I wonder if i m goin to die.
when eating just nw..
my heart felt extreme pain for at least about 30 mins.
on and off.
hueymin and sihui saw it.
both of them ask me go for health check up.

but i tld them.
if god wants me to die tis way.
i dun wana know it.

look at the pic above.
take note that i may blog every 20 mins nw coz i m emoing?
im just wondering.
if i reali were to die.
other than my family and Bff.
u wil be the next i wish to see.
the next i wouldnt bear.

if onli i could see the footsteps u left.
perhaps.
u did try to walk towards me.
but left halfway.
knowing how ugly i am.

i reali hope.
u wil let me know.
wat u truly felt at that time.

and perhaps.
u will realised that i dun feel the same anymore.

I wonder if i m goin to die.
when eating just nw..
my heart felt extreme pain for at least about 30 mins.
on and off.
hueymin and sihui saw it.
both of them ask me go for health check up.

but i tld them.
if god wants me to die tis way.
i dun wana know it.

look at the pic above.
take note that i may blog every 20 mins nw coz i m emoing?
im just wondering.
if i reali were to die.
other than my family and Bff.
u wil be the next i wish to see.
the next i wouldnt bear.

if onli i could see the footsteps u left.
perhaps.
u did try to walk towards me.
but left halfway.
knowing how ugly i am.

i reali hope.
u wil let me know.
wat u truly felt at that time.

and perhaps.
u will realised that i dun feel the same anymore.