fine.. i m sry about the post jus now..
wad t0 do? i realli totally sian alreadi..
Fuck la.. my friendship prob been dragging for soo long.. i still cannot put dwn..
useless sia.. me an ass la.. shit me la.. once i started on this topic.. my mood like wad like tt.. WAD LA.. how i wish tt we wun so close tt time.. so now at least its easier to put it down.. everytime i sae i ok.. all bluff de lo.. wad the fISH! in the first place.. m i so difficult to be wif??? and also.. y mus tt stupid person wanna steal my frens?? wanna kl then kl me onli la.. break my friendship btwn me and my frens.. i m not trying to be unreasonable here ok.. i m like.. wa lao.. i am going berserk le lo.. ALL BECOZ OF U..
when u steal my frens tt time.. hab u thought of how sad and lonely i'll be?? like wad u used to think.. y u know how to ask ppl sympathise u but yet u still dunno..
and also.. i hear ppl say this quote::"dun say bad of ppl if u have bad pts of urself"
this is lame.. sumthing like tt la.. dunno how to sae.. but as wad i have seen.. u r trying to show me another side of u.. i always tell myself to remain calm.. but how long have i been tolerating u alreadii??
plz la.. think of others.. u know jus one word from u can make me drop to hell leh.. plz lo.. and u dun need to be so glad.. i m nt praising u.. its jus tt u know how to plan and make use of ur time.. u know when to take opportunities.. so wad??? i realli dun bother le..
i kn0w from the dae u know me.. u hated me.. tts y u always jus sh0w ppl u like me.. wad the hell.. i m stupid to be tricked by u!
very stupid.. i actually fell for it.. u r clever.. u win.. tts all left for me to sae now.. Wad to do?? i bother too much for the ppl i care.. and u took away those ppl tt i care.. i duno wad to sae liao..
jus mentioning this thing makes my blood boil.. FORGET IT OK?? WITHOUT U MY LIFE IS PERFECT.. I KNOW U KNOW THIS.. SO U WENT TO TAKE AWAY THOSE THING TT WILL MAKE A CHANGE IN MY LIFE.. u r vicious.. HYPOCRITE!!! I DAMM U MAN!

heehee.. my turn.. in reply to tt KANGAROO CLAIM TO BE DUCK tt person.. haha.. well..
hmm.. hey you.. miss kanga.. y do u like ducks soo much.. hmm.. ass went off le.. so sad.. haha.. ass mus be feelin lonely.. nvm.. we will habe fun de.. bye ass.. me and kanga will have fun! hehe..
Syao

hmm... wierd wierd dae.. i am toking to an ass who eats bird nest and a kangaroo who claims she is a duck! oh my.. wad is the earth becuming too??? haha.. well.. now on msn.. the actual two cows becum an ass and kanga.. hmm.. me and sam playing "who flood the com is the winner " game..wahaha... well.. we flood warrens com together.. yeye.. high 5.. hhehhe.. then he cannot stand and is forced to take bird nest to relax himself.. hehe.. todae fun sia.. got these two wierdo animal accompany me..
they brigthen up my dae.. ("P) hehe.. n here.. i would like to wish warren ..
BEst wishes to ur EOY tml.. hmm.. take care and good luCK.. haha.. u can do it de.. dun expect too good.. jus pass will do.. haha.. jkjk.. u wan how much the score u know urself.. i jus uttering rubbish.. haha.. well okok..
Tata.. ("P)

hey.. i m here.. sam.. ask me to blog... weh weh.. haha.. she siao de.. now me on msn chatting wif her and warren.. two freakos.. ("P) hehe.. well.. i m here to sae bye bye again like wad she did.. (POV:: tt sam jus reborn her hair..hmm.. nice ya.. chio bu...s... "P hehe.. haha.. )

hehe.. well.. i dun wanna waste blog lo.. like tt time tt one.. still here.. haha.. scroll dwn and see.. hehe.. well.. todae.. bad day.. dun feel like mentioning it.. haha.. goin sch has now becum a burden in my life.. i used to like sch so much de.. but nw?? without frens.. without buddies.. haha.. it becums so boring.. now i everyday go home so punctual.. study study study.. haha.. (fake laugh)

well.. dun tok bout sch life le.. hehe.. todae met warren after sch.. hmm.. took the letter.. was soo00 touched by it.. LOL.. ya realli thanks ah..
and now i have to handle two mad cows on msn.. siao one.. haha.. no choice.. b0th go mad at the same time.. hehe.. lucky i was not one of them.. esp got one cow call sam .. siao one.. dun believe me got hand in homework de.. hm! siao one.. haha.. JKJK ah.. :P i know u wun blame me.. so i suen u in my blog lo.. who ask u keep pester me update blog "P hehe.. tooooo00 bad.. haha...
Gtg.. mus handle mad cows le.. if not ah.. govt will catch me also.. hehe.. bb.. farewell and take care..!!

Kiim love u guys "D

well.. me now almost in slpin mood.. howeva.. theres this freak keep keepin ma awake by asking ME to link her to my blog.. guess who lo.. i write liao ma.. haha.. ("P) hehe.. jkjk.. dun get offended ah.. woooW.. hehe.. well.. ok here i am..

todae ah.. we went to go do dnt thingy lo.. in the morning.. then be4 tt we went to have breakfast at cwp mac.. me sharon lydia linen daphne and shitong.. also.. jason.. then we muunch and munch lo.. sharon munch the slowest.. erm.. then lydia munch the fastest.. haha.. halfway saw huifang and kaya.. then jason went wif them.. haha..

then reach sch do dnt.. then erm..
hmm.. actually not in good mood de.. den dun wan face black black ma.. if not sumone wan gossip again.. then got myself back to track lo.. haha.. happy go lucky ma.. ("P) then i hlp daphne.. zhenwei.. mandy.. kin..shitong..and ppl in our class do the bending the acrylic.. wa ! "chen jiu gan " beri strong ah.. no la jkjk.. but thankx to them.. they brighten up my mood.. at least i was busy and had nth to think of.. haha.. thanks ya! then hmm.. finish theirs then i haven finished mine.. haha.. then after tt they all went cwp and sum went home.. they walk the path to 901 bus stop.. i choose to walk the other path.. then i walk alone.. then they walk as a group lo.. den during my walk.. i was thinking lots of things.. haha.. "maybe alone isnt a bad thing.." at tt moment.. i wanted to go wif them.. but also dun wanna see sum ppl.. haha.. ("P)_ so bo bian.. i walk alone lo.. hehe.. then.. ermx.. hmm..

after tt.. went home.. feelin hungry.. regret nv munch lunch be4 goin home.. but no use.. nv eat lo.. then went to dobby ghout wif joy jimmy warren.. then go orchard.. halfway warren go home.. i gib him the drawing.. then we continue shoppin.. then go home at cwp meet mumi they all eat pizza.. yummi.. !!

hehe.. then bought "wang zi bian qing wa" the vcd.. bought part 2 also.. then bought the "Chong bu zhi" haha.. then shop clothes.. then sit car cum home.. ("P) spent lots of $$ todae.. haha.. relax!

WA.. tml need go sch early go hab breakfast wif same ppl.. haha.. then go do STUPID CIP THING!!! wa lao.. hate it man.. summre i no frens .. then anyhow groop.. then hapi to be wif huifang"D haha.. well .. t0dae actualli dun wan blog de.. then tt SAM lo.. ask her.. duno y suddenly wan me blog.. -.-" got motive.. mus ask her y.. hehe.. ookook.. see uuuuu...


oi.. i wan oink le hor.. "@ hehe.. nite..

[[KiiM..]]

