to study for it.
better start preparing.
SSM is so goonna kill me soon.


falling sick again.
its nt a gd sign.

confused.
i seriously am.

i dunno how far basketball will bring me to.
should i throw it down now?

or go back like nth happened.

it wil be very wierd.

i seriously cant bear to throw something down that i have been holding on for more than half of my life.
but reality realli forced me to an extend whereby i only have 2 choices.

plus.
i am not confident if i can be able to work. study and train at the same time.

this yer de bi sai wo bu yong xiang da le.
yao ye yao deng ming nian.

why didnt i hold on?

now goin back seems a lil diff.

but i realli wished.
i tink.
to go back.

but it wil be extremely tired.

very very tiring.

now.

2 mins.

good bye.

i reali feel much better nw.

thank you all.

ultra not so good today.






MUST get well by tml ..
so i can fite the battle on tue. :)


Something before i go.

她让你憔悴许多
她让你不知所措
她一句一动你不停的对我说

我微笑倾听你说
我却越听越心痛

怎么你说的不是我

她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同但是我 却不在你心中

逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我
总换不了你的
心动


你让我憔悴很多
让我不知所措你
句一动我的心被牵着走

她不经意的走过
就把我给冷落
嫉妒把我给吞没
她比我多了什么让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么我
知道做的和她没有不同
但是我 却不在你心中
逗留...

我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我
总换不了你的
心动

哦...
我知道了她哪里比我好很多
在你心中我永远不可能让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我 在你心中没有

她多..






in the bus today.
i was thinking.
why is it u.
and no one else?

wat has become of me.

PT2 was ok.
MR Goh came to test me for the 3 questions.

LOL.
fate sia.
everytime PT sure tio him one.

-.-"
anyways.
it was ok la.
2/3 correct.

everyting was fine lor.
other than asking us to wait for 4 hours.
.......

we were one of the unlucky ones that have to wait from 11:30 to 2:30pm.

ha.
suey..

ya.
then after pt2. went home and tio fine.
=.="

lols.

tml city tour.
working too.

tired. tired.

jack la.
ask me replace him.
knsknskns.

gd nite.

tired.

until jackson told me about the photos of his marriage.

i didnt know .




=) it just doesnt hurt tat much anymore.

thanks time.

0omg.

i look back at all my ex post.
gosh.

damm childish please.
i cant believe all those stuffs i did last time.

walaos.

diu lian.
kns.

ok back to jap.

no mood. no time.

dun wanna blog.



PT story contd tml.



tml freakin jap test.

seriously.

i wan NTH to do with jap after this sem.



NTH!



i hate it man

i hate every single thing about jap.

clas? teacher?

every thing.



boring to the max max max



it cant be compared to my french class.



lovely =)

tired day.

=( working on waffles day after ssm is seriously a No no.

but anyway.
i have gone through so many wks alrdy.
should b immune to it le lor.

=( 3 hrs of slp.
21 hrs of work,

seriously.
when will this robot finish her batt?

wil elaborate on pt more tml i gues.

=) slping soon..


when a piece of ur heart is given out.
u might nv get it back.

therefore,
before giving out a piece of ur heart.
think twice.
or else u will be left with a broken and uncomplete heart.

unless the person would return u with a piece of his/her heart.

how many of us here have a complete heart?


why do i spend half of my life thinking about stupid things and not more impt stuffs?
actually i find it better reflecting this way.

gd nites.

suey man.

finished PT.
walked out of sch.
jay walked to the bus stop.

-.-" police standing there waiting for me.

-.-" tio fine. $20.
say will sent to my add.

WAD!?

=.=" so suey can please.
i haven even start drivin and i got a fine...

wow.

mum was driving me home when i suddenly said i have craving for fries.

haha.
being grateful that i helped her with her invoices.
she brought me to buy !
givin me a surprise when i saw her turning out the expressway exit to thomson road.

went to drive thru mac. at yishun.

we ordered nuggets meal.

ok here comes the anti climax part.















mum saws the guy and his fingernails.

mum: eh. u just got married is it?

guy: eh? how u know? =D

mum: HAHA! saw ur fingernails.

guy: ar? oh? OH!.

