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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Monday, January 25, 2010

Went for Napfa today.
My "Stamina" friend did not help me today at all..

disappointed that i've got something i didnt want.
sad that i will nv smell a GOLD again.
its the last NAPFA i believe.
and there goes my GOLD.

2.4k - 12.54 mins
standing broad- 176cm
Situp- 33
Pull up - 7 (NB!)
sit and reach- 42cm

angry angry angry angry!
i will never befriend "Stamina" again!

and therefore, i went home. whole body aching.....
still aching...

:(


as i was telling dear today.
in the past when i was in bbal training, i was always the one running on track and laughing at those people in the stadium being slacker and nerds. nt exercising, killing themself.
now....
i've become one of them whn i came back to rest after the 2.4k run.
i realised i am looking at them. doing work all day but nv exercise.
thus i deserve my results...



suddenly a lot of thoughts came to my mind.
very randomly idk why.
is really a sudden thought tat rush up, making me want to blog.
if you really forgotten me..
what would i do?

i dun wish to leave u.
nor u leaving me.
but what god plans for us i dunno.
seriously.
this is the only thing i cant foresee in the future.


im afraid of losing you.
coz u are that impt to me.