decision yes no.
Monday, August 16, 2010
went out with kor to get his shoes earlier on at queensway.
freaking shit.
nv have i ever seen someone in my life buy things like drink water.. super sui bian. zzzz.
didn't talk much. went for Ikea dinner (we ate like 6 chicken wings?!) and bus-ed home.
yea. i bus-ed home. and the bus was like 40 mins ride?
super shoick!
realised the topics we talked on, getting lesser..
he hides stuffs from me, and i guess i have to also.
we just don't feel like talking i guess.. random talkings.. sometimes, i do wonder that he don't tell me things cause of his ego? yeap. truely believe in that. but nevertheless. he's still someone i respect and will also stay in contact with.
decision not made. thoughts still going thru my mind.
i need someone to talk to me with regards to this issue.
but i dunno why do i need to hesitate.
i need the experience. 4 months of salary wont differ that much anyway.
maybe i shouldn't be this greedy after all.
lets be humble?
i'll try.
Doreen super funny today?
called me on my mobile after work and ask me to guess who she is. ZZzzz..
she called to inform me my KFC will come in tml.
its confirmed. he's coming.
gosh. why do i feel threaten again for nthg!?
thinktoomuchthinktoomuchthinktoomuchlarhhh.
*cross fingers & pray hard he's fine*
need to head to bed?
2hrs of slp is killing me.
but i don't have the feel to slp again.
wats wrong with me? >.<"
don't think i have the energy to run tml...
know you went out drinking.
u promised not to drink too much.
but i would rather you not drink at all.
its not good.
esp when u do it almost everyday.
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."