Fong Tsin Yin.
Monday, September 22, 2008
ocktober fest was ok la.
ppl there damm high one.
all germans.
hmm.
they reali differ from singaporeans sia.
=)
was tired.
but most of the time was slacking though.
this year best friend jimmy wasnt working.
so it wasnt as fun as last yer la.
but not bad la.
get to work with gwen, denise, rachal, jiayu, ivan,reuben,gary and yinying.
recently wasnt thinking too much also.
coz not much time to think.
=)
busy with other stuffs too.
DABO came back today!!
=DD
but she nt feeling well.
oman.
hope she rest well and can go with us for movie tml.
=(
just nw went jogging.
not even 20 mins and i m tired alrdy.
worst.
after 30 mins.
my knee starts to hurt.
shit sia.
dunno since when like tat.
then contd to run.
slacked dwnstairs a while.
then came back up again.
dad.
i m realli happy tat u are back with us again.
realli glad.
and i m even happier when i realised that ur attitude and temper changed.
when we lose ur tings or watever.
u used to flare at us.
now?
u stil can joke and smile at us.
i dun wanna know the reason to ur change.
coz i just wanna enjoy it now.
went supper with u on the second night of oktober fest.
was realli glad and thankful that despite how tired u are,
u came to fetch me too.
and also.
i realised tat being wif u now..
is just like how i used to enjoy ur company 10 years ago.
i rmb.
when i was pri 2.
i was in the hospital.
tat time i was damm bored there and u know it.
i went with u to 7-11.
u onli left with $10 i tink.
then..
i saw this board game.
u were having a headache then and wanted to buy panadol.
but u saw me looking at the game.
u didnt buy the panadol.
but u bought the game for me.
this scene i always remembered it.
until now.
10 years already.
i dun dream of it.
but its always in my mind.
this is the most memorable and touching memory i have with u.
and it onli reminds me that.
next time.
when u are old.
no matter how hard i have to work.
i will give u the money too.
but of coz..
with valid reason la.
i may have lost u for 10 yers.
but i promise.
the following 10 yers.
it wun be wasted.
if only u allow me to treasure it.
and u treasure it too.
i love u dad.
mum.
she is always the one whom hold us and brought us up to so big and tall.
i wun forget her too.
she may b harsh at times
but i know.
she loves us the most.
i wun complain anymore when u asked me for money.
i may be grumbling inside my heart.
but now i realli wun.
im on the road to being an individual.
on my road to supporting my family.
it takes off by not taking a single cent from my parents for allowance at all.
next.
like what i m doing now.
trying to earn more to give them watever i can.
for misc la.
not those big bucks kind.
but i m trying.
i will contd to try again.
i dun wanna die by 20 already.
i wanna support my whole family my life.
i will work and study hard.
get into U.
if i can and reality allows.
i will turn my direction to the military force.
if reality dun allow.
i will work hard.
and make sure i wil stand at the top.
so as to be able to give u good life and u will also be able to retire early.
esp mum.
u have worked hard enuff.
gimme 5 more years.
by 23.
when u are 55.
u wil be able to rely on me.
i promised.
tts what my life is for.
im reali stupid and childish to make a wish to die by 20.
but this yer.
i used all my wishes to abolish that wish.
hoping it wil work.
i love to be a "FONG" and i will always be one.
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."