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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Sunday, November 30, 2008

i was angry and wanted to blog about those patrons at the Lee Guitar Concert today.

but 2 incidents that made me really glad and touched.

me and wengkin went home tog coz there is no more public transport.
so we went for some small supper and took a cab back.

he alighted first coz he stay in yishun and we took the cab at thomson.
it was 130am.

when he alighted. i tot he would just go home and slp.
but then.
who knows.
he msged me ask me to msg him when i got back home.

this is a sign to show that he really cared for me as a bestie.
i was realli touched.
coz its been long since we've ever done that already.

second incident.
i recieved jocelyn msg.
i sumhow can feel the sincerity and the link btwn us.
i felt that.
at least another one person cared for me.
wanting to share tings with me and also want me to be another listening ear to her.

it may b 2 small incidents that doesnt mean anyting to any of u out there.

however,
these 2 incidents will be memorable in my life.

when ppl get lost in their way.. they need ppl like these to pull them back on track.
i dunno why.
just at that point when i felt that i was alone.
they were there.

of coz nt forgetting dabo.
about her care and concern since ytd when i told her i wasnt feeling well.

i dunno.
i just have this urge to thank the people around me for being there for me.

so many and many.

to jocelyn. (i hope i spel her name correctly again. but seriously she cant blame me lor. so many different kind of spelling in the word right!)

its seriously nice to know you.
some friends no ned to be too close to know that she is a true friend.
some just need a hi and a bye to know what u are thinking.
(nt saying u as a hi bye friend la. just an example)

perhaps when times we dont have time to stop by and complain or talk to each other.
but i know by lookin, we will be able to know smths nt right.
we may nt contact often due to timetable clashes and all or perhaps nth to talk abut.
but you will always be a friend to me.
thanks for pulling me back on track.
and i promise.. i will try..
(but not 100% promise for it to be successful XD)




Maybe learning to be strong isnt a bad thing after all.
i will learn to be independent and will learn not to love so more easily anymore.
=)

Perhaps by looking at another angle.
Life maybe good for me too =)

Working and schooling and all maybe tired.
but it helps my family to being them to better life.
seeing them smile make me wanna move on in my life =D

i seriously wanna abolish the wish of to die by 20 =)