Stupid sam.. freako ask me update blog.. tt TV FREAK.. here i m.. and here i go.. hehe.. bye bye ("P).. SEE i update le ah.. hehe..

i have been dreaming the whole day.. every single second of it.. jus dreamin..
i will wake up tml.. jus let me dream for todae.. and onli todae.. thanks..

However.. i dun wanna wake up tml.. coz by the time i wake up.. i know tt i will be back to reality.. cruel and hard.. i cannot face it and i do n0t want to.. but i have no choice..

i m here on earth for a motive.. jus one motive.. to be a better person?? to be good?? to fufil wishes?? i also dunno myself..

all i know is tt.. I DO NOT WANNA RETURN TO REALITY!...

can u jus let me dream all the way?? make me slp and nv wake up..

How i wish tt was true.. Dreams.. so real.. so heavenly.. unlike ... reality... ...

Jus let me slp.. slp all the way..
And nv wake up... ... ...

hey yoz.. last sat went to 56's auto graph session.. hahaz.. met lots of frens.. haha.. well.. i was supposed to meet felita (56's fan i met previously) at 12.. she was late.. LOLZ.. then i walk around city hall alone.. hehe.. then she arrived at 1230.. about there lo.. then we walked to the padang.. with the hot sun above our head.. wow.. soooo hot sia.. ("P) hehe.. but we still withstand it lo.. hehe.. then we reach there.. omg.! it was like wad leh.. so long lo the queue.. then queue halfway.. we met this 3 ppl.. one is rochelle.. (10 yers old) and her mumi.. "Pher mumi accompany her leh.. my god!! so good horx.. hehe.. then another one is Josephine.. haha.. (20 yers old) hehe.. then we spent the whole dae together lo.. haha.. then finally gotten their signatures.. haha.. be4 tt.. they called us to write our names on the front pg of the cd thingy so tt 56 could tok to us by calling our names out.. hahaz.. fun leh..hmm.. then tony and renfu got tok to us lo.. jason jus called my name.. hehe.. also good la.. at least beta then nth.. hehe.. hmm.. then i leave first.. leaving them behind.. me and josephine left lo.. i go meet mumi at amk.. then when i go mac.. i think tt 2 stupid guy cashier are tokin bout me lo.. haha.. like wad leh.. about my age lo they.. den i think they saying that i have sunburnt or sumthing like tt la.. then say so loud.. say wanna ask me not.. stupid lo.. so irritated.. then wanna scold them.. but then.. choose not to let them spoil my mood.. hehe.. then we went to fetch my bro and mei from swimming and we went to my grandma's dinner.. haha.. erm.. there ah.. beri sian lo.. haha.. got generation gap i guess.. nth to tok about.. onli my mumi they all toking.. haha.. me my boy and mei sit in void deck take pic and tok tok lo.. nth to do.. plae with jude.. haha.. so cute..("P) then went home slp le lo.. haha.. hmm.. then sun we went to play candles at mandai tekong lo.. wow.. create big fire.. dwn there nobodi de sia.. then 11 go home.. slp.. this morning almost late still go eat breakfast wif mei.. hahah... 0725 when bell ring then reach in .. hehe.,. good wo.. haha.. ok stop here.. bb("P)

heys.. all days wierd mood.. duno y like tt.. very long nv go recess le.. starting this week.. i always go study.. do homework by myself.. then met lionel then we do together lo.. feeling bored of sch life.. then todae nv go sch.. go work.. wa lau.. sick somemore.. tml duno how go tel teacher leh.. then also.. i kana dropout of performance for the co thingy.. haha.. bit disapointed la.. but i deserve it lo.. who ask me dun go practice todae.. sry mr chua.. i let u dwn.. wel.. take care le hor.. i duno when is it for me to break dwn le.. i m struggling.. and its nowhere good.. no sh0re fer me to lean onto.. i duno where should i go..
when i give up... tt will be the time when i m gone.. and it will be soon i guess.. my onli support.. tt tiny support is wif my family.. onli them.. Love ya mummi..

todae i woke up around 8 ++ hahaz..
then when me and my mumi walked down stairs towards the bus stop dwnstairs.. aunt maiu ching called my mumi and say she dun need me for part time todae.. hahaz.. then i nv went home.. my mumi ask me go home and i tel her i dun wan.. then i went upstairs take my homework and rush down to go work wif mumi.. then :: ONCE AGAIN THE BUS LEFT RITE IN FRONT OF ME!!!! MY GOODNESS..天啊!! i thought my mumi board the bus le.. but she nv!@!!!! oh my god.. i love her soooo much..!! then we went to take mrt as my mumi car spoil.. hmm.. then we took to toa payoh.. eat breakfast.. then went to my mumi office.. hahas.. i stayed inside the office from 9am-2pm.. nv eat lunch.. so0o0 hungry...hahas.. then hlp mumi open invoice.. so0o0o0 fun!!
then after tt we send goods to white sands.. tampinese.. and finaly parkway.. we went to eat at tampinese.. hmm.. actually wanted to eat at tampinese the food court de.. then in the end.. we nv.. we wnt the duno where.. haha.. hm.. then eat lo.. nice nice.. mm.. hahaz.. then we went to the office again to do the invoice.. hahaz.. funfun!! then about then was about.. ermx.. 8++ .. then mumi check.. then we go out to continue send goods at 9++.. mumi go bugis and plaza singapura.. while i go wisma and somerset.. haha.. hmm.. then.. we met at bugis aroun 1015.. haha.. we ate tere lo.. rice.. hehe.. also.. same thing.. very nice.. ("P).. haha.. hehe.. hmm.. then we went home.. hmm.. cannot find taxi again.. then no choice... we walked to the front.. then walked until ALLSON HOTEL.. haha.. go in blow air con and book taxi.. by then was around.. erm.. 1115??? haha.. late ya.. reach home at 1151.. taxi uncle very friendly.. gib discount of 20 cents.. haha.. wow.. nice one.. the bath lo.. sms that AH SIAO (warren) and then after tt ask me call him.. (da paI) then after tt complain tt my background music.. haha.. siao eh.. wan me call then complain ab0ut background.. -.-" siao siao siao eh.. then he cal me siao a leh.. -.-""
nvm.. then he stil sae me mentally disabled leh.. WALAU.. nv die be4 ah!! siao eh.. volcano explosion got see be4??? let u see wan?? siao.. ("P) too bad la.. say him siao le ma.. wad to do???!??!?!HEHE..

Y0z.. hellO!!
hahaz.. good mood ya today..hahaz,funi..
hmm.. well todae spent the whole dae with sophia.. hmmm.. she cum my there de office do work.. hmm.. after work.. she followed me and my mumi out.. hehe.. then we 10++ then go home lo.. L0Lz.. haha..
hmm. hey yo warren.. lose by 1 pt onli.. wasted duh?? hmm.. nxt time thrash them lo.. hehe.. nth to worry.. ("P) its tt they have luck onli.. hehe.. hmm.. well.. take care ya.. me and ur backb0ne problem same de.. totaly same.. well.. u should have gone there earlier.. so we dec can go together.. hmm.. too bad.. u go so late.. hm! nvm.. anyway.. take care ur knee la.. doc say muz pae attention rite?? then mus keep staring at it.. dun b distracted ya.. !! ((-.-"")) thanks guys.. i know its lame.. haha.. well.. do take care...
hmm..jus now sophia teaching me how to use the chinese character .. how to put in msn.. haha.. so fun sia.. then i like so GONG lidat.. anyway.. was fun.. then i try video conversation wif my frens.. haha.. fun sia.. then we tok.. AMAZING!! my labtop have mic installed within it.. now then i know.. my fren tel me he can hear me.. then i found out de.. haha..wierd sia.. okok.. gtg.. bye!SAyo!

