Why do i always emo?
Dont i ever get sick of it?

My blog are just wat i tink inside my brains that i can not tell people about.

i have started being emo since the day i realised the world was this ugly.
I cannot say out as i dunno hw to describe wat i wana say.

tts why i have no choice but to put everyting here.
reminding myself of the bits and pcs of tings i faced.

It may also be like wat bestie says.
i always look to the negative side of life.
Haha.
yea. indeed.

coz there is nth bright for me to look at after all.


Nthgs fair.
its not supposed to be anways.

finished watching hot shop.
now watching "The outsiders"
and yeap.
actually come to tink of it.

maybe what u wan now..
may not be wat u wan in future.

u may have indirectly implicated the ones u love.
They are suposed to be someone with bright future.
in the end?
Is it worth it?

and in the end.
u realised what u loved was nt thr anymore.

with that kinda situation.
what wil u do.
and what wil ur life become.

if i ever had a choice again.
would i wana step in?

recently.
i remembered poh.
remembered the past.
remembered everything and the choice i had made.
if i nv had gave up.
wat would become of me.
and.
him?

is it reali better this way?

i guess no other people can make me feel the same way as i had for him again.
right?
ultimately.
he is the one that is diff.
the one tat kept me tinking all these while.

i was hard hearted.
but.
it was right to do it right?

he should be happy now.
isnt he?

it was a painful and long decision.
and i know.
it would lead me to the right way.
coz i know i cant accept changes.
i cant accept the fact that things and people do change.
i m afraid of walking through it..

haha.
but i reali keep thinking.
if i wasnt that hard hearted then..

wat would he and i become??
perhaps...

beyond imagination.




Whats wrong with me?!

Labels: wats become of me?

Why do i always emo?
Dont i ever get sick of it?

My blog are just wat i tink inside my brains that i can not tell people about.

i have started being emo since the day i realised the world was this ugly.
I cannot say out as i dunno hw to describe wat i wana say.

tts why i have no choice but to put everyting here.
reminding myself of the bits and pcs of tings i faced.

It may also be like wat bestie says.
i always look to the negative side of life.
Haha.
yea. indeed.

coz there is nth bright for me to look at after all.


Nthgs fair.
its not supposed to be anways.

finished watching hot shop.
now watching "The outsiders"
and yeap.
actually come to tink of it.

maybe what u wan now..
may not be wat u wan in future.

u may have indirectly implicated the ones u love.
They are suposed to be someone with bright future.
in the end?
Is it worth it?

and in the end.
u realised what u loved was nt thr anymore.

with that kinda situation.
what wil u do.
and what wil ur life become.

if i ever had a choice again.
would i wana step in?

recently.
i remembered poh.
remembered the past.
remembered everything and the choice i had made.
if i nv had gave up.
wat would become of me.
and.
him?

is it reali better this way?

i guess no other people can make me feel the same way as i had for him again.
right?
ultimately.
he is the one that is diff.
the one tat kept me tinking all these while.

i was hard hearted.
but.
it was right to do it right?

he should be happy now.
isnt he?

it was a painful and long decision.
and i know.
it would lead me to the right way.
coz i know i cant accept changes.
i cant accept the fact that things and people do change.
i m afraid of walking through it..

haha.
but i reali keep thinking.
if i wasnt that hard hearted then..

wat would he and i become??
perhaps...

beyond imagination.




Whats wrong with me?!

Labels: wats become of me?