at first,
christmas...
to me was supposed to be very fun and exciting.

but when one grows older and know that the santa that mummy has always been speaking about is false..
christmas seems to be slightly more different.

everything seems to have faded.
the exciting feeling when i wake up on every 25/12 is gone.
the feeling of opening presents are also gone.

i guess thats wat mum felt as well.

this year felt worse coz dad didnt even had the mood to celeb.

Lucky, i had an extra companion this year.
My "ah sum" :)

so i had my first going out on the 24th, eve of Christmas.
in my 19th years of my life, i never once remembered goin out on the 24th.
it was always home alone with my family.

this year,
i went out.
and to one place i thought i will never enter in my life.

clubs.


went out with dear & his group of friends.
went to zirca.

its not as bad as i thought it was.
its just a bit loud.
ear drums was just bursting thats all.

but the best part was that i was with that special someone.
:) it just gave that place a bonus.

christmas this year was special.
and its because i had u with me. :)

dear ah.
we're moving on to 2010 together.
hand in hand :)





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at first,
christmas...
to me was supposed to be very fun and exciting.

but when one grows older and know that the santa that mummy has always been speaking about is false..
christmas seems to be slightly more different.

everything seems to have faded.
the exciting feeling when i wake up on every 25/12 is gone.
the feeling of opening presents are also gone.

i guess thats wat mum felt as well.

this year felt worse coz dad didnt even had the mood to celeb.

Lucky, i had an extra companion this year.
My "ah sum" :)

so i had my first going out on the 24th, eve of Christmas.
in my 19th years of my life, i never once remembered goin out on the 24th.
it was always home alone with my family.

this year,
i went out.
and to one place i thought i will never enter in my life.

clubs.


went out with dear & his group of friends.
went to zirca.

its not as bad as i thought it was.
its just a bit loud.
ear drums was just bursting thats all.

but the best part was that i was with that special someone.
:) it just gave that place a bonus.

christmas this year was special.
and its because i had u with me. :)

dear ah.
we're moving on to 2010 together.
hand in hand :)





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