hey hello dere again.. haha.. 2 blogs in a dae.. well.. hahaz..
hmm.. okok.. so.. went swimmin.. very fun.. with sibling.. oh my.. miss the times we had again.. hmm..well.. we plae a lot of things in the pool.. haha.. SS00000 fun.. well.. hope to go there soon..jimmy and sher nv go in the end.. hahaz... sher say her fren goin.. then i tel her not to go le lo.. then jimmy say he needs to take care of his niece.. well..i believed him.. hehe..sianz.. tml going to work.. maybe very de sian de.. but sophia will b there too.. haha lolz.. hmm.. so very excited..
haha..me and her last time in pri sch not so good de.. coz i m a hypocrit3 ma.. haha.. she also dun like me de lo.. hmm.. untill recently becoz of my friendship thing.. then she start to care fer me.. so touched.. hmm.. well.. i hope there will be n0 more friction in us le ba.. i realli dun wish to lose anymre frens le lo.. everythin is enuff for me to take.. den.. it was her who made me lose the anger in me for them lo.. i try to accept wadeva remarks they gib me lo.. and also.. not forgetting warren.. for being dere fer me when i need sumone to tok to and he's always listening to me.. jus tt hor.. sumtime also mus tel me ur things de ma.. haha.. liddat not fair sia.. ("P) well.. realli hope tt tis is one of the obsticles that god made fer me in my life lo.. hope it will be over s00n.. haha.. dun realli wish to board over it fereva... haha.. ("P) thanks lord..
well.. also.. here.. i would like to say to everybody tt is angry wif me ::
"well.. i m sorry.. i realli hope to change fer the best and i think i will try my very best.. u guys may not see it.. but i know myself.. and i know tt there is someone who understands me..but its jus he likes popularity and goes into the group instead wif me.. well.. i can truly understand.. this i cannot blame la.. but as fer d other one.. i dun think u r truely honest with me..u say u dun hate me but... ... ...well thx for being wif me fer 3 yers.. hmm.. dun wish to say further.. as i said.. i m here to say sry.. but not to say bout ppl.. nvm..sorry ah,guys..i realli did tresure our frendship.. ah ma.. u met me fer 2 yers.. u should know hw i m alreadi.. its not like its the first time u seen me as a hypocrite rite?? haha.. but anyway.. i realli did enjoy the times being with u in the past.. but also.. sometimes.. u realli did overboard le.. haha.. as fer the rest.. hmm.. jus follo suit lo.. i duno bah.. is u guys dun know me or dun understand me?? hmm.. well.. jus h0pe u will know ba... heyz.. realli sry ya.."
hmm.. quite sad ya.. to see all my frens leaving me.. hehe.. but i know.. the reason.. maybe they tolerate me very de long le ba.. yupz.. mus be that.. hmm.. jus hope everything will be over soon.. my bes frens... all seems to dimenished le.. gone le.. i cannot even see their backs or shadows.. darkness falls... ..

well.. oh hi..
todae.. jus cum back from chem remedial..
nv go work todae.. haiz.. sianz.. then we go with my siblings to swim at my aunt condo..hahaz,, yippy.. then thought of goin to gym.. well,maybe not.. c la..
then i xtra lo.. i call sher and jimmy go.. should be family outing de.. i xtra..
then i sms jimmy lo..
hmm.. actually.. from todae.. i finally realised sumthing.. .. .. ..
actualy.. everyone's telling me tt actually i have a good fren always.. she very good de.. she wad she wad... hmm.. i thought also tt way in the first place.. howeva.. i truly realised that she's not my fren at all.. she onli action to show everyone tt shes gd to me.. but everytime when i know tat no one is lookin.. she giv me that attitude.. show me face.. ermx.. and also like bu shuang when i tok to her.. then everytime left me out.. sumtimes also trying to show ppl tt she nv..
i think all is fake.. y mus u everytime let me see the bad side of u?? then say bye bye also nv sae to me.. then when left then sms me.. got use meh?? its like.. we can onli communincate through sms.. msn and wadeva lo.. face to face.. she gives me attitude.. our friendship is no longer there u got it??
we r no longer bes frens anymre.. at least when sum of them angry they show me face.. but u is not leh.. u jus beecoz they show me face.. then u follo suit.. i mean its like.. aiya.. i dunno le.. tts my personal opinion.. i duno.. it mite change in the future if we r not that close.. well.. thanks for ur friendship fer these 3 yers.. hmm.. well.. it should end soon.. =p take care!

hello
as u can see..
i m moody todae..
i was happy to do cashier at kfc todae.. realli.. then.. kinda sad for me to leave.. ya.. haiz..
wad i was moody about wad tt.. i asked my family to watch movie wif me..
then they tell me say i gtg work and ask me to go out wif my frens..
then i told dem.. no frens.. go wif who.. den no need watch liao lo..
then i thought they would realli wait for me.. who knows.. they din and went ahead themselves.. wa lau.. i was like.. wad the cake man! they PS me.. even my family PS me.. so dun need to even say outsiders..
wa lau.. then i go home wif a damm sickening mood.. then decide not to eat wif them.. decide not to eat.. decide to sleep whole dae until i go for my new job tml.. ( wad quite sturborn.. naive.. childish)
wel.. wad to do.. i m born to be like this..
especially when THEY DO THIS KINDA THING TO ME WHEN I NEEDED THEM THE MOST!!!
why?why?why?
i dun0 la.. so baked up man..i was like.. my god!!! then when i got home.. i bath.. then feeling a bit feverish.. then test temp.. Oh my cake!("O) 38 degrees lo.. wad the cake!
i was.. my god. so fed up.. and this kinda temp cum up.. so now i m writting the blog this early coz i wanna go slp immediately when i turn off the com.. my god.. i m so fed up lo.. they good la.. then wad now? watch the movie alone?? forget it la.. i not going le lo.. and i dun have to.. save me $$ also good lo.. need to pay the stupid phone bil for this month also.. which is 200++.. wad damm shit lo.. so suay lo this month.. cake baked up le la.. knn..
u think i have the mood to say bye bye this time? wad the cake lo..

Yoz...
hmm..
Todade is another boring yet sianz dae..
haha..well.. jus went to work.. do tt stupid FLOOR job.. ate tt stupid chicken.. clear tt stupid tray and empty the stupid dustbin.. wad the...-.-"
Anyway.. was VERY SICK of doing floor.. haiz.. wad damm job is this.. my goodness..But anyway.. i m excited also coz tml wil be the last dae tt i am working.. and also... ... ... ... I M FINALLY DOING CASHIER TML!!!! haha...
siao.. but realli damm hapi.. dun need to do THOSE STUPID things le lor... haha..funi ah..
hmm.. well.. honestly speaking.. Floor can slack la.. but hor.. sumtimes.. very bored.. then nth to do.. i mite as well do cashier.. haiz... sianz la..
when i doing cashier.. i want to do floor.. when i doing floor.. i wanna do cashier.. haha.. funi leh.. another STUPID theory of mine.. w0w.. haha("P)
well.. i m jus a sTupid person.. haha.. tt cums up with nth but stupid theory!! wow.. nice one.. ("P) well.. all i can sae is tt.............
I M DAMM STUPID.. L0lZX..
well nvm.. at least i know i stupid sia.. haha.. not like sum ppl... act clever... haha.. w0rst then me... hmmm.. yey.. nxt week holidae le worz.. hmm.. but also cannot slack.. althought quit job at KFC le.. but now i working for my mumy fren..haiz.. stay in factory and tie and do sum things.. haha.. paste stickers.. fun leh.. but also very sian de.. haiz.. ownself summre.. hmm.. also.. my kfc frens.. i will miss them very much.. haha.. well..kfc's pay is pathetic.. then the place where i working nxt week is so much mre beta.. omg..haha.. wel..
haiz.. wad to do.. typical singaporean.. kiasu.. haha.. =p wel.. thats all i can say bout me lo.. haha..
hmm.. wow.. this week watch a lot of movie le leh.. yesterdae i nv go sch.. instead.. i went to watch movie with jian jie.. ((1st time leh)).. watch the.. erm.. jack neo tt one.. the wad..[[san ge hao nan ren,one mre chance]]haha.. funi sia tt m0vie.. i wait for him sch end le then we meet lo.. then he met his cousin.. yejie.. and we go together.. haha.. =p fun sia.. we still eat lunch together.. hmm.. also.. after tt.. i went to buy stamp for merbin((penpal)) letter.. haha.. hmm.. then i went to uncle jeffery's daughter birthday bbq.. but me and huiting also went to buy her present.. funi leh.. very difficult to ch00se.. hmm.. but we chose a dog in the end... from mini t00ns.. nice.. we had a great time together.. i m so fortunate to have u as my godsis.. mei.. thanks.. haha.. love u always.. haha.. =p ! haha.. u wan?? we can even get married.. =p u wait long long ah.. maybe even if u wait long also no use de.. =p.. haha..
as u can see.. i m a little siao.. ((maybe not a little la))anyway.. i am having a mentally prob n0w..((jkjk)).. haha.. well.. to prevent me from going crazy and spread the virus to U(the one staring here).. i beta be going le lo.. haha..well.. good bye .. and see ya tml =p

