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"Of the many contradictions that exist in the world, the contrast between love and hate is perhaps the starkest. It is one that helps us value true love while understanding the ramifications of hatred."
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"A life without love is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings a warmth and richness to life that nothing else can bring."
pissed off.
Thursday, March 01, 2007

pissed off..
agitated..
no mood to speak le la..

ytd lost my wallet.
went home realli late.
actually alot of things happened these weeks..
but too much to say..

i went home real late recently.
everydae around 1 or 2..
din spend much time with family alrdy..*guilty*

then parents worry.
so curfewed me..
i have to reach home by 12..
everyday..
haiz.

then ytd. failed to do so again.
reached arund 1230
i realised my wallet was gone when i board taxi.
we went back to look..(me n taxi driver)
but found nth.
sian.

then when i no money to pay.
called mum like 3 or 4 times she dun wanna pick up.
then call home. no ans.
called dad.
picked up.
callled for help.
ask to borrow money.

then i gt kb by parents when i gt home for being so late.
nv bother my wallet.
until my mum volunteered to drive me to the bus stop again.
stil found nth.
went to interchange.
nth..
then went to wdl ave 9 to where they parked the buses.
we searched the buses..
*me n guard of that place*
mum was waiting outside.

i was very very guilty.
i felt like a nobodi at that time.
when my wallet was gone.
i feel nth..
i go numb.
even thinking of DYING!
wow!
serious hor?
i also dunno y.

then was supposed to work at 10 todae.
but i go make some arrangements lor..
called "gan pa " todae..
then tel him lor..
sian..
den went to policepost.
wdl inter n admiralty int.
damm sian.
damm fed up.
no mood at all....
but wat to do??

very very sad lor.
UNTIL lunch
when all went out for lunch then i sit there eat ice kachang onli.
i felt relax.
then at night.
aunty javen treat us to swenson.
ice cream la. main course la.
everythings bao ka liao.
LOL!

was relieved to have them la.
then hueymin n sihui was with me the whole dae lor..
weiqian joined us lata la.

called wk this mrning to share wif him hw i felt.
*at least he realli cared for me*
and i m v glad for that.
thanks frenss.

den at night ..
we go find gan pa.
talked talked.
phew.

felt ok la.
but nw. no mood again lor.
its like.
i cant bear la..
ok wateva.. =S

took lots of photos recently.
also dunno why leh.. LOL!
will update when free lahs..
heheh..