wed night was Gelare's BBQ.
icon, citilink,suntec and sunplaza crew's gathering.
was fun i could say.
lots of cork ups
=)
but overrall stil ok la. =D
jack last minute pang seh us.
still slping.
nv come =(
then was bbqing till late night 3 30.
slp arund 4 plus?
wake arund 9 plus..
then checked out le .
haha.
at night the whole gang of us went to walk by the seaside near siloso beach.
it was scary coz its just a piece of land filled with sand
and the sky looks as though its gonna rain.
its red though.
haa.
took millions of fotos as u can c =)overall had fun la. haha.
talked alot with liwen on the train =D
know alot about her.
haha. envy is envy la.
but i know i wun have the time to go into a relationship.
i only have the time to focus on what i have to do now.
and to u.
i hope u uds the reason to why i m tryin to avoid u.
we had some embarrasing moments ytd.
Moment 1:
i called liwen to ask her buy brush for bbq.
wat brush did u guys think of immediately?
she bought...
toothbrush. =.="LOL RIGHT!
hahahaha!
Moment 2:
we was travelling from yishun to dobby ghuat to change train.
then we were too engrooss in talking.
then the train stopped at somerset.
i heard it and i notice it alrdy.
but i forgot when it stopped at dobby ghuat.
we were stil talking.
when the door close.
then i see outside and realised it look familiar.
when the train started moving..
i asked her.
"next stop dobby ghuat rite?"
then the train.
"next stop. citihall interchange...."
-.-"""
moment 3:
we went into candy empire buying swt.
thennn..
we TOT we were queueing.
but then.
we realised our side ppl are getting more and more.
then look to our left.
the queue is there... -.-" and is long..
ppl were lookin at us summore!
-.-!!!!!
then by the time we go buy ticket to monorail.
we damm high alrdy.
coz face alrdy throw diao liao.
hahahaa!
at least thats the night whereby i can stop thinking of everything that is happening arund me.
i can realli laugh all i want.
=) its all these little bits and pieces of things that keep me alive.
that keeps me wanna move on.
of coz the major factor is my family la =D
sunplaza crew is goin to vanish soon.
supper club is goin down i guess.
coz..
im running both sides.
citilink and sun plaza.
so wil spend lesser time with sp..
ray is transfering to citilink to join me i think by next wk.
jack is quitting by end of nov becoz of family probs.
liwen stil considering to go not.
ayu is goin by end of jan.
my 2nd home is goin dwn.
leaving jing alone =(
im goin to b there for her too.
i wun leave her alone.
promised!
coz i know hw she feels.
its nt i want to stop or cont to stay at that point to love u or nt.
coz.
its beyond my control.
all i can do now is to use other probs to forget about wat can i feel about u.
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
