Ytd was being asked out by Gelare's Operations manager to taalk.
I had taken a personality test in the afternoon that was given by her
and she tinks she wuld like to talk to me.

so after work we just went out to coffeebean to talk.

after her talkings.
i realised a lot of tings.
sometimes when u are lost in ur direction, u really need to have someone there to pull u back in direction.

When i dreamt to become a police since young..
What was the reason and what kept me going for so long?
i;ve been holding to this ambition since young and i should have considered it when i took up this diploma.

now, i'm back on track.
knowing what i want and what do i want to achieve to reach that goal of mine.
Happy to say..
i am very fortunate that as compared to the rest of the htm's, i have my direction and i know what i want.

now i need to achieve that.

althought working and studying mayb a bit tough at times,
but i know what i am working for..
i know that after the hard times.
i would get to enjoy it at the end (provided i get to live till then)

i was foolish to tink that i live my life for my family.
i know that its not supposed to be that way.
yes i should return them all i can
but my life's my life.

all the more my mum supports me now.
supports my decisions and goals.
she does not have to worry about me since i entered poly.

everytime i emo,
instead of keep thinking abt the past,
i should thank it and learn from it.
what've i've lost, i will gain from it someday.
tts why i should not regret my decisions.
coz this is life.

instead of regretting,
i should look in another direction whereby i can be glad from.

I know her family background is worst then mine.
financial wise is also so much worst.
her character is so much similar to mine.
i can see myself in her.
and i bet she can see herself in me too.
tts why she wanna share her stuffs with me.

and now, other than having my mum as my idol.
she is the second one whom i really adore.

although at 31, she is constantly upgrading herself.
she gave up her studies at the age of 12
started working since 10.

seriously dun compare.

i started working since 12.
but i started supporting myself since 16.
she? 12.

and she says its tiring.
i agree.
who doesnt?

and although sometimes i may think i m very unfortunate to be born in such background.
i should thank the ppl around me.
coz this environment made me stronger than any of u.
regardless hw bad the working environment can be.
i will be able to take it (but complain la)

when those rich ppl cant stand stuffs.
most prob i will be able to.
experience?
mayb not that much
but i still have and i m glad.

be contented with what u have.
do not be greedy.
coz once u do..
u will change for someone whom will nv have enuff.
and at the end of it.
u will get tired of it.

I like her saying..
"when someone says they dun have a choice, they've already made their choice."
everyone has a choice.
its about hw u made that choice.

im always tinking too much.
tinking far beyond my ctrl and beyond i can take it.
thts why i find it tiring.
i shuld try approaching in tings step by step.
perhaps this would make life easier for me.

regarding OSIP,
although i would really want it.
i do not want to go for it.
coz seriously its far beyond my limitations.
if i wan to go, there are seriously many considerations.

1. it would be the first time for me to leave my family for 20 wks.
2. i need go around borrowing money
3. i have to spend more money there.
4. i cant work part time thus cant get allowance.
5. i need to adapt to the places culture and environment.
6. need to face the risk of company not taking care of employees benefits.
7. if i come back and i do not have my allowance i can prepare to die.
8. all my friends would miss me.
9. i do not want to borrow money from ppl close to me.

dunno hw to list them all out but there is seriously a lot of them.

SIP ah SIP.
why must u be like the naggings of my POA teacher, Mrtien..
SO FAN!

after that talk ah.
seriously.
life for me is going to be hard.
but i know i need to work hard.
coz i got my goals in life =)

those whom have not yet have it.
please find it and search for it now.
coz seriously u onli left with one sem to tink about it.
its not much time left.
and if u dun have ur goal, u wun have the mood to strive for ur exams.
and for yr info, we onli have one more exams left.

especially my best friends.
i hope u guys do find ur goals already.
coz it really makes a difference =)
good luk ppl.

Labels: goal in life

Ytd was being asked out by Gelare's Operations manager to taalk.
I had taken a personality test in the afternoon that was given by her
and she tinks she wuld like to talk to me.

so after work we just went out to coffeebean to talk.

after her talkings.
i realised a lot of tings.
sometimes when u are lost in ur direction, u really need to have someone there to pull u back in direction.

When i dreamt to become a police since young..
What was the reason and what kept me going for so long?
i;ve been holding to this ambition since young and i should have considered it when i took up this diploma.

now, i'm back on track.
knowing what i want and what do i want to achieve to reach that goal of mine.
Happy to say..
i am very fortunate that as compared to the rest of the htm's, i have my direction and i know what i want.

now i need to achieve that.

althought working and studying mayb a bit tough at times,
but i know what i am working for..
i know that after the hard times.
i would get to enjoy it at the end (provided i get to live till then)

i was foolish to tink that i live my life for my family.
i know that its not supposed to be that way.
yes i should return them all i can
but my life's my life.

all the more my mum supports me now.
supports my decisions and goals.
she does not have to worry about me since i entered poly.

everytime i emo,
instead of keep thinking abt the past,
i should thank it and learn from it.
what've i've lost, i will gain from it someday.
tts why i should not regret my decisions.
coz this is life.

instead of regretting,
i should look in another direction whereby i can be glad from.

I know her family background is worst then mine.
financial wise is also so much worst.
her character is so much similar to mine.
i can see myself in her.
and i bet she can see herself in me too.
tts why she wanna share her stuffs with me.

and now, other than having my mum as my idol.
she is the second one whom i really adore.

although at 31, she is constantly upgrading herself.
she gave up her studies at the age of 12
started working since 10.

seriously dun compare.

i started working since 12.
but i started supporting myself since 16.
she? 12.

and she says its tiring.
i agree.
who doesnt?

and although sometimes i may think i m very unfortunate to be born in such background.
i should thank the ppl around me.
coz this environment made me stronger than any of u.
regardless hw bad the working environment can be.
i will be able to take it (but complain la)

when those rich ppl cant stand stuffs.
most prob i will be able to.
experience?
mayb not that much
but i still have and i m glad.

be contented with what u have.
do not be greedy.
coz once u do..
u will change for someone whom will nv have enuff.
and at the end of it.
u will get tired of it.

I like her saying..
"when someone says they dun have a choice, they've already made their choice."
everyone has a choice.
its about hw u made that choice.

im always tinking too much.
tinking far beyond my ctrl and beyond i can take it.
thts why i find it tiring.
i shuld try approaching in tings step by step.
perhaps this would make life easier for me.

regarding OSIP,
although i would really want it.
i do not want to go for it.
coz seriously its far beyond my limitations.
if i wan to go, there are seriously many considerations.

1. it would be the first time for me to leave my family for 20 wks.
2. i need go around borrowing money
3. i have to spend more money there.
4. i cant work part time thus cant get allowance.
5. i need to adapt to the places culture and environment.
6. need to face the risk of company not taking care of employees benefits.
7. if i come back and i do not have my allowance i can prepare to die.
8. all my friends would miss me.
9. i do not want to borrow money from ppl close to me.

dunno hw to list them all out but there is seriously a lot of them.

SIP ah SIP.
why must u be like the naggings of my POA teacher, Mrtien..
SO FAN!

after that talk ah.
seriously.
life for me is going to be hard.
but i know i need to work hard.
coz i got my goals in life =)

those whom have not yet have it.
please find it and search for it now.
coz seriously u onli left with one sem to tink about it.
its not much time left.
and if u dun have ur goal, u wun have the mood to strive for ur exams.
and for yr info, we onli have one more exams left.

especially my best friends.
i hope u guys do find ur goals already.
coz it really makes a difference =)
good luk ppl.

Labels: goal in life