Today's post might be slightly more meaningful.

Had captain ball in bizshield today.
mayb not dissapointed..
but a better word to use might be "glad"

im glad that team edge is able to be formed and is able to play without injuring anyone.
im glad that ppl are turning up and no irresponsible ppl found.
im glad ppl are dissapointed with the game coz they put in the effort.
im glad also that people like playing with each other.

Im glad that we lost and can go for early dinner and tml can rest the whole day.
ok. i swear the last sentence wasnt for human ears.

okies.
firstly to everyone in team edge.. winnie.mf.ivan.reuben.hanxiang.weidong.jerry.
i know all of u put in effort and are feeling damm tired now.
thanks for all the effort and energy u've put into this game.
all we're short was a little luck and perhaps stamina :D
but to me.
i reali considered us winning alrdy.
being able to sprint for the last 20 mins was crazy and i m glad u guys nv stopped.
next year we wil try again ok?
im starting to tink that im in the team and my bad luck in 2009 was spreading

secondly
winnie leng.
u are not allowed to feel bad feel emo and feel sad.
i onli allow u to be disappointed
and can u like stop blamming urself?
its reali not UR fault but a teams' effort.
if u reali wanna blame, blame me for not leading well ok?
as i told u.
the winner is not the one scoring.. but the one assisting.
so u are a winner ur whole life coz ur whole life u have been assiting ppl in their games.
yes u may nt be getting the fame.
but u know urself best wat u have done for this team.
and ur efforts are greatly appreciated.
please slp well and stop tinking about how we lose today ok?

:)

and to u.
i m sincerely sorry for neglecting ur feelings.
other than that.
i do not wish to make comments.
its reali just a misunderstanding btwn ur part and my part of story.
i m too tired to handle any negative stuffs now.
talk to u about it soon.
rest well.

Overal..
good game.
slp well everyone.
im falling soon.

and its not i want to be emo today but:
i just realised that mayb i m startin to hate everyting arund me.
2009 is a stinky yer for me.
from day 1 to day 7.
its a week of unlucky encounters.
when wil this ever stop and why is it happening?
and when i was on my trip home alone today.
i was too tired to tink about tings at first.
but when i woke up..
tings started rushing into my mind madly.
machiam there is no tml for me to tink.
every question popped up.

i guess.
being a human being isnt tat easy after all.

and of coz.
im beginning to hate myself now.

and i sincerely feels it that way.

Today's post might be slightly more meaningful.

Had captain ball in bizshield today.
mayb not dissapointed..
but a better word to use might be "glad"

im glad that team edge is able to be formed and is able to play without injuring anyone.
im glad that ppl are turning up and no irresponsible ppl found.
im glad ppl are dissapointed with the game coz they put in the effort.
im glad also that people like playing with each other.

Im glad that we lost and can go for early dinner and tml can rest the whole day.
ok. i swear the last sentence wasnt for human ears.

okies.
firstly to everyone in team edge.. winnie.mf.ivan.reuben.hanxiang.weidong.jerry.
i know all of u put in effort and are feeling damm tired now.
thanks for all the effort and energy u've put into this game.
all we're short was a little luck and perhaps stamina :D
but to me.
i reali considered us winning alrdy.
being able to sprint for the last 20 mins was crazy and i m glad u guys nv stopped.
next year we wil try again ok?
im starting to tink that im in the team and my bad luck in 2009 was spreading

secondly
winnie leng.
u are not allowed to feel bad feel emo and feel sad.
i onli allow u to be disappointed
and can u like stop blamming urself?
its reali not UR fault but a teams' effort.
if u reali wanna blame, blame me for not leading well ok?
as i told u.
the winner is not the one scoring.. but the one assisting.
so u are a winner ur whole life coz ur whole life u have been assiting ppl in their games.
yes u may nt be getting the fame.
but u know urself best wat u have done for this team.
and ur efforts are greatly appreciated.
please slp well and stop tinking about how we lose today ok?

:)

and to u.
i m sincerely sorry for neglecting ur feelings.
other than that.
i do not wish to make comments.
its reali just a misunderstanding btwn ur part and my part of story.
i m too tired to handle any negative stuffs now.
talk to u about it soon.
rest well.

Overal..
good game.
slp well everyone.
im falling soon.

and its not i want to be emo today but:
i just realised that mayb i m startin to hate everyting arund me.
2009 is a stinky yer for me.
from day 1 to day 7.
its a week of unlucky encounters.
when wil this ever stop and why is it happening?
and when i was on my trip home alone today.
i was too tired to tink about tings at first.
but when i woke up..
tings started rushing into my mind madly.
machiam there is no tml for me to tink.
every question popped up.

i guess.
being a human being isnt tat easy after all.

and of coz.
im beginning to hate myself now.

and i sincerely feels it that way.