the rite key to my door..
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
心理的门.
几时才会打开..
surprised is all i can say.
recieving 2 shocks today.
was happi for one and nt for the other.
how was i supposed to do?
im confused..
should i give myself a few days tio tink through if i wanna give it a try?
or should i nt hurt u at all.
this hurt nw is better then the future hurt.
right?
excuses? ya. excuses.
i feel real bad everytime tis happens.
but i cant do anyting.
i dun wanna open my door.
coz once i open.
i wil get nth but hurt.
i opened once tis year. but he didnt manage to get in..
wat will happen if i open again.
everyone arund me is couples.
yes. who dun wan sumone to b beside u always.
but..
i dunno.. i realli dun.
but sumtimes. when i m tired.
i wil always tend to need someone with me.
why jus m i so sturborn?
我想要得到每个女人想得到的爱..
可是我..
是我想太多了..
真的..