haha.. paiseh... forgot to reflect on my results..
hmm.. for this common test 2..
my results are as follows::
Eng-21.5/30
Chi-25.5/50 =(
Emaths-14/20
SS-17/25 =p
Lit-18/25
POA-50/50 ((FULL MARKS))!!!!!!
phy((SUX))-13/25
chem-12/25((wad the!))
haizz...
as u can see.. all are onli jus passes.. well.. my maths and sci realli sux like hell man.. hope to improve if possible lo.. LOLX... but i know it wun de.. haha.. haizz..wad the hell.. phy i can pass and chem cannot.. wad the shit lo.. lucky maths still ok ah.. haha.. now depend on poa le lo.. if can.. then get A also good.. then liddat will pull those stupid grades up.. haizzz.. lame sia.. combined humans.. i m very hapi.. coz at least got pas ma.. but hor.. haiz.. those sub also not impt de lo.. maths sci like shit like tt.. how to continue??!!??
wadeva la..
n0w cann0t sae anything le lo.. jus study harder lke stupid shit lo.. Chinese also.. wad the.. almost fail sia.. lucky me.. haha.. wa lau.. tt sub supposed to be my strongest de leh.. why lidat de.. shit me man.. ass kim.. go study la.. play summre u will fail even worst lo.. shit.. ok bb.. take care..@!!!

hmm.. whole dae at home lo.. slp whole dae.. quite co0l.. so long nv liddat le.. anyway.. tml fri le lo.. dun intend go to school le lorz.. so0 stay at home.. haizx.. but feeling a little guilty for not going leh.. but anyway.. still decide not to go lo.. anyway its goin to be a holidae soon le ma.. so.. haizz.. anyway.. nxt week one week holidae leh.. hahaz... hmm.. then that week supposed to study de.. but then mummy friend wan me to hlp out at the lee hwa there.. so bo bian.. oki lo.. then duno if can study not.. hope can lo.. becoz if cannot then i end of yer die le lo.. haiz.. hope can spare sum time out for me to study lo.. esp now when all my friens abondon me.. haha.. liddat also good lar.. can have more time for myself to study and do things.. haha.. hmmm.. also.. these times.. i also realised le lo.. my true frens mite not be the one always ther for me.. haha.. but i know is tt.. huiting.. my mei.. always tere fer me.. its jus tt i do not know how to appreciate only.. haha..well.. all the best to me bahx... haha..
Well.. life gettin mre bored le lors.. haha.. wad to do.. still hafta live on like nth happen like tt... haiz.. but at least i got my family.. my mum esp..("p) i realli love u man.. althougth everytime i very de naughty.. haha... u r always good to me..haha.. oh ya..("O) this mth my hp bill shot up to 269++.. my god.. wonder how to pay.. haha.. nvm.. take a step at a time lo.. haiz.. wad to do?? in need of $$ man.. haha.. well.. haizzz...
this period of time i learn a lot of things.. haha.. i learnt tt i have many frens tt concern about me.. but of coz.. they are not those who i always spend time wif.. haha.. i hu lie le dose ppl around me lo.. wel.. time for me to leave those ppl that i should leave le lor.. haha.. wad to do?? haha.. to0 bad la.. who ask tt person to start all these.. haiz.. tt person is actually no where beta lo.. maybe even worst then me.. haha.. but.. anyway.. wads past is past.. wadeva happens it does not matters to me le lo.. haha.. all i ned to do now is tt.. to concentrate on wadeva i need to and leave those tings alone.. haha.. ("D) it will then make my life beta lo.. cheer up man.. galz.. stay strong.. haha!!

well.. okok.. gtg.. stay cheerful guys.. ("P) may i always be wif u !!

hmm.. hello guys.. todae is teacher's day ya..("P) hahaz..
we open a party for miss leow.. haha.. ((mr tien leh??Sad..))
then mandy in charge of bee hoon .. sophia in charge of cake..wengkin they all in charge of drinkx.. haha.. and me?? in charge of making jellies.. haha.. ((so call guo dong lo..))hmmm.. haha.. then we brought mis leow u to celebrate lo.. she so surprised sia.. haha.. then the first word she gave the clas when she went in was:: "eh! lata finish mus pack up ah.. everything mus clean ah.. "and "thank you class.." the first sentence was like .. everyone was -.-" lor.. haha.. then the second sentence jus shows that she was touched by us.. hahaz... so good sia.. then we sing song for bhavani and miss leow lo..(( bhavani bdae ma))..
hahaz.. then after tt .. daphne.. meiting.. caiyun..hayati and of coz.. me.. we din eat much lo.. becoz have to go for inter hus netbal le.. so we rush down.. haha.. then check out everything lo.. then-.-"" it only start at 9.30++ then its like onli 8++ tt time lo..we were like" ohmy god.." hahha.. then everyone went to do their own things lo.. din get to eat the cake though.. haha.. but it seems nice.. haha.. then we lost the netball match lo.. i think onli by a few pts la.. (sad sia) practice so much le then lidat.. i think onli by 1 point leh.. haizz.. nvm lo.. anyway.. we still got 2nd wad.. haha.. then we went up for teachers day celebrations lo.. LOLz..
hmm.. then after tt.. i walk home wif jj.. hmm.. nice sia.. we talked a lot this time.. haha.. then ok lo.. i went out wif my aunt and WOON YEOW to watch the maid lo.. haha.. OMG.. my first time watch ghost movie lo.. haizz.. it was like.. there;s no one there for me to hug lo.. scary sia.. then also i watched the movie lo.. after it finished.. i think.. it wasnt quite scary after all lo.. i scare myself onli lo.. haha.. but hor.. hmm.. a little scary leh..haha.. but overall the movie was great lo.. haha.. nice experience.. ((nxt time wun go watch le))..hahaz..-.-" self contradicting.. haha.. then me and my aunt go take neopriint... the card de.. nice sia.. ("P) good good.. very good.. gt chen jiu gan.. haha.. hmm.. den we went home le lo.. then i slp slp slp until 9 ++ then wake up.. haha.. funni sia.. i thought onli 7++ haha.. okies.. hmm.. my journey for 31-8-05 ended here.. ("P) it will continue tml bahz.. if i have the time lo.. LOLz... hahaz..("D) well. miss ya!

