Acid Lodge.

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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."

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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Definately.
Love is blind.

no matter how much i tried to brainwash myself.
how much i try to make myself hate you.
it isnt working.

definately.
ytd when people told me stuffs and what i see.
its definately jealousy.

but i kept telling myself "no its fine. its fine"
i told myself to be determined.
and yes i thought i was.
only when i know u keep popping up my mind.

im goin to try avoid popping into u.
perhaps not seeing will help.
perhaps time will definately wash it off.
at least thats what most of them says.
someone once told me.

love is like a drug.
and yes indeed.
when u popped out i am extremely happy.
without daily dosage of you makes me weak.
and only then i realised i arent independent at all.
so much for all my hardwork
so much for all my determination and effort.
to only know that im this weak.

seriously.
im easily tired and have no mood to work on other stuffs.
cant focus.
i hate myself.
i hate this weak me.

when my best friends have prob.
they dun come to me first.
i duno if its me or wat.
i cant seem to help any of them.
it pains me to see any of them like this either.

but yet there is nthg i can do.
the only bridge btwn us is falling apart.
i promised i wil be the bridge to link u two tog.
we will nv fall apart.
stay strong and hold on tog.
its a promise i made to u guys.
we will definately last for long.

friends dun last forever.
but at least til the time we die.

u guys seemed to become my supporting strength.