u jus let ur last chance run by.

kim, lets stop this guessing game shall we?

Definately.
Love is blind.

no matter how much i tried to brainwash myself.
how much i try to make myself hate you.
it isnt working.

definately.
ytd when people told me stuffs and what i see.
its definately jealousy.

but i kept telling myself "no its fine. its fine"
i told myself to be determined.
and yes i thought i was.
only when i know u keep popping up my mind.

im goin to try avoid popping into u.
perhaps not seeing will help.
perhaps time will definately wash it off.
at least thats what most of them says.
someone once told me.

love is like a drug.
and yes indeed.
when u popped out i am extremely happy.
without daily dosage of you makes me weak.
and only then i realised i arent independent at all.
so much for all my hardwork
so much for all my determination and effort.
to only know that im this weak.

77 words

Typing Test

dumb kimberly.
try knockin a few more times on the wall.
knock till u cant take it anymore.

i seriously just cant learn my lessons right?

JimmyCheangWengKin & DaphneTsangKaHei.
i shall prove it to u this time round.
believe me.

Daph!
recover quick!
im worried for u!

Alrithes.

haven been telling u guys about the PC show 09.

After 4 days of work,

realised that sales was better before in the IT Show during march.

selling exactly the same kinda stuffs, this time round more people are here to look then to buy.

=)) and.. hmmm.

i kinda see the same kinda ppl that came for the last show came again ;)

was right beside samsung and olympus booth.

woo hoo.
2 speakers in directly aiming in our direction

and it makes it hard for even the demo artists to talk with his mic.

tsk.

so that explains my voice.

=(( cant sing now so extremely sad.

haha.

was enjoying my time at the fair coz i m with my beloved work mates.

Joelyn, Elender, BK and Roy

wencong came down to visit us on the first day n kinda miss he and benjamin's existence.

o wel.

=(

had lunch with el most of the time

and she actuali slept for the last day.

tsk.

gosh.

the food for the last day was .......

lucky nv eat all.

tsk.

waste food :(

arh!

then the next day jiu my bdae:D

they helped me celebrated when 12 strikes!

hahaa

at HK CAFE once again.

it seems to be the usual end up place for supper.

LOL!

love u guys.

tanks so much

AND ALSO THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO WISHED!

MANY MANY LOVES :)

appreciates ;D

Labels: epson, IT show 09, PC Show 09, suntec city

My bdae is over =)

haha,
but somehow i just felt it was another day :D

have so much tings on my mind right now.
but i prefer writing it down on my diary =)

LOL.
im trying to make my brains and heart feel lighter.
jia you :)

Thanks for al the mega wishes.
its amazing how u guys made my day =)
thanks loads people.

Thanks IT fair peeps and FONG family for celebrating ;))
Thanks all my friends for wishing.
:D
hehe.
its the wishes that made this day special =)

Labels: 15 june 09

Listen,
I M PRETTY ANGRY AND SAD NOW therefore there is no obligations for u to read this post.


seriously if this is how the way the management plans and do stuffs.
tink again.
if proper management and planning measures or steps are to be taken.
they would not give such instructions and give sudden attacks to the lower managerment.

no advise consulted.
no pre advance warning.

u just killed my secoond family.

firstly u transfer JL out.
then u transfer N*** in.

next? on my bdae u taking out the name?
FUCK.

seriously
i would have to reconsider if i wan to contd to follow u guys.

i walked past citilink.
was FURIOUS at the changes. FURIOUS AT THE EFFING PPL WORKING THERE.

when i called B, know about R*****'s situation, even fucked up.
so... SINGAPOREANS CAN BULLY FOREIGNERS LA
BOSS AROUND LA?

now wat?
JUST BECOZ THE OM OF OUR SIDE IS NOW NO LONGER IN CTRL OF OPERATIONS, people can be switched and changed as u liked.
ur people can work tog.
our ppl have to be the ones seperated la?
ya. throw this person into this slot.
do sai kang.
next that slot.
breaking the entire team.

have u ever wondered if the ppl wil feel comfortable with this change?
wat happens if the people are not?
if u say this is the reality of working life, fuck u again.