fine.. i m sry about the post jus now..
wad t0 do? i realli totally sian alreadi..
Fuck la.. my friendship prob been dragging for soo long.. i still cannot put dwn..
useless sia.. me an ass la.. shit me la.. once i started on this topic.. my mood like wad like tt.. WAD LA.. how i wish tt we wun so close tt time.. so now at least its easier to put it down.. everytime i sae i ok.. all bluff de lo.. wad the fISH! in the first place.. m i so difficult to be wif??? and also.. y mus tt stupid person wanna steal my frens?? wanna kl then kl me onli la.. break my friendship btwn me and my frens.. i m not trying to be unreasonable here ok.. i m like.. wa lao.. i am going berserk le lo.. ALL BECOZ OF U..
when u steal my frens tt time.. hab u thought of how sad and lonely i'll be?? like wad u used to think.. y u know how to ask ppl sympathise u but yet u still dunno..
and also.. i hear ppl say this quote::"dun say bad of ppl if u have bad pts of urself"
this is lame.. sumthing like tt la.. dunno how to sae.. but as wad i have seen.. u r trying to show me another side of u.. i always tell myself to remain calm.. but how long have i been tolerating u alreadii??
plz la.. think of others.. u know jus one word from u can make me drop to hell leh.. plz lo.. and u dun need to be so glad.. i m nt praising u.. its jus tt u know how to plan and make use of ur time.. u know when to take opportunities.. so wad??? i realli dun bother le..
i kn0w from the dae u know me.. u hated me.. tts y u always jus sh0w ppl u like me.. wad the hell.. i m stupid to be tricked by u!
very stupid.. i actually fell for it.. u r clever.. u win.. tts all left for me to sae now.. Wad to do?? i bother too much for the ppl i care.. and u took away those ppl tt i care.. i duno wad to sae liao..
jus mentioning this thing makes my blood boil.. FORGET IT OK?? WITHOUT U MY LIFE IS PERFECT.. I KNOW U KNOW THIS.. SO U WENT TO TAKE AWAY THOSE THING TT WILL MAKE A CHANGE IN MY LIFE.. u r vicious.. HYPOCRITE!!! I DAMM U MAN!

heehee.. my turn.. in reply to tt KANGAROO CLAIM TO BE DUCK tt person.. haha.. well..
hmm.. hey you.. miss kanga.. y do u like ducks soo much.. hmm.. ass went off le.. so sad.. haha.. ass mus be feelin lonely.. nvm.. we will habe fun de.. bye ass.. me and kanga will have fun! hehe..
Syao

hmm... wierd wierd dae.. i am toking to an ass who eats bird nest and a kangaroo who claims she is a duck! oh my.. wad is the earth becuming too??? haha.. well.. now on msn.. the actual two cows becum an ass and kanga.. hmm.. me and sam playing "who flood the com is the winner " game..wahaha... well.. we flood warrens com together.. yeye.. high 5.. hhehhe.. then he cannot stand and is forced to take bird nest to relax himself.. hehe.. todae fun sia.. got these two wierdo animal accompany me..
they brigthen up my dae.. ("P) hehe.. n here.. i would like to wish warren ..
BEst wishes to ur EOY tml.. hmm.. take care and good luCK.. haha.. u can do it de.. dun expect too good.. jus pass will do.. haha.. jkjk.. u wan how much the score u know urself.. i jus uttering rubbish.. haha.. well okok..
Tata.. ("P)

hey.. i m here.. sam.. ask me to blog... weh weh.. haha.. she siao de.. now me on msn chatting wif her and warren.. two freakos.. ("P) hehe.. well.. i m here to sae bye bye again like wad she did.. (POV:: tt sam jus reborn her hair..hmm.. nice ya.. chio bu...s... "P hehe.. haha.. )

hehe.. well.. i dun wanna waste blog lo.. like tt time tt one.. still here.. haha.. scroll dwn and see.. hehe.. well.. todae.. bad day.. dun feel like mentioning it.. haha.. goin sch has now becum a burden in my life.. i used to like sch so much de.. but nw?? without frens.. without buddies.. haha.. it becums so boring.. now i everyday go home so punctual.. study study study.. haha.. (fake laugh)

well.. dun tok bout sch life le.. hehe.. todae met warren after sch.. hmm.. took the letter.. was soo00 touched by it.. LOL.. ya realli thanks ah..
and now i have to handle two mad cows on msn.. siao one.. haha.. no choice.. b0th go mad at the same time.. hehe.. lucky i was not one of them.. esp got one cow call sam .. siao one.. dun believe me got hand in homework de.. hm! siao one.. haha.. JKJK ah.. :P i know u wun blame me.. so i suen u in my blog lo.. who ask u keep pester me update blog "P hehe.. tooooo00 bad.. haha...
Gtg.. mus handle mad cows le.. if not ah.. govt will catch me also.. hehe.. bb.. farewell and take care..!!

Kiim love u guys "D

well.. me now almost in slpin mood.. howeva.. theres this freak keep keepin ma awake by asking ME to link her to my blog.. guess who lo.. i write liao ma.. haha.. ("P) hehe.. jkjk.. dun get offended ah.. woooW.. hehe.. well.. ok here i am..

todae ah.. we went to go do dnt thingy lo.. in the morning.. then be4 tt we went to have breakfast at cwp mac.. me sharon lydia linen daphne and shitong.. also.. jason.. then we muunch and munch lo.. sharon munch the slowest.. erm.. then lydia munch the fastest.. haha.. halfway saw huifang and kaya.. then jason went wif them.. haha..

then reach sch do dnt.. then erm..
hmm.. actually not in good mood de.. den dun wan face black black ma.. if not sumone wan gossip again.. then got myself back to track lo.. haha.. happy go lucky ma.. ("P) then i hlp daphne.. zhenwei.. mandy.. kin..shitong..and ppl in our class do the bending the acrylic.. wa ! "chen jiu gan " beri strong ah.. no la jkjk.. but thankx to them.. they brighten up my mood.. at least i was busy and had nth to think of.. haha.. thanks ya! then hmm.. finish theirs then i haven finished mine.. haha.. then after tt they all went cwp and sum went home.. they walk the path to 901 bus stop.. i choose to walk the other path.. then i walk alone.. then they walk as a group lo.. den during my walk.. i was thinking lots of things.. haha.. "maybe alone isnt a bad thing.." at tt moment.. i wanted to go wif them.. but also dun wanna see sum ppl.. haha.. ("P)_ so bo bian.. i walk alone lo.. hehe.. then.. ermx.. hmm..

after tt.. went home.. feelin hungry.. regret nv munch lunch be4 goin home.. but no use.. nv eat lo.. then went to dobby ghout wif joy jimmy warren.. then go orchard.. halfway warren go home.. i gib him the drawing.. then we continue shoppin.. then go home at cwp meet mumi they all eat pizza.. yummi.. !!

hehe.. then bought "wang zi bian qing wa" the vcd.. bought part 2 also.. then bought the "Chong bu zhi" haha.. then shop clothes.. then sit car cum home.. ("P) spent lots of $$ todae.. haha.. relax!

WA.. tml need go sch early go hab breakfast wif same ppl.. haha.. then go do STUPID CIP THING!!! wa lao.. hate it man.. summre i no frens .. then anyhow groop.. then hapi to be wif huifang"D haha.. well .. t0dae actualli dun wan blog de.. then tt SAM lo.. ask her.. duno y suddenly wan me blog.. -.-" got motive.. mus ask her y.. hehe.. ookook.. see uuuuu...


oi.. i wan oink le hor.. "@ hehe.. nite..

[[KiiM..]]

