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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
Time passes like a rocket.
Friday, February 26, 2010

looked back and I've realised that its off poly. Life already.

Grad party is off. Following will be grad trip. In another month's time will be our official ceremony.

Where will we be after that?


Guess many of you out there sure have an option already. Some have already decided and confirmed. :)

No more time to loose. No more time to think.

I've decided. Since I've missed the local university admission this year, I'll give myself one or two years at most to fight in the reality. After which I'm very determined to go back to study. To a place where i should be. :)

meanwhile i should focus on getting my money first :)


Ytd went to watch re la la :) think the show is just nice only. But those actors are enough to cover the 6 bucks that i pay la :)

love is that simple. True? ?

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Thursday, February 18, 2010

I am super sian with internet already.

Jus so nt into online social networking websites anymore.

i think soon you will see me off from blogger as well.
:)

anyways.
started work at Goodwood park hotel already..

pay is really good... :)

and i have decided...

I am not going into Uni this year.
financial not stable yet, plus, its really late to start applying now.

I guess i shall give myself either 1 or 2 years to fight it out in the society first before going back to study ba :)

i will have to study business.
if i cant get into local, shall attempt private... :)

no other luan chi ba zhao courses for me already please.
enuff of confusion.

HAHA!
ok.
tml stil needa work.
so many photos haven upload..

Val day, Cny...
haiz..
New saviour.
Friday, February 12, 2010

Thanks to My dear teacher from TP who referred me to this job :)

A very good offer and its just what i need.

So glad that i had his trust and his confidence.
Am very glad that Ult**** incident has never affected his impression of me at all.

I will not fail you but only strive better to make sure there is no more mistakes and no more wrong steps.
:)
I will take on my life from here.
Thanks guiding star ^^.

I am going to enjoy my 2010 new year now.

I am soooo awaiting to FLY to HK!
and be back to slog at IT fair if i can get a job there. :)

GOODWOOD PARK HERE I COME!!!! :D:D:D:D


shopping doesnt seem an interest to me now.
dun have the mood cos i dun have the financial security.
:)

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Thursday, February 11, 2010

it seems like technology jus failed on me today.


thanks to serene who lend me her hp.
my hp batt was flat the moment i start working.
psp batt flat as well.
nv bring mp3..
=.=


den on the way home.
was observing ppl on the train coz there was no seats.
:S
and gosh.
this 2 students were talking about poly life in front of me..
so the newest update is that teens now rate "NYP" as the lousiest school.
gosh.. =.="

then RP win?
*smack forehead*
what are these ppl thinking man!
gosh....


haiz..
kids nowadays... ...
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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

i know i deserves a scolding more than anyone else now.

i know i am screwing everything up ever since last fri.

i know there are a lot of things i would wish to do wouldnt make sense to any of u.
alot of the things i should know.. I KNOW.

but why am i nt acting out what i know?

i've lost my directions.
i really have.
and i m confused to where i should go and what should i do.

its good to have someone to fall back on when smth like this happens.
but im glad to say nope, i dun have.
people fall back on me.
when i fall, i dun see anyone behind me.

mum's having trouble now.
and at this pt of time, i couldn't assist her at all.

why did i act harshly without thinking for the ppl around me.
this is selfish.
i have been selfish.

i've always been.
towards ultrex. towards family. towards dear. towards frens around me.

im defensive.
im in the wrong.

why cant i just find the courage to admit it?
i want to break all these away.

leave me for goodness sake.

after battling to defend myself for the pass half a day.
im tired.
im just want to escape.
from reality. from myself.

force me to work like a robot.
force me to earn that pathetic amt.

i dun even look forward to hk right now.

i'm back to the "i dun look forward to waking up anymore" days.

i just want to escape.
with no one this time.
but myself.

with all the support i need,
im left with ??
its just nt fair.

where's that pillar of strength i used to hug when i m down?

Iwanttoescape.
ijustneedatissueandmypillow.
goodnight.
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Sunday, February 07, 2010

i haven touch my report..

dies.

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Saturday, February 06, 2010

Lesson Learnt:

- never to decide on something becoz of other people's reason. Get a LIFE!
- never take things for granted
- never ever take something for free even though ppl give it to u for free. Its a scamm!


- treasure the ones around you. they care for you more than anybody else does.
its true. i have daphne tsang, jimmy cheang, angweikiang, mummy, bro and sis is more than enough :)



maybe its right..
im escaping..
but also, giving myself a second chance to save myself.

:) i have no regrets but i do think i've done the wrong thing to the wrong person.
its no use to say sorry anymore becos it just dun seem to work that way.

Its good that everything is over.
I am relieved.

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Monday, February 01, 2010

i've found a secret escape.

good bye for now.