i realli tink its so funny.

hw can someone hate n love someone so much.
at the same time? hw?

tell me i know and truely understands something named as "l-o-v-e"

u've nv left at all..
i hate the tings u do at times.
but once a smile u give me.

i felt assured. felt secured.

how should i do?
wat should i do to forget.

tis is so troubling.
someone always beside u.

u love that someone.
but u have to force urself to take him as a fren.

u love that someone
whom is always beside u.

u love that someone
whose alrdy attached.

u love that someone..
whom u once gave up coz of guilt.

u love that someone
but u can get nth but hurt each day.

u cant stop urself from seeing him. listening to him. smsing him.
u cant be tog with him.

love is jus in front of u. but u cant grab it.
the worst is.. u experience the torture seeing him n his gf toget..

the greatest pain tt i experienced in my whole lifetime.
is now..












When i need you..
u werent there.
when i neeeded ur words. ur comfort and ur company.
u werent there.
how i reali wish one day
tis feeling would go off just as it is.
coz my sufering nw is beyond imagination.
when u go home.
and i m alone at night.

my tots wonder.
i wonder whats with u n ur gf.

hw much u loved me as be4.

i brought hurt to u.
but myself too.

self sacrifice.

i made a decision.
therefore i m nw abiding it.
i m telling myself .forcing myself to stick to my decision.
do nt turn back.

coz it wil stil end up the same.
hw wil i ever ever ever get back to the time be4 i know u again.

i reali reali felt as though i m dying.
the pain is reali beyond imagination.

i realli tink its so funny.

hw can someone hate n love someone so much.
at the same time? hw?

tell me i know and truely understands something named as "l-o-v-e"

u've nv left at all..
i hate the tings u do at times.
but once a smile u give me.

i felt assured. felt secured.

how should i do?
wat should i do to forget.

tis is so troubling.
someone always beside u.

u love that someone.
but u have to force urself to take him as a fren.

u love that someone
whom is always beside u.

u love that someone
whose alrdy attached.

u love that someone..
whom u once gave up coz of guilt.

u love that someone
but u can get nth but hurt each day.

u cant stop urself from seeing him. listening to him. smsing him.
u cant be tog with him.

love is jus in front of u. but u cant grab it.
the worst is.. u experience the torture seeing him n his gf toget..

the greatest pain tt i experienced in my whole lifetime.
is now..












When i need you..
u werent there.
when i neeeded ur words. ur comfort and ur company.
u werent there.
how i reali wish one day
tis feeling would go off just as it is.
coz my sufering nw is beyond imagination.
when u go home.
and i m alone at night.

my tots wonder.
i wonder whats with u n ur gf.

hw much u loved me as be4.

i brought hurt to u.
but myself too.

self sacrifice.

i made a decision.
therefore i m nw abiding it.
i m telling myself .forcing myself to stick to my decision.
do nt turn back.

coz it wil stil end up the same.
hw wil i ever ever ever get back to the time be4 i know u again.

i reali reali felt as though i m dying.
the pain is reali beyond imagination.