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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."

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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."

topic on reality.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

i read eileen's blog.
and again.
reminded me of the past.

yea. watching idol dramas is a must and is my favourite.
but also.
it kills my heart.
as though its like an acid eating up my heart. bit by bit.

yes.
reality vs the dreams.

hw often do u see that as dreams come true?

stop lying.
no such things.
living in the real world jus makes me so terrified at times.

its jus so hard to live in the real world.

but wat to do?
im a REAL person aren't i?

sumtimes i reali hate those shows.
why must they juust give us imaginations and dreams?

it reali tortures u noe?

there wil b no happi ending in real world.
coz in the end. everyone wil die.

recarnation?
perhaps?
and a cycle comes again.
it will nv stop.

prince n princess.
always end in stories when they got married or got tog.
but wat happens after that?

get sick n tired?
quaareels then wil breakup perhaps?

so i m becoming to wisen up alrdy.
i wil jus face the fact that i m in reality.

not in my dreams anymore.

and finally..
i can say that.
he's left my heart alrdy.
totali vanished.

goodbye.