From my dreams.
i woked.
i saw the realistic world of basketball when i entered TP basketbal and when i went tekong to play ball..

if u can play.
u'll be appreciated.
if u cant.
u're OUT!

to prove myself better.
i did play basketbal everyday.
but playing n trainin is so diff.

i onli tot of myself always being the worst.
bt nt tinking of hw to improve it.
thats why i always failed to succed.

ppl look dwn on me.
coz i cant plae well.
ppl WILL hate me
coz i didnt help them to win.

nobody wanna say anyting.
bt body language n facial expreession tells it all.

do i wan to continue tis path.
or jus throw away a sport i once loved the most?

should i spend mre time on it.
or should i jus forget it?


biased?favourtism?
haha.. honestly... ...
im alrdy numb to it.
yea.. ..


im jus being crazy here
coz i jus cant stand being the lousiest!

i wanna scream. shout. yell.
but nobody allows me to..

the streets of singapore is always packed.
everyone is always looking.
realistic world.

looking dwn.
makes others stronger in the mind.

im looking dwn onto myself.
coz i cant overcome the barrels in me.
i cant pretend to nt hear what ppl say about me n hw they treat me.

im always emoing.
coz i realli m on the burge of giving up.
since when?
long time ago.
since the emo blog came along.
since i was entered into schols.

i simply hate the way i balled.

From my dreams.
i woked.
i saw the realistic world of basketball when i entered TP basketbal and when i went tekong to play ball..

if u can play.
u'll be appreciated.
if u cant.
u're OUT!

to prove myself better.
i did play basketbal everyday.
but playing n trainin is so diff.

i onli tot of myself always being the worst.
bt nt tinking of hw to improve it.
thats why i always failed to succed.

ppl look dwn on me.
coz i cant plae well.
ppl WILL hate me
coz i didnt help them to win.

nobody wanna say anyting.
bt body language n facial expreession tells it all.

do i wan to continue tis path.
or jus throw away a sport i once loved the most?

should i spend mre time on it.
or should i jus forget it?


biased?favourtism?
haha.. honestly... ...
im alrdy numb to it.
yea.. ..


im jus being crazy here
coz i jus cant stand being the lousiest!

i wanna scream. shout. yell.
but nobody allows me to..

the streets of singapore is always packed.
everyone is always looking.
realistic world.

looking dwn.
makes others stronger in the mind.

im looking dwn onto myself.
coz i cant overcome the barrels in me.
i cant pretend to nt hear what ppl say about me n hw they treat me.

im always emoing.
coz i realli m on the burge of giving up.
since when?
long time ago.
since the emo blog came along.
since i was entered into schols.

i simply hate the way i balled.