LOLS!
mum: see. this is called communicate with ur server.

guy and me : LOL!!!

=.="

okies =)

im cooled already.

=)

lucky me.
and lucky them.

that i can forgive and forget things quickly.

=D
everyting's over!

opps.
sry for the angry post just nw.
=(
need to vent out..


seriously sorryy =(

AHHHHHHHHHHH!

fucking pissed!
early in the mrning only can.
ARGH!

very very very angry.

i woke up early/
thinking that i worked mrnin shift.
went dwn to find my fren ther too?!?!!

someone told me im supposed to wrk from 5-9.
then another person say wanna change shift.

so assuming change shift means i working mrning.
i went dwn.

THEN.
the nrmal schedule was that i m woring mrning.

GOSH.
my whole entire schedule for the day is messed up again and i HATE IT.
ok.


argh!
my stomach hurts again.

WA.
im so trying to cool down please.
ARGH

let me cool
let me cool
let me cool
let me cool
let me cool
let me cool
let me cool !

i cant study when i m angry.
ARGH
waste my time.

seriously lor.

this time i m realli mad.

see la. stomach hurts.
=(
ok. i promise myself to be ok by 10 mins.

this is seriously shits man.

ARGH.

angry at myself.

seriously.
i dunno why tat mingyi fa shi wanna do this kinda things lor.

he's a monk man.

seriously leh!

then that nkf chairman or wat.
go jail for how long onli?

kns.
its so unfair man.
seriously.
i tot that MYFS was some kinda good soul ppl that wanna help ppl.
O gods.
he even live a life better than most of the ppl in singapore can.
how can he even have the heart to cheat ppl man.
seriously.

their heart must be made outta stone.
yes.
STONE.

i feel so sry for the ppl out thr.
=(

today got back jap result.

seriously.
i've woken up.

wat hapen to me?!

first sem was ultra bad.
it started off with 1.98 GPA.
then retook POM.
ended off one sem with 2.08 GPA wich is seriously CUI.

then second sem of yer 1 did ultra extremely good.
dunno hw the hell did i ended up with 2.8GPA.
i think i hit 3.5 for the sem tats why.

now?
accounting?
yes i took accounting before and i became complacent.
mid sem was ok.
class test spells cui.
i expect the worst alrdy.

SSM. Seriously i need to score high for PT2 as i know that my 5% has flown off.

BESE was ok. realli need to buck up.
A is ok.
Z would be better.

Geog is cui please.
all my test are like wikipedia or ans from ppl.

TTO class test starts next wk.
im so gonna study hard for that.
i sumpa!

Jap is realli realli a key point man.
i realli need at least a B.
i got a D for class test 1. wich has a wtg of 30%.
10% class participation flown away coz of skippin lectures and slping in clas.
haiz.

my life is screwed at this point of time.
very screwed.
i hope its nt too late to turn back.


Orh lang called me today.
telling me i've became superstar of GElare for somewhat reason.
kns can.
=( seriously.
i enjoyed working there.
but the thing is that.
i should reali start on my time mgmt.
im tired at times.
this sem is a very good example.
i cant multi task.
tts why i reali need to plan out stuffs and all.
hoping everyting wil turn out for the better.
it wil be a harder time from now on.
from today i mean.
until the end sem.
i wilsurvive.
coz i have to..

i dun wanna drop.
please.
at least let me hit 3.2 Gpa this sem..

i wanna get into University.
whichever also can.
i just need that cert.
my whole family depends on me.

=(seriously my body system i think dying already..


ok watever please.

okies.
sry for long silence.

=)
next wkk PT2.
so lets see how kimberly die there.
gosh.

i died during accounting alrdy.
WAHAHHA.

monday went to rp see the match tp against np.
=)won.
not bad.

today.
went to see tp vs ite.
yes.

i dun wan to talk about the match as i know that i am not fit too.

