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Sunday, July 05, 2009
at this point of time.
i felt different.
to be honest.
i admire your courage for coming up to me.
telling me tings which u dun normally do.
to be honest.
reali reali honest.
its hard for me now.
coz as i said.
im supposed to do smth which my heart dun allows now.
and definately i would nt want to hurt u.
you're reali someone great.
nice, kind. a 100% hao hao xian shen.
i just dun deserve it all..
i reali dun.
touched? defintely.
guilty? all the more.
now i understnd why this yer "horses" fan tao hua.
it isnt sumthing to be happy about.
=(
im hurting the people the least i want to hurt.
why does love one tends to hurt the others.
if only the game at heart is easier to control.
whats up with your hot and cold attitude.
u take the splitting image of my dad.
coming back.
going off.
when u come back for me i tend to be extreme happy.
when u left me all alone i have no choice but to keep it within me.
so now u're back,
when will you leave again...
and if u leave,
am i reali prepared to raise my hands up again?
telling everyone that i m giving up when i stil carry hopes in me?
i failed u dabo and wk.
u guys are right.
if only i could hit refresh.
to strt everything all over again;.
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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."