=) im half awake alrdy and i m beginning to feel tat i m scared to face the fact....

when i know i wasnt ur first choice..
i was damm disappointed.
perhaps we're realli heaven and earth.

but hw am i suppose to give up nw?
i've walked so far..
it jus doesnt seem fair.
but..
its my fault first.

i jumped into a well whrby i see no one..
there is no way i can come out of it..
mayb will.. but it wil take years for me to find my way out..

i m tired.
but happi at looking back at the moments..
be4 i fell in.
the person i have once and ever really loved..
thanks for the memories that u gave me..

i will slowly accept the fact tat true love dun exist.
i will slowly adapt to the fact that we cant b tog..
i will slowly accept everyting god gives me..

slowly.. we'll drift..
coz i made it tis way..
fate goes by hw i plann it.
im nt controled by my fate..
i will control my fate..

why did i ever told u the truth?
why did i ever made u feel tis way?
why did i ever be so bitch.
why why whhy..

im sry to her.
im sry to him.
its my fault.
but i cant withdraw le..
i fallen too deep into the well.

i realli realli dunno wat to do other then to wait for my feelings to turn to ice.
that wil be the time where my hurt wil be minimise to the lowest..

its realli sad ..
when i asked wat are we goin to do nw?
he ans wat i wan to do wil b wat he wan to do.
honestly.
if he is willing to fite for.
i wil b happier..
but..

i tink i know wat he's tinking.
but i tink the way he tink is also good la.
at least..
there will be nth for me..
heaven n earth cant be tog.
we're a joke god gave us.

troubles we'll face many many..
so..

perhaps..
tis will be better in a way.

cummon kim.
cheer.
it wil be over soon enuf..
after u happily woke up from ur slp..

it will be a bright day again
and soon u will realise..
its jus one dream in a lifetime.
one swt dream that u wil nv forget.
its jus a dream.

when the alarm rings..
when the sun shines..
when the rain stopped..

i will be awake..

=) im half awake alrdy and i m beginning to feel tat i m scared to face the fact....

when i know i wasnt ur first choice..
i was damm disappointed.
perhaps we're realli heaven and earth.

but hw am i suppose to give up nw?
i've walked so far..
it jus doesnt seem fair.
but..
its my fault first.

i jumped into a well whrby i see no one..
there is no way i can come out of it..
mayb will.. but it wil take years for me to find my way out..

i m tired.
but happi at looking back at the moments..
be4 i fell in.
the person i have once and ever really loved..
thanks for the memories that u gave me..

i will slowly accept the fact tat true love dun exist.
i will slowly adapt to the fact that we cant b tog..
i will slowly accept everyting god gives me..

slowly.. we'll drift..
coz i made it tis way..
fate goes by hw i plann it.
im nt controled by my fate..
i will control my fate..

why did i ever told u the truth?
why did i ever made u feel tis way?
why did i ever be so bitch.
why why whhy..

im sry to her.
im sry to him.
its my fault.
but i cant withdraw le..
i fallen too deep into the well.

i realli realli dunno wat to do other then to wait for my feelings to turn to ice.
that wil be the time where my hurt wil be minimise to the lowest..

its realli sad ..
when i asked wat are we goin to do nw?
he ans wat i wan to do wil b wat he wan to do.
honestly.
if he is willing to fite for.
i wil b happier..
but..

i tink i know wat he's tinking.
but i tink the way he tink is also good la.
at least..
there will be nth for me..
heaven n earth cant be tog.
we're a joke god gave us.

troubles we'll face many many..
so..

perhaps..
tis will be better in a way.

cummon kim.
cheer.
it wil be over soon enuf..
after u happily woke up from ur slp..

it will be a bright day again
and soon u will realise..
its jus one dream in a lifetime.
one swt dream that u wil nv forget.
its jus a dream.

when the alarm rings..
when the sun shines..
when the rain stopped..

i will be awake..