I feel so different already.
i rmb when i was in year 1.
when we went for competition.
when i cheered with them.
when we won. when we lost.

the feeling now is so different.

seriously.
i think the time that i took to think through is seriously very worth it.

playing a sport does not only require hardwork. but also the talent for it.
if u are not up to it.
its too late alrdy.
what can u change?
nth.

=) but now i m sure that i can take things to my stride very easily already.
i can let go and feel very relaxed now.
even with the case of refrees being biased..
after watching the matches.
i m nt as angry or as sad as i was once before.
instead.
i m ok with it and after every match i dun even wish to comment anymore.

this is how i have changed to.
and i like it this way.









in bus this afternoon.
was hoping for something to happen.
but it seriously didnt.
i know it wun happen.
but i m just hoping out of that 1% that it will happen.

yes and it leads to disappointment again.
=) haha.
o wells.
i shouldnt have hoped in the first place.
wat for?

perhaps i should change to those ppl whom let go of things fast.
as fast as possible.
so i wouldnt waste any min or sec in my life anymore.

i have wasted enuf..

although i nv mention.
but todAY i felt as though i m having asthma like when i m a kid.

i felt breathless today.
as though i cant breathe.

wats wrong with me.

=)
tired gal.
headaches.
everything.
argh.

=(
i finalli finished the tto video presentation for my group.
gosh.
i took like....
er...
12 hrs to finalli complete it.

gosh.
but not bad la.
thanks to zat's music
hahahaa..

O gosh.
tml wil be tp's first match in the polite games.
all the best ppl.

shits.
toptable host.
i haven prepared for it yet.
acc test followed by it..
gosh.

kill me somebody.
=(

today's family day.
went to cwp.
dinnering with WHOLE family =D
haha.
happy kid again.
=)
dad's realli realli good nowadays.
temper no more that bad.
gods. i realli wish the time u would give me this time would be longer.
how hard u wan me to work for it.
i dun reali mind.

loves mummy too!
haha. xin ku ni le.

daily durians made me feel fatter.
nabey.
ZAT.
lets go exercise please.
ARGH.

angry angry angry angry.
F-a-m-i-l-y
father mother i love u.

=))
bro and sis inclusive too =DDDD

im a happy plus 90% complete gal =)

im a cold emo kid in the lib nw.
LOL.

=(

O man.

Geog ppt has done.
thanks to Zat and Mad.

=)

had durians with family.
seriously, i think that durians are the only thing that made me feel that we are close.
its always at the dining table eating the durians that we joked. played. talked and do watever we like.

=(
with daddy i mean.

i m so glad the durians season has arrived...
last yer we didnt eat much of it.
haha.. but this yer. we had so much.
a few days in contd' sitting tog to eat and play around with the stupid spiky fruit =)
ALL TIME FAVE plz.
=)

dun understand whyy dabo and wk dun like lor.
cool.

Seriously.
when i work. do proj or everyting..
i dun think too much of other stuffs.
when i m not so busy..
like NOW
in the lib..
i tend to think a lot..

saw liming in the lib and we read clifton's gf's blog.
gosh.
its touching.
yes.
heart wrenching.
can u imagine what would happen if your loved one just leave u like that?

i cant.
seriously.

=(
hot cold warm chill.
my mood can go up and fall down like in one seconds time..
its always like that when its with u.

gosh.
retribution.

but its happy to know you.
=)

Monday 7/7/08
TTO proposal.
we met at 8am in sch just to check n submit.
and this is hw it looks like in the box.
after tat we went for apel lessons to submit the portfolio.
im so glad tat apel is over.
redundant subject.
then we went sugar loafting.
AND AND AND.
after tt went camwhoring at the fields nearby..
lazy to put the pic.
but anyway. can go zat's blog to look at the video and pics we took.
=)
SSM today.
ok la.
wasnt tat bad.
at least we sold almost like ALL except for 4 bottled drinks.
kuddos to weikiang and i =DD

POWER!
and a sales of $162?
GOds.
its like last week of sugarloaf alrdy
next wk onwards top table.
gosh.
hw m i gonna survive.?
i wil miss mr malik and all the slacking time we used to have.
ok fine.

anyway.
todae's headwaitress was extremely good.
yes yue wen.
its u!
good job.
so kuddos to her too.
i reali think she's good =)
learn more from her man kim.

