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Saturday, June 13, 2009

Listen,
I M PRETTY ANGRY AND SAD NOW therefore there is no obligations for u to read this post.


seriously if this is how the way the management plans and do stuffs.
tink again.
if proper management and planning measures or steps are to be taken.
they would not give such instructions and give sudden attacks to the lower managerment.

no advise consulted.
no pre advance warning.

u just killed my secoond family.

firstly u transfer JL out.
then u transfer N*** in.

next? on my bdae u taking out the name?
FUCK.

seriously
i would have to reconsider if i wan to contd to follow u guys.

i walked past citilink.
was FURIOUS at the changes. FURIOUS AT THE EFFING PPL WORKING THERE.

when i called B, know about R*****'s situation, even fucked up.
so... SINGAPOREANS CAN BULLY FOREIGNERS LA
BOSS AROUND LA?

now wat?
JUST BECOZ THE OM OF OUR SIDE IS NOW NO LONGER IN CTRL OF OPERATIONS, people can be switched and changed as u liked.
ur people can work tog.
our ppl have to be the ones seperated la?
ya. throw this person into this slot.
do sai kang.
next that slot.
breaking the entire team.

have u ever wondered if the ppl wil feel comfortable with this change?
wat happens if the people are not?
if u say this is the reality of working life, fuck u again.

at least, if u have the sympathy, at least give them someone they are comfortable to work around with first right? firstly, their environment is alrdy not that comfortable.
and can u imagine.
i took ctrl of this shop for one year alrdy,
after coming back from my leave, everyting change, i cant ctrl shop, not ctrl schdule and not doin anyting else until further instructions given.
can u imagine what kinda emotions the person might be gg through.

im fucking fucked up now with the changes.
partially with myself.
im angry coz i m not supposed to be.
im sad more than anything else.
im crying while typing this post.
can u image the anger.
somethng beyond my ctrl?

imagine working in that place u've been for 1 year alrdy.
suddenly so many changes.
people change.
environment change.
thinking about the fact that u cant work with the team anymore makes me worst.
i didnt treasure the time we used to have.
didnt treasure the ppl around me.
i...... dunno hw to express this.
i have no idea what should i be facing now.

that place is no longer my home.
no longer where i used to belong.
its a place i wil never be anymore.

can u imagine?
a place u used to take as home.
now?
its a place filled with strangers.
a place i cant enter anymore.
i.. i.. really cant take it anymore.

this is getting over me.
i cant take it.

i have to force myself to slp.
its enuff.
im tired.

this isnt the ending i expect it to be.

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