Acid Lodge.

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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."

desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."

ssm assist head.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

i feel better now.
so i shall blog =)

thanks biyin joceyln wengkin and his friends for concern.

thanks dabo.

thanks wk.

thanks zattie madeline and liming.

thanks ming.

thanks to Auntie for his email

thanks everyone.

i reali feel much better nw.

thank you all.

erm.
today wasnt a very bad day
its stil ok.
its just that i dunno why i didnt fufil wat im supposed to do.
=S

that sentence keep playing in my mind.
was very very very very ..... dunno hw to say.

but its like kena throw to a endless pit and nv being able to climb out.

" kimberly. I am slightly disappointed in you"

imagine this playing inside my brain for like 100000000 times.
even in the car.

wat was i doing?
i dunno?
not focus? definately.
no helping? most probrably.

or perhaps i just didnt act smart enuff.
i should have just acted when teacher passs by.
LOL.
nvm
i didnt.
and its over.

mr goh was rite.
all of them were expecting the fire to come out of me.
but it didnt.

i lose control of everything including myself.

i was ultimately disappointed in myself just like hw he is dissapointed towards me.

i wished i could restart this all over again.
beating monday's grp.

but its over.
i expected too much.
until it went over.

i wanted this to be the best ending possible.

but it just wouldnt work out.

so many errors tat i shouldnt have made.
gosh.

how to stay in the fnb line like that?

i seriously wanna hide inside my blanket and ... now.
=(

sry team.

srry headwaiter auntie.

sry mr goh.ms mark and all.

i failed u guys.