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Saturday, November 01, 2008
i shouldnt have been excited about it in the first place.
i shouldnt have.
coz i realised.
i've tried to let go when i dun see u.
but when i saw u .
everything came back again.
was occupied by thoughts during work.
couldnt concentrate andd focus.
was thinking all bout nthing but u.
its not like its the first time.
but.
its like..
i tot i m trying real hard and is on the road to success.
i dun have the courage to do anything although i realli wanna to.
i hate myself?
kinda.
i hate how i feels now.
its so not me anymore.
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."