Emo..
Friday, September 24, 2010
honestly speaking, i do not feel good whenever someone mention something to me.
alot of restrictions and as much as i do not want to think about it, it will all comes back someday somehow..
i do not feel good.
i am so sick of smiling now.
maybe just today, take away my smile, let me be myself for once.
being understanding requires high level of skills and i've just realised i dun have it.
as much as i've been training for the past 20 years, but i dun have it.
its super tough being who i am now.
2 attacks in a day.
if this continues, i dunno how am i to survive.
Don't show concern, and please do not ask.
I'll not tell.
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."