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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
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Tuesday, April 07, 2009

and yes dabo.
wheres the fun we use to have.
those bitchy gossips and all.
im getting tired of having to keep all those little secrets alone for mths before meeting u guys and tell u all.

im tired.
i really am.

partially maybe becoz i really hate changes.
i hate missing u guys too much knowing u guys dun tink of me in ur daily lives.
coz i reali do tink of u all.

i need a break from work.
please give me the time.
i want my best friends
i want my family time (now that my dads back)
and i want to play basketball around Singapore with Jasline.

i realised the impt of having work and fun.
ive been workign too much that i neglected ppl arund me.
my dad's pissed at me for working too much (but did he think of why i have to do that?)
my mum's dist is drifting from me.
i dun get to see my bro and sis until wkends.

i cant even pick up daphne's call!
WTF people.
can someone slap me awake?

am i really loving myself this way?
if i really were to die next yer.
wil i hve any regrets?

im asking myself an unanswerable question.

and daph.
i know u have smth to tell me thats why u called me.
but becoz u know i m busy so u found an excuse to cover up.
im really sorry.
i really am.

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