at least, if u have the sympathy, at least give them someone they are comfortable to work around with first right? firstly, their environment is alrdy not that comfortable.
and can u imagine.
i took ctrl of this shop for one year alrdy,
after coming back from my leave, everyting change, i cant ctrl shop, not ctrl schdule and not doin anyting else until further instructions given.
can u imagine what kinda emotions the person might be gg through.

im fucking fucked up now with the changes.
partially with myself.
im angry coz i m not supposed to be.
im sad more than anything else.
im crying while typing this post.
can u image the anger.
somethng beyond my ctrl?

imagine working in that place u've been for 1 year alrdy.
suddenly so many changes.
people change.
environment change.
thinking about the fact that u cant work with the team anymore makes me worst.
i didnt treasure the time we used to have.
didnt treasure the ppl around me.
i...... dunno hw to express this.
i have no idea what should i be facing now.

that place is no longer my home.
no longer where i used to belong.
its a place i wil never be anymore.

can u imagine?
a place u used to take as home.
now?
its a place filled with strangers.
a place i cant enter anymore.
i.. i.. really cant take it anymore.

this is getting over me.
i cant take it.

i have to force myself to slp.
its enuff.
im tired.

this isnt the ending i expect it to be.

Labels: sad. angry over BI.

u know?

im kinda sweeping the broken pcs of my heart up right now.

so just leave me alone ok?

let me just finish this last part.


how come there is still this part of me that is hopeing for a miracle?
hmmm..

Labels: moody today =(

tired is not an excuse.

Calculus.
It was not that hard, just not much effort invested to get the wanted "A"
All the time for practicing and all,
I should have guessed the result.

This time 15% fly away.
Shall make sure the end sem 50% i must secure.

This time i shall ensure nthg will distract me.
i have to stay focus.
in just a blink of an eye.
half a sem is over.

This is so crazy
and yet i stil lead everyday like there is plenty of time for me

Yes i am disappointed.
Yes i am upset
Yes i am agitated
but this shall be the strt of my motivation
my stop of learning halfway

Im sorry.
I wil learn to stay focus for as long as i can.

but now its reali hard for me nt to tink about my calculus paper.
gimme 1 day.
tml shall will be better.

Thanks for the advices thanks for the help.
thanks for the accompanies and effort made for me =)

u jus let ur last chance run by.

kim, lets stop this guessing game shall we?

Definately.
Love is blind.

no matter how much i tried to brainwash myself.
how much i try to make myself hate you.
it isnt working.

definately.
ytd when people told me stuffs and what i see.
its definately jealousy.

but i kept telling myself "no its fine. its fine"
i told myself to be determined.
and yes i thought i was.
only when i know u keep popping up my mind.

im goin to try avoid popping into u.
perhaps not seeing will help.
perhaps time will definately wash it off.
at least thats what most of them says.
someone once told me.

love is like a drug.
and yes indeed.
when u popped out i am extremely happy.
without daily dosage of you makes me weak.
and only then i realised i arent independent at all.
so much for all my hardwork
so much for all my determination and effort.
to only know that im this weak.

77 words

Typing Test

dumb kimberly.
try knockin a few more times on the wall.
knock till u cant take it anymore.

i seriously just cant learn my lessons right?

JimmyCheangWengKin & DaphneTsangKaHei.
i shall prove it to u this time round.
believe me.

Daph!
recover quick!
im worried for u!

Alrithes.

haven been telling u guys about the PC show 09.

After 4 days of work,

realised that sales was better before in the IT Show during march.

selling exactly the same kinda stuffs, this time round more people are here to look then to buy.

=)) and.. hmmm.

i kinda see the same kinda ppl that came for the last show came again ;)

was right beside samsung and olympus booth.

woo hoo.
2 speakers in directly aiming in our direction

and it makes it hard for even the demo artists to talk with his mic.

tsk.

so that explains my voice.

=(( cant sing now so extremely sad.

haha.

was enjoying my time at the fair coz i m with my beloved work mates.

Joelyn, Elender, BK and Roy

wencong came down to visit us on the first day n kinda miss he and benjamin's existence.

o wel.

=(

had lunch with el most of the time

and she actuali slept for the last day.

tsk.

gosh.

the food for the last day was .......

lucky nv eat all.

tsk.

waste food :(

arh!

then the next day jiu my bdae:D

they helped me celebrated when 12 strikes!

hahaa

at HK CAFE once again.

it seems to be the usual end up place for supper.