WAT THE SHIT.
MR MALIK CALL ME PUI PUI.
*ANGRY*

den when i came back from outdoor.
we wanted to go for break.
i realise my stuffs wasnt in the LOCKER.
NB!
yea. guess where isit?
ya.
in HIS ROOM?

o ya man.
wats a locker for without a lock?
gosh.
who says a locker have to have a lock though?
he ask us call police and act as though he dunno la.
vivien was damm angry then she called her bf to kpkb and almost cried out of anger can.

he say until so sacastic plz.
ya i know its our fault.
ya i know he did it for our own good.
but the way he treated this prob isnt wat it should b.

thanks to the lockers without lock.
we have to wait for HIM for one hour.
ARGH.
was so tired tat i wanted to fall asllp plz.
we was cursing and swearing him la.
brrrr. wanna bite him la!

ARRRRRGH.
but anyway.
then when we saw him came out.
he say he want 2 to go in at a time.
SO.
me and zat just went in.

COOL.
nb.
ok la my fault.
its reali my fault so i just nv say anyting lor.
then he @!$%$&$% us.
and let us take our tings and go.

WHO KNOWS.
when we come out.
the next 2 go in.
kena screamed by him : WHO ASK U TO COME IN?!?!!"

scaryyy..

haha. watever it is.
its over.
Top table is waiting for me.
which means i wil go crazy soon.

bye.


o yes. random photos.


Dearest team.
i wil be back soon.
all the best for your polites.
sry for being absent.
i wil be there to cheer for u guys for competition.

=)
u know i miss u guys =)






Guess who is this two?
definately not photoshop.
Alike rite?
me n sis. =)

Gelare meeting =)

dress colour. blue.

Boy opened this durian for 1/2 an hour.

bagus. =)

Seriously thanks reuben n dabo =)

i just wanted so much to tell it off.

=)

feeling tired.
suposed to do geog and jap revision.

decided to slp alrdy.
no idea why but its realli extremely tiring.

mayb the shock and fear today i've recieved are far too off i can take.

good nites.
and ya o.
tml ssm.

every monday we'll have monday blues.

nites.

ARGH.

gods.
go away la pain!

how i wished i could chop off the stomach or gastric or watever it is.
@!%@#$!%.
brrrrrrrrr!

cummon la. corperate with me plz.
later i wil let u enjoy the slp.
BOO HOO HOO! ='(

pain pain go away.
come again another day.


o no.
if cant dun come back.






Just nw came home late.
spend the whole day in sch with proj.
gosh.
its nv ending.
edit here edit there.
it better be perfect.

gosh.
SEE!
result of slacking.

Dont do it ever again..


wo ai de ren.. bu shi wo de ai ren.

seriously.
im insecured everyday.
tinking tat daddy, u will not come home anytime makes me feel empty.

你的明天有多快乐?
guess what's in my mind everyday.

went to vivo with mummy today after ACC and BESE lecture.
get some stuffs and pass some stuffs to ppl.
talked so much.
i cant believe we have so much to talked on.

we can talk from relationships all the way back to our family.

then went sch do present for siok kia then go her bbq.

wil upload photos again.


im seriously tinking.
so wat m i waiting for?
what am i hoping for?
cummon la.
dun dream.
dun hope.

coz hope always bring to disappointments.


i cant express wat i wanna say nw.
projs been making me soo tired that i feel so not me.
wake up with eyes being red everyday isnt really for me..

jap clas test next wil be worst i assumed.
gosh.
i can see no empty slots to study for it.
better start preparing.
SSM is so goonna kill me soon.


falling sick again.
its nt a gd sign.