alot of tings in my mind now.
seriously i cant cope and focus on wt i shuld be doin whn all these probs arise.
i nid money.
and yes i pretty do.
i nid time for family
i nid time for friends
i nid time for my darling
i nid time for myself
and yes.
how can i hav time for everything.
especially when i nid money so much.

aunt teresa went back to her country.
and i stil cnt get over her.
stil broading. ytd was worst?

i tried to hold back my tears but in the end broke dwn when my mum n sis cried in the car.

after work,
couldnt help but broke down in the taxi..
and couldnt go home coz i nid to chill my eyes dwn before goin home.


all i nid is time.
understandin.
and more time.

im supposed to blog alot abt my feelings.
but i wash my jeans without takin my piece of paper out.
n i forgt wat i wan to blog abt alrdy.


=( anyway.
im drained.
i realli nid to rest ppl.
gd night.

alot of tings in my mind now.
seriously i cant cope and focus on wt i shuld be doin whn all these probs arise.
i nid money.
and yes i pretty do.
i nid time for family
i nid time for friends
i nid time for my darling
i nid time for myself
and yes.
how can i hav time for everything.
especially when i nid money so much.

aunt teresa went back to her country.
and i stil cnt get over her.
stil broading. ytd was worst?

i tried to hold back my tears but in the end broke dwn when my mum n sis cried in the car.

after work,
couldnt help but broke down in the taxi..
and couldnt go home coz i nid to chill my eyes dwn before goin home.


all i nid is time.
understandin.
and more time.

im supposed to blog alot abt my feelings.
but i wash my jeans without takin my piece of paper out.
n i forgt wat i wan to blog abt alrdy.


=( anyway.
im drained.
i realli nid to rest ppl.
gd night.