its him again.
Friday, November 14, 2008
i've got so much to say. so much to express.
to whom can i say of it to.
my best frens have too much of their own prob.
and i bet they are sick of hearing everyting emo from me alrdy =)
so i've decided.
this perhaps wil be the time to sit down and talk to my bigg tigger.
btw.
was working for Rihanna's concert.
ZOMGGG!!
its a BLAST!
but a short one too.
dammm short.
but ok la.
crazy crowd please.
too high alrdy.
everyting about the concert is nice.
other than the part whereby i have to reallocate the seats to the patons.
and i m so glad tht i managed it well.
and am glad that i have used my brains to allocate and solve the problem tactfully by myself.
=))
went for macs after that as it ended way too early.
then ezlink card no money.
so i decided to walk home under the rain =)
during the walk....
everything came to my mind.
i dun feel tired suddenly.
i felt a gush of sadness.
and there were parts whereby my tears were almost at the corner.
its just how i m arent i?
i dunno.
its ok for me to like u.
but its a no-way for you to like me.
and yes.
i agree.
i dunno what am i thinking of.why am i contradicting myself whereby i m telling myself so many discouragin stuffs but yet my mind wouldnt follow.i dunno.and guess wat.
the whole concert.
i was thinking about u.
all the songs reminded me of you.
i know hw it hurts to like someone now.
at this pt of time...
i just wish sch didn't started.
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."