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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
i swear everyting is pushing down on me today.
but its ok alrdy =)
i went for a jog just nw.
i told myself.
when i come back.
everyting wil be over.
and guess wat.
i was so much happier when i finished jogging.
so much better than before i went out.
=)
i feel so tired nowadays.
u can see me slping everywhr i go.
bus?car?table?clas?while eating?
hahaha!
this mrning.
when i was eating my char siew bao and studying geog.
i just slp on my study table with my bao in my hand.
hahah.
i see myself slping everywhr.
i dunno why.
anyone kind enuff to wake me up?
haha.
geog test was SAI!
i studied like ...... SHIT
and i got SHIT results.
no idea why.
but my quiz is one of the easier one la!
but i got no idea why why why did i score like this.
28? upon 50 :S
aiyah
i have nv been good in this geog ting since young.
not good with roads as well.
hai.
but i dun wanna C or D for it man.
=X
every yer sem 1 always so cui one.
i onli can shoot up during sem 2.
but how much more time can i afford to waste?
i haven even reach GPA of 3.0 please.
i wan my grades so i can move on after poly.
i seriously wanna move on.
MOVE ON!
LOLS.
tml's..
no no.
today's mama's bdae.
=)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST MUMMY =)
I LOVE YOU!
I know you wun see this.
but just wanna say.
thank you for everything for the past 18 years.
you are strong.. very strong.
stronger than any other woman in this world.
i really admire you.
you're my idol !
u asked me last wk.
if i were ever to choose.
will i choose to be ur daughter again?
my ans was YES.
coz i want things to remain the same
i didnt want to say much after that coz i was afraid i would cry.
but i wanna ask u too.
would u wan me as ur daughter next life? next next life too?
i wouldnt want other parents.
i only want you.
coz i know that no one can give me the motherly love as muuch and as truthful as u.
i do not wanna cry in front of you
i wil stay strong in front of you.
=) I LOVE YOU.
these 3 words..
are extraordinary special today.
i guess i forced myself to run too much.
that when i stop.
my whole world was turning.
stamina deproved.
i really think sumthing's wrong within me.
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."