Stupid sam.. freako ask me update blog.. tt TV FREAK.. here i m.. and here i go.. hehe.. bye bye ("P).. SEE i update le ah.. hehe..

i have been dreaming the whole day.. every single second of it.. jus dreamin..
i will wake up tml.. jus let me dream for todae.. and onli todae.. thanks..

However.. i dun wanna wake up tml.. coz by the time i wake up.. i know tt i will be back to reality.. cruel and hard.. i cannot face it and i do n0t want to.. but i have no choice..

i m here on earth for a motive.. jus one motive.. to be a better person?? to be good?? to fufil wishes?? i also dunno myself..

all i know is tt.. I DO NOT WANNA RETURN TO REALITY!...

can u jus let me dream all the way?? make me slp and nv wake up..

How i wish tt was true.. Dreams.. so real.. so heavenly.. unlike ... reality... ...

Jus let me slp.. slp all the way..
And nv wake up... ... ...

hey yoz.. last sat went to 56's auto graph session.. hahaz.. met lots of frens.. haha.. well.. i was supposed to meet felita (56's fan i met previously) at 12.. she was late.. LOLZ.. then i walk around city hall alone.. hehe.. then she arrived at 1230.. about there lo.. then we walked to the padang.. with the hot sun above our head.. wow.. soooo hot sia.. ("P) hehe.. but we still withstand it lo.. hehe.. then we reach there.. omg.! it was like wad leh.. so long lo the queue.. then queue halfway.. we met this 3 ppl.. one is rochelle.. (10 yers old) and her mumi.. "Pher mumi accompany her leh.. my god!! so good horx.. hehe.. then another one is Josephine.. haha.. (20 yers old) hehe.. then we spent the whole dae together lo.. haha.. then finally gotten their signatures.. haha.. be4 tt.. they called us to write our names on the front pg of the cd thingy so tt 56 could tok to us by calling our names out.. hahaz.. fun leh..hmm.. then tony and renfu got tok to us lo.. jason jus called my name.. hehe.. also good la.. at least beta then nth.. hehe.. hmm.. then i leave first.. leaving them behind.. me and josephine left lo.. i go meet mumi at amk.. then when i go mac.. i think tt 2 stupid guy cashier are tokin bout me lo.. haha.. like wad leh.. about my age lo they.. den i think they saying that i have sunburnt or sumthing like tt la.. then say so loud.. say wanna ask me not.. stupid lo.. so irritated.. then wanna scold them.. but then.. choose not to let them spoil my mood.. hehe.. then we went to fetch my bro and mei from swimming and we went to my grandma's dinner.. haha.. erm.. there ah.. beri sian lo.. haha.. got generation gap i guess.. nth to tok about.. onli my mumi they all toking.. haha.. me my boy and mei sit in void deck take pic and tok tok lo.. nth to do.. plae with jude.. haha.. so cute..("P) then went home slp le lo.. haha.. hmm.. then sun we went to play candles at mandai tekong lo.. wow.. create big fire.. dwn there nobodi de sia.. then 11 go home.. slp.. this morning almost late still go eat breakfast wif mei.. hahah... 0725 when bell ring then reach in .. hehe.,. good wo.. haha.. ok stop here.. bb("P)

heys.. all days wierd mood.. duno y like tt.. very long nv go recess le.. starting this week.. i always go study.. do homework by myself.. then met lionel then we do together lo.. feeling bored of sch life.. then todae nv go sch.. go work.. wa lau.. sick somemore.. tml duno how go tel teacher leh.. then also.. i kana dropout of performance for the co thingy.. haha.. bit disapointed la.. but i deserve it lo.. who ask me dun go practice todae.. sry mr chua.. i let u dwn.. wel.. take care le hor.. i duno when is it for me to break dwn le.. i m struggling.. and its nowhere good.. no sh0re fer me to lean onto.. i duno where should i go..
when i give up... tt will be the time when i m gone.. and it will be soon i guess.. my onli support.. tt tiny support is wif my family.. onli them.. Love ya mummi..

todae i woke up around 8 ++ hahaz..
then when me and my mumi walked down stairs towards the bus stop dwnstairs.. aunt maiu ching called my mumi and say she dun need me for part time todae.. hahaz.. then i nv went home.. my mumi ask me go home and i tel her i dun wan.. then i went upstairs take my homework and rush down to go work wif mumi.. then :: ONCE AGAIN THE BUS LEFT RITE IN FRONT OF ME!!!! MY GOODNESS..天啊!! i thought my mumi board the bus le.. but she nv!@!!!! oh my god.. i love her soooo much..!! then we went to take mrt as my mumi car spoil.. hmm.. then we took to toa payoh.. eat breakfast.. then went to my mumi office.. hahas.. i stayed inside the office from 9am-2pm.. nv eat lunch.. so0o0 hungry...hahas.. then hlp mumi open invoice.. so0o0o0 fun!!
then after tt we send goods to white sands.. tampinese.. and finaly parkway.. we went to eat at tampinese.. hmm.. actually wanted to eat at tampinese the food court de.. then in the end.. we nv.. we wnt the duno where.. haha.. hm.. then eat lo.. nice nice.. mm.. hahaz.. then we went to the office again to do the invoice.. hahaz.. funfun!! then about then was about.. ermx.. 8++ .. then mumi check.. then we go out to continue send goods at 9++.. mumi go bugis and plaza singapura.. while i go wisma and somerset.. haha.. hmm.. then.. we met at bugis aroun 1015.. haha.. we ate tere lo.. rice.. hehe.. also.. same thing.. very nice.. ("P).. haha.. hehe.. hmm.. then we went home.. hmm.. cannot find taxi again.. then no choice... we walked to the front.. then walked until ALLSON HOTEL.. haha.. go in blow air con and book taxi.. by then was around.. erm.. 1115??? haha.. late ya.. reach home at 1151.. taxi uncle very friendly.. gib discount of 20 cents.. haha.. wow.. nice one.. the bath lo.. sms that AH SIAO (warren) and then after tt ask me call him.. (da paI) then after tt complain tt my background music.. haha.. siao eh.. wan me call then complain ab0ut background.. -.-" siao siao siao eh.. then he cal me siao a leh.. -.-""
nvm.. then he stil sae me mentally disabled leh.. WALAU.. nv die be4 ah!! siao eh.. volcano explosion got see be4??? let u see wan?? siao.. ("P) too bad la.. say him siao le ma.. wad to do???!??!?!HEHE..

Y0z.. hellO!!
hahaz.. good mood ya today..hahaz,funi..
hmm.. well todae spent the whole dae with sophia.. hmmm.. she cum my there de office do work.. hmm.. after work.. she followed me and my mumi out.. hehe.. then we 10++ then go home lo.. L0Lz.. haha..
hmm. hey yo warren.. lose by 1 pt onli.. wasted duh?? hmm.. nxt time thrash them lo.. hehe.. nth to worry.. ("P) its tt they have luck onli.. hehe.. hmm.. well.. take care ya.. me and ur backb0ne problem same de.. totaly same.. well.. u should have gone there earlier.. so we dec can go together.. hmm.. too bad.. u go so late.. hm! nvm.. anyway.. take care ur knee la.. doc say muz pae attention rite?? then mus keep staring at it.. dun b distracted ya.. !! ((-.-"")) thanks guys.. i know its lame.. haha.. well.. do take care...
hmm..jus now sophia teaching me how to use the chinese character .. how to put in msn.. haha.. so fun sia.. then i like so GONG lidat.. anyway.. was fun.. then i try video conversation wif my frens.. haha.. fun sia.. then we tok.. AMAZING!! my labtop have mic installed within it.. now then i know.. my fren tel me he can hear me.. then i found out de.. haha..wierd sia.. okok.. gtg.. bye!SAyo!

