confused.
i seriously am.

i dunno how far basketball will bring me to.
should i throw it down now?

or go back like nth happened.

it wil be very wierd.

i seriously cant bear to throw something down that i have been holding on for more than half of my life.
but reality realli forced me to an extend whereby i only have 2 choices.

plus.
i am not confident if i can be able to work. study and train at the same time.

this yer de bi sai wo bu yong xiang da le.
yao ye yao deng ming nian.

why didnt i hold on?

now goin back seems a lil diff.

but i realli wished.
i tink.
to go back.

but it wil be extremely tired.

very very tiring.

confused.
i seriously am.

i dunno how far basketball will bring me to.
should i throw it down now?

or go back like nth happened.

it wil be very wierd.

i seriously cant bear to throw something down that i have been holding on for more than half of my life.
but reality realli forced me to an extend whereby i only have 2 choices.

plus.
i am not confident if i can be able to work. study and train at the same time.

this yer de bi sai wo bu yong xiang da le.
yao ye yao deng ming nian.

why didnt i hold on?

now goin back seems a lil diff.

but i realli wished.
i tink.
to go back.

but it wil be extremely tired.

very very tiring.