shit shit.
Saturday, December 06, 2008
i wanted to wake up at 10pm today just nw.
so i slpt at 4pm.
then..
i had this horrible nightmare that woke me up at 7pm.
i woke up in sweat and shivers.
i was trying to go back to slp..
but i wouldnt calm down.
no matter hw tight i huge my cute bear.
=(
i felt afraid.
so dark.
therefore i went out of the room.
i dun wanna talk.
so i sat in front of my table.
it took me a while to recover and realise tt it was a dream.
omg.
its so scary.
im so afraid.
i saw u and ur gf in my dreams.
happy photos. clouds.sky.mrt.blog.ur future kids.
is all i could remember.
i told jocelyn.
then we talked about it.
she calmed me down..
then..
jocelyn reminded me smth.
that i know wat happen that day i will nv forget.
canteen.ssm.i know it should be over by now.
but why is it stil thr?
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."