hey hello dere again.. haha.. 2 blogs in a dae.. well.. hahaz..
hmm.. okok.. so.. went swimmin.. very fun.. with sibling.. oh my.. miss the times we had again.. hmm..well.. we plae a lot of things in the pool.. haha.. SS00000 fun.. well.. hope to go there soon..jimmy and sher nv go in the end.. hahaz... sher say her fren goin.. then i tel her not to go le lo.. then jimmy say he needs to take care of his niece.. well..i believed him.. hehe..sianz.. tml going to work.. maybe very de sian de.. but sophia will b there too.. haha lolz.. hmm.. so very excited..
haha..me and her last time in pri sch not so good de.. coz i m a hypocrit3 ma.. haha.. she also dun like me de lo.. hmm.. untill recently becoz of my friendship thing.. then she start to care fer me.. so touched.. hmm.. well.. i hope there will be n0 more friction in us le ba.. i realli dun wish to lose anymre frens le lo.. everythin is enuff for me to take.. den.. it was her who made me lose the anger in me for them lo.. i try to accept wadeva remarks they gib me lo.. and also.. not forgetting warren.. for being dere fer me when i need sumone to tok to and he's always listening to me.. jus tt hor.. sumtime also mus tel me ur things de ma.. haha.. liddat not fair sia.. ("P) well.. realli hope tt tis is one of the obsticles that god made fer me in my life lo.. hope it will be over s00n.. haha.. dun realli wish to board over it fereva... haha.. ("P) thanks lord..
well.. also.. here.. i would like to say to everybody tt is angry wif me ::
"well.. i m sorry.. i realli hope to change fer the best and i think i will try my very best.. u guys may not see it.. but i know myself.. and i know tt there is someone who understands me..but its jus he likes popularity and goes into the group instead wif me.. well.. i can truly understand.. this i cannot blame la.. but as fer d other one.. i dun think u r truely honest with me..u say u dun hate me but... ... ...well thx for being wif me fer 3 yers.. hmm.. dun wish to say further.. as i said.. i m here to say sry.. but not to say bout ppl.. nvm..sorry ah,guys..i realli did tresure our frendship.. ah ma.. u met me fer 2 yers.. u should know hw i m alreadi.. its not like its the first time u seen me as a hypocrite rite?? haha.. but anyway.. i realli did enjoy the times being with u in the past.. but also.. sometimes.. u realli did overboard le.. haha.. as fer the rest.. hmm.. jus follo suit lo.. i duno bah.. is u guys dun know me or dun understand me?? hmm.. well.. jus h0pe u will know ba... heyz.. realli sry ya.."
hmm.. quite sad ya.. to see all my frens leaving me.. hehe.. but i know.. the reason.. maybe they tolerate me very de long le ba.. yupz.. mus be that.. hmm.. jus hope everything will be over soon.. my bes frens... all seems to dimenished le.. gone le.. i cannot even see their backs or shadows.. darkness falls... ..

well.. oh hi..
todae.. jus cum back from chem remedial..
nv go work todae.. haiz.. sianz.. then we go with my siblings to swim at my aunt condo..hahaz,, yippy.. then thought of goin to gym.. well,maybe not.. c la..
then i xtra lo.. i call sher and jimmy go.. should be family outing de.. i xtra..
then i sms jimmy lo..
hmm.. actually.. from todae.. i finally realised sumthing.. .. .. ..
actualy.. everyone's telling me tt actually i have a good fren always.. she very good de.. she wad she wad... hmm.. i thought also tt way in the first place.. howeva.. i truly realised that she's not my fren at all.. she onli action to show everyone tt shes gd to me.. but everytime when i know tat no one is lookin.. she giv me that attitude.. show me face.. ermx.. and also like bu shuang when i tok to her.. then everytime left me out.. sumtimes also trying to show ppl tt she nv..
i think all is fake.. y mus u everytime let me see the bad side of u?? then say bye bye also nv sae to me.. then when left then sms me.. got use meh?? its like.. we can onli communincate through sms.. msn and wadeva lo.. face to face.. she gives me attitude.. our friendship is no longer there u got it??
we r no longer bes frens anymre.. at least when sum of them angry they show me face.. but u is not leh.. u jus beecoz they show me face.. then u follo suit.. i mean its like.. aiya.. i dunno le.. tts my personal opinion.. i duno.. it mite change in the future if we r not that close.. well.. thanks for ur friendship fer these 3 yers.. hmm.. well.. it should end soon.. =p take care!

hello
as u can see..
i m moody todae..
i was happy to do cashier at kfc todae.. realli.. then.. kinda sad for me to leave.. ya.. haiz..
wad i was moody about wad tt.. i asked my family to watch movie wif me..
then they tell me say i gtg work and ask me to go out wif my frens..
then i told dem.. no frens.. go wif who.. den no need watch liao lo..
then i thought they would realli wait for me.. who knows.. they din and went ahead themselves.. wa lau.. i was like.. wad the cake man! they PS me.. even my family PS me.. so dun need to even say outsiders..
wa lau.. then i go home wif a damm sickening mood.. then decide not to eat wif them.. decide not to eat.. decide to sleep whole dae until i go for my new job tml.. ( wad quite sturborn.. naive.. childish)
wel.. wad to do.. i m born to be like this..
especially when THEY DO THIS KINDA THING TO ME WHEN I NEEDED THEM THE MOST!!!
why?why?why?
i dun0 la.. so baked up man..i was like.. my god!!! then when i got home.. i bath.. then feeling a bit feverish.. then test temp.. Oh my cake!("O) 38 degrees lo.. wad the cake!
i was.. my god. so fed up.. and this kinda temp cum up.. so now i m writting the blog this early coz i wanna go slp immediately when i turn off the com.. my god.. i m so fed up lo.. they good la.. then wad now? watch the movie alone?? forget it la.. i not going le lo.. and i dun have to.. save me $$ also good lo.. need to pay the stupid phone bil for this month also.. which is 200++.. wad damm shit lo.. so suay lo this month.. cake baked up le la.. knn..
u think i have the mood to say bye bye this time? wad the cake lo..

Yoz...
hmm..
Todade is another boring yet sianz dae..
haha..well.. jus went to work.. do tt stupid FLOOR job.. ate tt stupid chicken.. clear tt stupid tray and empty the stupid dustbin.. wad the...-.-"
Anyway.. was VERY SICK of doing floor.. haiz.. wad damm job is this.. my goodness..But anyway.. i m excited also coz tml wil be the last dae tt i am working.. and also... ... ... ... I M FINALLY DOING CASHIER TML!!!! haha...
siao.. but realli damm hapi.. dun need to do THOSE STUPID things le lor... haha..funi ah..
hmm.. well.. honestly speaking.. Floor can slack la.. but hor.. sumtimes.. very bored.. then nth to do.. i mite as well do cashier.. haiz... sianz la..
when i doing cashier.. i want to do floor.. when i doing floor.. i wanna do cashier.. haha.. funi leh.. another STUPID theory of mine.. w0w.. haha("P)
well.. i m jus a sTupid person.. haha.. tt cums up with nth but stupid theory!! wow.. nice one.. ("P) well.. all i can sae is tt.............
I M DAMM STUPID.. L0lZX..
well nvm.. at least i know i stupid sia.. haha.. not like sum ppl... act clever... haha.. w0rst then me... hmmm.. yey.. nxt week holidae le worz.. hmm.. but also cannot slack.. althought quit job at KFC le.. but now i working for my mumy fren..haiz.. stay in factory and tie and do sum things.. haha.. paste stickers.. fun leh.. but also very sian de.. haiz.. ownself summre.. hmm.. also.. my kfc frens.. i will miss them very much.. haha.. well..kfc's pay is pathetic.. then the place where i working nxt week is so much mre beta.. omg..haha.. wel..
haiz.. wad to do.. typical singaporean.. kiasu.. haha.. =p wel.. thats all i can say bout me lo.. haha..
hmm.. wow.. this week watch a lot of movie le leh.. yesterdae i nv go sch.. instead.. i went to watch movie with jian jie.. ((1st time leh)).. watch the.. erm.. jack neo tt one.. the wad..[[san ge hao nan ren,one mre chance]]haha.. funi sia tt m0vie.. i wait for him sch end le then we meet lo.. then he met his cousin.. yejie.. and we go together.. haha.. =p fun sia.. we still eat lunch together.. hmm.. also.. after tt.. i went to buy stamp for merbin((penpal)) letter.. haha.. hmm.. then i went to uncle jeffery's daughter birthday bbq.. but me and huiting also went to buy her present.. funi leh.. very difficult to ch00se.. hmm.. but we chose a dog in the end... from mini t00ns.. nice.. we had a great time together.. i m so fortunate to have u as my godsis.. mei.. thanks.. haha.. love u always.. haha.. =p ! haha.. u wan?? we can even get married.. =p u wait long long ah.. maybe even if u wait long also no use de.. =p.. haha..
as u can see.. i m a little siao.. ((maybe not a little la))anyway.. i am having a mentally prob n0w..((jkjk)).. haha.. well.. to prevent me from going crazy and spread the virus to U(the one staring here).. i beta be going le lo.. haha..well.. good bye .. and see ya tml =p

