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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."

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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."

Sunday, February 08, 2009

who can i reali talk to.

i need someone whom understands my circumstances.
i need someone whom can provide advice.

wk wun be goin uni. tts why he dun see my prob.
daph got the plans and money.
the rest of them either all do not want to go or wan work first then go uni.
guys have no worries they wil have to go ns.

i onli have one years time.

i cant work now.
i have to go uni.
i dun have money.
i dunno wat course could i take
i wanna take SPF but it seems impossible.
i dunno wat i want to be in future.

tell me.
with these tings in my mind.
how could i be carefree?
how could i be optimistic?

i just dunno whom i can talk to that can make me relieve some of this.

i swear and i m serious here.
I do not want to work first then go poly.
so those of u whom wan me to work first then go poly.
dun bother come talkin to me.
u wil onli add on to my problems.

how?
i'm back to alone again right?

when i tried talkin to mum.
she assumes she understand.
bt in fact.
she dun.
SPF is wat i want.
but i cannot.
she dun understand.

my gelare friends are all either younger or foreigners.
they wun have such problems. or at least now.

fuck life man.