its nt i wanna sae this..
but... having to see ur best frien treat u like normal fren..
its like..
torturing..
but.. =D i dunno..
maybe i m jus thinkin too much..
and...
i dunno la..
anyway..
todae was a good day at first.. til i come home..
then..
=Dwadeva!

but back to topic.. life is realli meaningless..
but.. at least i stil have support form my family n friens..
if nt.. i would have die long time ago..

i dun wanna be the person standing jus one side c u suffering..
my frien..
wad i wanna do is to help u.. and understand ur prob..
but if ur char is jus tt.. i will stand by u silently..
silently..

i din mean to make anyting..
i also din wanna make things worst..
i m sry for all the misery i've caused..
dun leave me..
if ur my friend..
dun make me regret havin u as one..
dun ever leave me..
coz once u do..
i will hate u... for the rest of my life..
i will haunt u when i m dead..
dun do foolish things..
wan also mus wait for me..

but plz.. rmb tt anyting happens.. u still have me..
u are nt alone..
try breaking ur wall of lonliness..
accept me.. let me into ur wall of heart..
i wanna understand u.. jus to tel u how much i treasure u..
i wil not regret.. nt regret anything i have done for u..
coz ur my friend.. my onli fren..
sometimes.. i thought u know me well.. but seems like.. i know u better =D
coz.. u always make me angry by doin things to me when u know i dun like it..
well..
so i treasure u mre then u do.. =D
take care my friend.. this blog's for u.. onli u..

p/s to sensitive ppl::**plz guys.. this msg is to a FRIEND nt to my BOYFRIEND or wadeva.. **

its nt i wanna sae this..
but... having to see ur best frien treat u like normal fren..
its like..
torturing..
but.. =D i dunno..
maybe i m jus thinkin too much..
and...
i dunno la..
anyway..
todae was a good day at first.. til i come home..
then..
=Dwadeva!

but back to topic.. life is realli meaningless..
but.. at least i stil have support form my family n friens..
if nt.. i would have die long time ago..

i dun wanna be the person standing jus one side c u suffering..
my frien..
wad i wanna do is to help u.. and understand ur prob..
but if ur char is jus tt.. i will stand by u silently..
silently..

i din mean to make anyting..
i also din wanna make things worst..
i m sry for all the misery i've caused..
dun leave me..
if ur my friend..
dun make me regret havin u as one..
dun ever leave me..
coz once u do..
i will hate u... for the rest of my life..
i will haunt u when i m dead..
dun do foolish things..
wan also mus wait for me..

but plz.. rmb tt anyting happens.. u still have me..
u are nt alone..
try breaking ur wall of lonliness..
accept me.. let me into ur wall of heart..
i wanna understand u.. jus to tel u how much i treasure u..
i wil not regret.. nt regret anything i have done for u..
coz ur my friend.. my onli fren..
sometimes.. i thought u know me well.. but seems like.. i know u better =D
coz.. u always make me angry by doin things to me when u know i dun like it..
well..
so i treasure u mre then u do.. =D
take care my friend.. this blog's for u.. onli u..

p/s to sensitive ppl::**plz guys.. this msg is to a FRIEND nt to my BOYFRIEND or wadeva.. **