LOL!

love u guys.

tanks so much

AND ALSO THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO WISHED!

MANY MANY LOVES :)

appreciates ;D

Labels: epson, IT show 09, PC Show 09, suntec city

My bdae is over =)

haha,
but somehow i just felt it was another day :D

have so much tings on my mind right now.
but i prefer writing it down on my diary =)

LOL.
im trying to make my brains and heart feel lighter.
jia you :)

Thanks for al the mega wishes.
its amazing how u guys made my day =)
thanks loads people.

Thanks IT fair peeps and FONG family for celebrating ;))
Thanks all my friends for wishing.
:D
hehe.
its the wishes that made this day special =)

Labels: 15 june 09

Listen,
I M PRETTY ANGRY AND SAD NOW therefore there is no obligations for u to read this post.


seriously if this is how the way the management plans and do stuffs.
tink again.
if proper management and planning measures or steps are to be taken.
they would not give such instructions and give sudden attacks to the lower managerment.

no advise consulted.
no pre advance warning.

u just killed my secoond family.

firstly u transfer JL out.
then u transfer N*** in.

next? on my bdae u taking out the name?
FUCK.

seriously
i would have to reconsider if i wan to contd to follow u guys.

i walked past citilink.
was FURIOUS at the changes. FURIOUS AT THE EFFING PPL WORKING THERE.

when i called B, know about R*****'s situation, even fucked up.
so... SINGAPOREANS CAN BULLY FOREIGNERS LA
BOSS AROUND LA?

now wat?
JUST BECOZ THE OM OF OUR SIDE IS NOW NO LONGER IN CTRL OF OPERATIONS, people can be switched and changed as u liked.
ur people can work tog.
our ppl have to be the ones seperated la?
ya. throw this person into this slot.
do sai kang.
next that slot.
breaking the entire team.

have u ever wondered if the ppl wil feel comfortable with this change?
wat happens if the people are not?
if u say this is the reality of working life, fuck u again.

at least, if u have the sympathy, at least give them someone they are comfortable to work around with first right? firstly, their environment is alrdy not that comfortable.
and can u imagine.
i took ctrl of this shop for one year alrdy,
after coming back from my leave, everyting change, i cant ctrl shop, not ctrl schdule and not doin anyting else until further instructions given.
can u imagine what kinda emotions the person might be gg through.

im fucking fucked up now with the changes.
partially with myself.
im angry coz i m not supposed to be.
im sad more than anything else.
im crying while typing this post.
can u image the anger.
somethng beyond my ctrl?

imagine working in that place u've been for 1 year alrdy.
suddenly so many changes.
people change.
environment change.
thinking about the fact that u cant work with the team anymore makes me worst.
i didnt treasure the time we used to have.
didnt treasure the ppl around me.
i...... dunno hw to express this.
i have no idea what should i be facing now.

that place is no longer my home.
no longer where i used to belong.
its a place i wil never be anymore.

can u imagine?
a place u used to take as home.
now?
its a place filled with strangers.
a place i cant enter anymore.
i.. i.. really cant take it anymore.

this is getting over me.
i cant take it.

i have to force myself to slp.
its enuff.
im tired.

this isnt the ending i expect it to be.

Labels: sad. angry over BI.

u know?

im kinda sweeping the broken pcs of my heart up right now.

so just leave me alone ok?

let me just finish this last part.


how come there is still this part of me that is hopeing for a miracle?
hmmm..

Labels: moody today =(

tired is not an excuse.

Calculus.
It was not that hard, just not much effort invested to get the wanted "A"
All the time for practicing and all,
I should have guessed the result.

This time 15% fly away.
Shall make sure the end sem 50% i must secure.

This time i shall ensure nthg will distract me.
i have to stay focus.
in just a blink of an eye.
half a sem is over.

This is so crazy
and yet i stil lead everyday like there is plenty of time for me

Yes i am disappointed.
Yes i am upset
Yes i am agitated
but this shall be the strt of my motivation
my stop of learning halfway

Im sorry.
I wil learn to stay focus for as long as i can.

but now its reali hard for me nt to tink about my calculus paper.
gimme 1 day.
tml shall will be better.

Thanks for the advices thanks for the help.
thanks for the accompanies and effort made for me =)