you just made a FOOL of urself again..
Friday, May 30, 2008
who knows.
wat the fuckin hell i m feeling now.
its empty in here tonite.
honestly.
daddy.
where were u when the whole family needs u?
what the heck are u doing outside?
when i know the truth..
i wasnt surprised at all.
coz i alrdy suspected ago.
thats why i feel nth much when mummy told me tings..
i cried.
coz i can feel what she felt.
can u imagine? 10 yers ago?
she was all alone.
im chilled down nw.
but i cant assure u what i will do if i see wat im nt supposed to see.
and believe me.
i will do the worst thing ever u will imagine.
coz u dun understand ur daughter at all.
am i stil goin to support u in future?
your whole life's coz of money.
and u live on others.
even i tink i can be more mature than u.
when wil u tink the same way as me?
when will u be more responsible?
when can i have u back?
tinkin of the kids in China whom lost their parents and lives.
im so fortunate compared to them.
but why do i feel as though my fortune is leaving me.
further and further away..
lucky i stil have mum.
who knows.
without her.
3 of us would be orphans 10 yers ago.
yes.
and guess what.
i dun blame her.
i blame u.
but what can i say?
you're my dad.
im stil gonna suport u when u're old.
coz i wun bear to do what u did to us.
i wun make u feel as what u made us feel.
but.
the feeling u get from me, will be diff from mum.
im supporting u.
coz ya my dad.
"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."