haha.. paiseh... forgot to reflect on my results..
hmm.. for this common test 2..
my results are as follows::
Eng-21.5/30
Chi-25.5/50 =(
Emaths-14/20
SS-17/25 =p
Lit-18/25
POA-50/50 ((FULL MARKS))!!!!!!
phy((SUX))-13/25
chem-12/25((wad the!))
haizz...
as u can see.. all are onli jus passes.. well.. my maths and sci realli sux like hell man.. hope to improve if possible lo.. LOLX... but i know it wun de.. haha.. haizz..wad the hell.. phy i can pass and chem cannot.. wad the shit lo.. lucky maths still ok ah.. haha.. now depend on poa le lo.. if can.. then get A also good.. then liddat will pull those stupid grades up.. haizzz.. lame sia.. combined humans.. i m very hapi.. coz at least got pas ma.. but hor.. haiz.. those sub also not impt de lo.. maths sci like shit like tt.. how to continue??!!??
wadeva la..
n0w cann0t sae anything le lo.. jus study harder lke stupid shit lo.. Chinese also.. wad the.. almost fail sia.. lucky me.. haha.. wa lau.. tt sub supposed to be my strongest de leh.. why lidat de.. shit me man.. ass kim.. go study la.. play summre u will fail even worst lo.. shit.. ok bb.. take care..@!!!

hmm.. whole dae at home lo.. slp whole dae.. quite co0l.. so long nv liddat le.. anyway.. tml fri le lo.. dun intend go to school le lorz.. so0 stay at home.. haizx.. but feeling a little guilty for not going leh.. but anyway.. still decide not to go lo.. anyway its goin to be a holidae soon le ma.. so.. haizz.. anyway.. nxt week one week holidae leh.. hahaz... hmm.. then that week supposed to study de.. but then mummy friend wan me to hlp out at the lee hwa there.. so bo bian.. oki lo.. then duno if can study not.. hope can lo.. becoz if cannot then i end of yer die le lo.. haiz.. hope can spare sum time out for me to study lo.. esp now when all my friens abondon me.. haha.. liddat also good lar.. can have more time for myself to study and do things.. haha.. hmmm.. also.. these times.. i also realised le lo.. my true frens mite not be the one always ther for me.. haha.. but i know is tt.. huiting.. my mei.. always tere fer me.. its jus tt i do not know how to appreciate only.. haha..well.. all the best to me bahx... haha..
Well.. life gettin mre bored le lors.. haha.. wad to do.. still hafta live on like nth happen like tt... haiz.. but at least i got my family.. my mum esp..("p) i realli love u man.. althougth everytime i very de naughty.. haha... u r always good to me..haha.. oh ya..("O) this mth my hp bill shot up to 269++.. my god.. wonder how to pay.. haha.. nvm.. take a step at a time lo.. haiz.. wad to do?? in need of $$ man.. haha.. well.. haizzz...
this period of time i learn a lot of things.. haha.. i learnt tt i have many frens tt concern about me.. but of coz.. they are not those who i always spend time wif.. haha.. i hu lie le dose ppl around me lo.. wel.. time for me to leave those ppl that i should leave le lor.. haha.. wad to do?? haha.. to0 bad la.. who ask tt person to start all these.. haiz.. tt person is actually no where beta lo.. maybe even worst then me.. haha.. but.. anyway.. wads past is past.. wadeva happens it does not matters to me le lo.. haha.. all i ned to do now is tt.. to concentrate on wadeva i need to and leave those tings alone.. haha.. ("D) it will then make my life beta lo.. cheer up man.. galz.. stay strong.. haha!!

well.. okok.. gtg.. stay cheerful guys.. ("P) may i always be wif u !!

hmm.. hello guys.. todae is teacher's day ya..("P) hahaz..
we open a party for miss leow.. haha.. ((mr tien leh??Sad..))
then mandy in charge of bee hoon .. sophia in charge of cake..wengkin they all in charge of drinkx.. haha.. and me?? in charge of making jellies.. haha.. ((so call guo dong lo..))hmmm.. haha.. then we brought mis leow u to celebrate lo.. she so surprised sia.. haha.. then the first word she gave the clas when she went in was:: "eh! lata finish mus pack up ah.. everything mus clean ah.. "and "thank you class.." the first sentence was like .. everyone was -.-" lor.. haha.. then the second sentence jus shows that she was touched by us.. hahaz... so good sia.. then we sing song for bhavani and miss leow lo..(( bhavani bdae ma))..
hahaz.. then after tt .. daphne.. meiting.. caiyun..hayati and of coz.. me.. we din eat much lo.. becoz have to go for inter hus netbal le.. so we rush down.. haha.. then check out everything lo.. then-.-"" it only start at 9.30++ then its like onli 8++ tt time lo..we were like" ohmy god.." hahha.. then everyone went to do their own things lo.. din get to eat the cake though.. haha.. but it seems nice.. haha.. then we lost the netball match lo.. i think onli by a few pts la.. (sad sia) practice so much le then lidat.. i think onli by 1 point leh.. haizz.. nvm lo.. anyway.. we still got 2nd wad.. haha.. then we went up for teachers day celebrations lo.. LOLz..
hmm.. then after tt.. i walk home wif jj.. hmm.. nice sia.. we talked a lot this time.. haha.. then ok lo.. i went out wif my aunt and WOON YEOW to watch the maid lo.. haha.. OMG.. my first time watch ghost movie lo.. haizz.. it was like.. there;s no one there for me to hug lo.. scary sia.. then also i watched the movie lo.. after it finished.. i think.. it wasnt quite scary after all lo.. i scare myself onli lo.. haha.. but hor.. hmm.. a little scary leh..haha.. but overall the movie was great lo.. haha.. nice experience.. ((nxt time wun go watch le))..hahaz..-.-" self contradicting.. haha.. then me and my aunt go take neopriint... the card de.. nice sia.. ("P) good good.. very good.. gt chen jiu gan.. haha.. hmm.. den we went home le lo.. then i slp slp slp until 9 ++ then wake up.. haha.. funni sia.. i thought onli 7++ haha.. okies.. hmm.. my journey for 31-8-05 ended here.. ("P) it will continue tml bahz.. if i have the time lo.. LOLz... hahaz..("D) well. miss ya!