undisclosed

"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
once again...
Wednesday, September 07, 2005

hey hello dere again.. haha.. 2 blogs in a dae.. well.. hahaz..
hmm.. okok.. so.. went swimmin.. very fun.. with sibling.. oh my.. miss the times we had again.. hmm..well.. we plae a lot of things in the pool.. haha.. SS00000 fun.. well.. hope to go there soon..jimmy and sher nv go in the end.. hahaz... sher say her fren goin.. then i tel her not to go le lo.. then jimmy say he needs to take care of his niece.. well..i believed him.. hehe..sianz.. tml going to work.. maybe very de sian de.. but sophia will b there too.. haha lolz.. hmm.. so very excited..
haha..me and her last time in pri sch not so good de.. coz i m a hypocrit3 ma.. haha.. she also dun like me de lo.. hmm.. untill recently becoz of my friendship thing.. then she start to care fer me.. so touched.. hmm.. well.. i hope there will be n0 more friction in us le ba.. i realli dun wish to lose anymre frens le lo.. everythin is enuff for me to take.. den.. it was her who made me lose the anger in me for them lo.. i try to accept wadeva remarks they gib me lo.. and also.. not forgetting warren.. for being dere fer me when i need sumone to tok to and he's always listening to me.. jus tt hor.. sumtime also mus tel me ur things de ma.. haha.. liddat not fair sia.. ("P) well.. realli hope tt tis is one of the obsticles that god made fer me in my life lo.. hope it will be over s00n.. haha.. dun realli wish to board over it fereva... haha.. ("P) thanks lord..
well.. also.. here.. i would like to say to everybody tt is angry wif me ::
"well.. i m sorry.. i realli hope to change fer the best and i think i will try my very best.. u guys may not see it.. but i know myself.. and i know tt there is someone who understands me..but its jus he likes popularity and goes into the group instead wif me.. well.. i can truly understand.. this i cannot blame la.. but as fer d other one.. i dun think u r truely honest with me..u say u dun hate me but... ... ...well thx for being wif me fer 3 yers.. hmm.. dun wish to say further.. as i said.. i m here to say sry.. but not to say bout ppl.. nvm..sorry ah,guys..i realli did tresure our frendship.. ah ma.. u met me fer 2 yers.. u should know hw i m alreadi.. its not like its the first time u seen me as a hypocrite rite?? haha.. but anyway.. i realli did enjoy the times being with u in the past.. but also.. sometimes.. u realli did overboard le.. haha.. as fer the rest.. hmm.. jus follo suit lo.. i duno bah.. is u guys dun know me or dun understand me?? hmm.. well.. jus h0pe u will know ba... heyz.. realli sry ya.."
hmm.. quite sad ya.. to see all my frens leaving me.. hehe.. but i know.. the reason.. maybe they tolerate me very de long le ba.. yupz.. mus be that.. hmm.. jus hope everything will be over soon.. my bes frens... all seems to dimenished le.. gone le.. i cannot even see their backs or shadows.. darkness falls... ..