undisclosed

"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
desires

"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
Pain iiN heArt and mInd.
Sunday, September 04, 2005

hello
as u can see..
i m moody todae..
i was happy to do cashier at kfc todae.. realli.. then.. kinda sad for me to leave.. ya.. haiz..
wad i was moody about wad tt.. i asked my family to watch movie wif me..
then they tell me say i gtg work and ask me to go out wif my frens..
then i told dem.. no frens.. go wif who.. den no need watch liao lo..
then i thought they would realli wait for me.. who knows.. they din and went ahead themselves.. wa lau.. i was like.. wad the cake man! they PS me.. even my family PS me.. so dun need to even say outsiders..
wa lau.. then i go home wif a damm sickening mood.. then decide not to eat wif them.. decide not to eat.. decide to sleep whole dae until i go for my new job tml.. ( wad quite sturborn.. naive.. childish)
wel.. wad to do.. i m born to be like this..
especially when THEY DO THIS KINDA THING TO ME WHEN I NEEDED THEM THE MOST!!!
why?why?why?
i dun0 la.. so baked up man..i was like.. my god!!! then when i got home.. i bath.. then feeling a bit feverish.. then test temp.. Oh my cake!("O) 38 degrees lo.. wad the cake!
i was.. my god. so fed up.. and this kinda temp cum up.. so now i m writting the blog this early coz i wanna go slp immediately when i turn off the com.. my god.. i m so fed up lo.. they good la.. then wad now? watch the movie alone?? forget it la.. i not going le lo.. and i dun have to.. save me $$ also good lo.. need to pay the stupid phone bil for this month also.. which is 200++.. wad damm shit lo.. so suay lo this month.. cake baked up le la.. knn..
u think i have the mood to say bye bye this time? wad the cake lo..